Real chinese

haha
Family vacation this year was to china
less fun, more history knowledge. cuz no theme parks TwT
ITS SO FREAKING COLD IN BEIJING *#&%@*%^ OTL mayb cuz msia is so hot that im used to msia's weather
sorry for ranting bout the weather, juz feel like it ><


i had to wear bout 6 layers juz to keep body warm, it is THAT COLD.
everytime i had to take out my gloves to press the on/off button on the camera. my fingers died 100000 times.
on a positive note, china history is rather interesting so im not gonna complain that i was bored the whole time there.
Food...wasnt tasty, not wat i expected. =w= they serve more than we can eat...so dad was quite gulity bout wasting the food OTL

Teaser :

yes, im very thick skinned. I seriously went up to him and requested a photo. And i seriously asked him to pose a fighting pose...to match up with mine. like a duel. u get the picture? but...OTL HE WENT "..." *flips table* IT WAS AWKWAAARRDDD!!! he did not cooperate and it was very embarassing so i posed half heartedly, i look like an idiot now OTL of all face expression, he had the "..." face *stabs voodoo doll* wuuuuu Q___Q

A retard I am. end.

New blog template

I like this blog template more and more now.

lol, a new feel to it and looks more colourful and neat? haha

I saved alot of other templates so was thinking of changing it once every blue moon

Wanted to put a purple colour template but it looks too niceeeee TwT wanna keep it till...im bored of the current template OTL

same concept as how i like to leave my favourite dish for the last to be eaten

Whoever saw me with this kind of habit will either give me the "wtf look" or they'll comment "yyyeeerrrr...got like that 1 ar?" =w=

haha i realize i keep typing random topics...sorry OTL

Last thing to change is my freaking outdated profile pic...

OTL still not sure what kind of pic to put

oh, i have a new member joining my crew!~

*jumps with joy* owO do you wanna who/what is the new member?

hint :

pardon my hideous drawing.

nyehehehehheheh >D

toudai gave him to me as a companion to fill in toudai's long absence

OTL i feel really grateful and blessed.

...this "companion" is seriously HUGABLE...juz like buzzie!! OTL

Melaka trip

Semester 2 is done and over with!~
Awaits for result which might be released b4 christmas?
wuuu...suspense!!! ><

For now, I shall enjoy rest and fun~ Went for a Melaka Trip after exams with a group of friends and my toudai~ Main Goal : EAT EAT & EAT (p.s : few hrs of sleep) To be honest, I have never been so well fed in my entire life!!! We practically eat non-stop wherever we go For someone like me who eats to live, any edible food is not a problem. However, i am a really small eater. Otherwise, you'll see a super chubby Feli by now becuz all the fats travel to my face instead. 1st day, ate mee and qie dao fish balls for lunch >> egg tarts in bakery shop opposite >> went jonker street for cendol, chicken rice balls, other little treats >> had dinner at restuarant bei zhan >> went portugis settlement for crabs >> satay celup for supper

2nd day, had hotel breakfast *loves~* >> went for 2nd breakfast somewhere >> road trip to muar, Johor >> rest in friends house >> drove to giant + market to get barbeque ingredients >> drove back to melaka >> barbeque by the beach juz behind the hotel >> celebrated fren's bday and had the most AWESOME cake i have ever tasted. in mandrin, they call it qie chen dan gao...not sure how to say it in english but its actually alot of sponge like layers and cream in betwwen it AMG....wuuu they only have it in Melaka!! ARGH!!!!

3rd & Final day, b4 leaving Melaka...we stop by somewhere beside the road to try coconut shake TwT it was really nice too!! forced to eat nasi lemak by toudai whose afraid that i might get gastric >.< Went Daorae Korean Restaurant for lunch. Omg...your eyes will not literally pop out from your sockets but if you were to witness how much we ate, its ALOOOOOOTTTT... I can die from over-feeding OTL Did a little shopping in the shopping mall nearby and watched the movie "tangled" based on the Rapunzel story. Then, Off we went, home to PJ/Subang

Place where we had cendol

OH NO! Armies of domo kun!! and mr.bean bears??

Chicken rice balls without chicken XD

Place where we had crabs for supper

2nd Night - Barbeque

Vone deng's birthday

THE CAKE!!! ARGGGHHH!!!

OTL

sparkling juice & wine

Buzzie wished good night to Melaka~

Thats all. for now. Might upload "pudding & jelly making day" tomoro if i can find time.

wuuuu toudai is far away right now TwT and he's coming bac soon b4 i leave for vacation

weeee!!~

in the midst of "mother of all hollo stories"

I mispelled one of the word in the title XD ON PURPOSE. Ill tell y later on.
It was suppose to be mother of all HORROR stories.
Frequently used by most unisa students who attended marketing lectures as to describe our FINALS
blame it on our beloved marketing lecturer who gave us enormous pressure by creating an illusion of marketing paper being FREAKING HARD TO PASS. She claimed that last batch, more than half actually failed the paper *horrified look*
Have you read certain chinese magazines? that contain 1 or 2 pages of chinese horror stories and the page was decorate in a way tat its creepy and gruesome...sometimes one small corner they have this scary pic of a woman with long black hair and sickly pale skin that resembles ju-on or even babies whose eyes was gouged out? yup im a sick freak who had nth better to read. I was bored TwT the 1st thing i do when i spot thatmag was to 'steal' it and turn to that particular page. then i'll scared myself to wits as i read on...and when its taim to sleep, ill keep my eyes open throughout the night to see any odd movements, as if i can prepare myself to jump out of the bed and fly towards the door if anything happens ==

Anyway, back to the topic.
This lecturer of mine ended the 1st lecture by bestowing her "words of wisdom"on us : "You people have read horror stories or even watched horror movies right? You'll be very very afraid when i'm about to tell u this. Your final examination *pause* is your MOTHER OF ALL HOLLO STORIES." yes. u heard her. hollo.
WHen she finished her sentence, the whole lecture hall was so cold and quiet for a second, u can actually hear ur own heart beat. Next thing, ur ears get drummed by big jumbled up pitched laughs. I laughed partly because of the word mother added to the rest of it....its like saying the root of all evil OTL the other reason was the same as wat the other students who laughed along was thinking about. Most of us teased the way she said the sentence. Instead of horror, she somehow pronounced it as HO-LO. Mother of all hollo stories.

To relate to what im suppose to blog about...im hving my 2nd sems finals.
Shot 2, hv yet to hunt down the other 2. 2nd Hunting session begins this sat, at freaking 8 in the morning. ugh, the previous 2 was also the same time...*facepalm*
I hate it when its at a very wrg timing and far venue. What if you woke up late *touch wood* and missed half of the exam time...and my hse to sunway takes arnd 15 -20 mins? after that hv to walk all the way to the end of the block and take the freaking slow lift to the 7th floor of the building. if the lift is full or taking for than 5 mins to open up. LAst option >> take the stairs to the 7th floor #&$^%*&^
dun need to sit for exam d. I dun wan that to happen to me so i set all the alarms available in my hse and position it at a strategic place where the alarm sound wave will travel right to my ear drums. It worked le XD

lol juz felt like writing something....back to work.
ciao~

Conversation between a pencil and an eraser

Pencil: I'm sorry

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad."All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..."This is to all the parents out there...

Credits to : Lai Jun Wei

Something i stumbled upon a moment ago. Sharing is caring :)

Dear love bugs

Lol so much for keeping quiet bout my birth date

Special thanks to facebook and myself for revealing it =w=

I wanna thank everyone who wished me happy birthday and also got me pressies altho its not necessary they are really meaningful messages to me~ Loved it ALOT

The very 1st from moco X) My favourite choco~ I wished i had unlimited supply of it.

So, i can get fatter!!! and the belt will fit better XD

MOCO, the belt was what i was looking for! XDD

Lol, thanks ah saun alot for the Arashi CD and Star bottle

The pills inside haz cute faces and messages! XD

Birthday card by may yun and cheng fei.

I find this card really awesome...seriously cute!!

*keeps it in a safe place*


At first, i thought this was a duck. i was really blur OTL

Im really sorry, ah chicken OTL liked your origami!!

its actually a fish, resembling my ex-pet micheal ><

Thx to a certain someone for these X) you know who u are 8D

This is the best ice cream i've ever tasted! You will not easily get sick of it.

OTL i put quite alot of ice cream itself instead of the filling

yuuumm...i dunno whats the name of the cake, but it was awesome!~

Tasted like cappucino...hmm not too sure

And a few more other pressies that made my heart go doki doki T///T

btw, I HAZ A YELLOW STAR!!! Shall spam pictures of it the next post. Been hugging and molesting it since i laid my hands on it OTL Now its resting on meh bed X) Nicole, you weirdo...the one in a million special weirdo...>P Thank you pikaaaa CHU!

Next entry will be bout lantern festival and meh soft yellow star~ Guess thats bout it, eyes are getting blurry LOTS OF TYPO PREVIOUSLY Its october already = assignment month = IM DOOMED = *meteroids crashes towards the earth*

LOL not ur typical birthday card but so far, this card haz the most awesome ending ever! ahahha!!

nights people~

grrrr *slaps self*

OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL
Why do i always get into trouble all the time......
Whyyyyyy...WHHYYYYYYY................
Grrrr...*headdesk*
Hate being stupid.
Leave me aloooonneee...
I give upppp...

Mood fluctuates

Lol, taking a break.
Lots of things going through my mind now
And i'm trying to finish the "list-to-do" one at a time failing badly
Ugh, trying hard to concentrate on microecons assignment now. I know what i wanna write but i just don't have the will to start due next week...weeee
Hmm...is it weird if your mood fluctuates randomly in a day? Lets say, in the morning...you feel happy, in the middle of the day, you still feel fine...but when night came, you suddenly feel really down and you just don't feel like doing anything.
=.= no...im not pms-ing.

haha i'm wasting my time here...zzz

Should I just call it the night?
*rolls around*
T_______T

Term break

I couldnt resist the temptation to update my dead blog with a few sentences but...i was too lazy
As you have noticed, I changed my blog header and a weeeeddlleee bit of the side bar so it looks slightly neater and updated.
It's only temporary until i have a good inspiration bout what picture to put as my blog header and for my side bar too.
For now, just stare at my rm 10 roses okay? XD

weeeeee im on a week uni break now
=w= my assignments are piling up shoooo i have to finish them in during this break
Awesoommeee...

Recently, I keep getting tired easily and often have meals at odd/ungodly hours or have none at all. OTL its like, i always have to rush to do stuff and i didnt have time to eat. Omg, i even thought b4 eating was troublesome. *slaps self* =w= uni is sucking life out of me.
Lol im a little happy that my uni haz wong kok and subway now...soon they'll have starbucks and BR uni sucking money frm students
Means more variety! YAY!
Though i have not tried wong kok or subway since it opened less than a month ago OTL
I WANNA GO, SIT & EAT THERE!! HUWAII SO MANY PPL?!! *@$#(*%^#&%

Thats it...im so gonna eat heavy breakfast tomoro >(
OTL my brain is now filled with mcdonald's breakfast set...urgh hungrrryyyy....*SOOOBSSS*
I think this is all i can think about to write...
Hope i can update again soon might be lazy to
*waves* (^__^)/''

hn.

remind me not to care.
then i'll shut up.
for real, this time.

*breathes slowly* warning : rant

argh can you pls juz get it done and over with?
i cant bear the situation right now. its not juz a small adjustment, u make it like as if we are about to die tomoro.
becuz of ur constant pressure, i keep worryin about studies, food, studies, money, food, studies.
and can you atleast give me abit of privacy? at this age, do i still need restrictions from chatting on msn? do u need to constantly check up on me whether i've been chatting instead of doin my work? i proved to you that i was getting help from my uni frens regarding my assignments and then you keep saying that im only cheating myself. Cant you atleast FOR ALL THESE YEARS, acknowledge my independence. im very tired, very very tired of giving excuses so that im able to do what i want for once in a while.
i juz wanna move away, stay in some hostel or something till i finish my studies. juz wanna get away from u all for a while. juz let go...its not that hard to let go of me for a bit.
You decided almost every part of my life, leaving no will or decision of my own. and when chance passby, i hv to give it up becuz i dun wanna trouble u guys and then stay like an obedient dog and follow ur order.

shoot, now i hv flashbacks of moments when i was quite selfish. so i cant rant on since im feeling guilty for blaming them. wanna get all this out so i wun burst into tears and curse my life for being unfair *which was not true* sigh, i noe it happens all the time and everyone shud hv went through that part of life. i wan these heavy feelings to lessen so i can move forward.
omg, with all those worries, its as if im working to pay off debts or hving mid life crisis. lol, i sound really stupid now.
kinda decided that i will get a part time job or internship when i hv my long holidays. wanna really know wat its like to work and feel the satisfaction of earning that amount of money. partly cuz im oso inexperience at this age and really pampered, still spending alot of their money. so i will earn my own and spend it without feeling guilty. i'll still consider working if they oppose again. seriously, why stop someone who wans to get experience in working life? well, safety seems to be quite important in my case since i was told that im like a magnet? *im not pleased rather its very frustrating* so, i might go to work wearing baggy clothes and pants and a cap. mayb put alot of pimples on the face or something. lol thought of doin that last 2 weeks but it wun happen anyway.

sigh, pls pls pls storm go away.

now i felt it

Uni life was okay, didnt expect much frm it. though the lecturers took me by surprise (awesomely sarcastic, cute, cool etc) and heck, the textbooks are 800++ pages each. you might have heard some of ur frens who took business course saying : "im sooo lucky that i chosed this course, i oni need to go 3 days lecture and its an easy course etc". you might as well ditch that fren for making u miserable becuz fmo, finance is probably the same pain in the ass as any of ur courses. but if u're so passionate bout it and u'll strong enough to put up with it, u'll do fine. i guess.

that aside, my life path is getting narrower and it seems there had been signs of dead end. thank God no road blocks i've already predicted that it'll happen to me someday, though i never thought it was this soon. looking at other ppl suffering frm it gave me that feeling that it'll come for me. now that i hv to put on hold for many things, some might even need to give up on. going overseas to further my studies has always been my goal but now my chances are even slimmer than b4. but i'll earn that chance by all means.

lol it sounded quite bad at first, but later on i didnt mind it at all. i've seen my closer relatives struggled to get by and look at them now, living life to the fullest with promising jobs. i really wanna juz travel to the mountains and shout till my hearts' content, wanna juz shout at Him for being selfish, for making a fool out of me, for letting me get tempted by false hopes. lol then again, who am i to complain, many ppl out there been through alot worse, and i'm here planting my fat butt on a comfy chair, looking at a not so but still good tech com screen, surfing the net at 1mb intenet speed. God must be so disappointed at me for being ungrateful at that time. lol that really made me depress for a whole week, i slept alot for that few days, juz trying to be numb.

while im studying this course, i wonder i'll b able to follow my father's footsteps. and hv that manager attitude dealing with difficult bosses. in order to be like my dad, i'll juz end it here and start eating pain killers while going through the textbooks.
and happy white day! SUPPORT SINGLE AWARENESS DAY mates
bye~

another 2 more weeks

yay, cant wait to start uni.

cuz i seriously dun wanna grow moss at home. *fantoi

anyway, theres alot of things i've not done yet during this long break.

shoooottttt

so, i will try finishing some of them.

1) i've been wanting to do desserts ex: tiramisu, pancakes

so i will do that b4 i go for CNY. MUST.

2) try finish watching house and some jp dramas. i wont be able to do that during my course. distractions.

3)TRY focusing on devotion. grrrrr

4)wanna start guitar lessons too, need to get a cheaper fee.

5) and with sheer determination, i shall master katakana properly, i had most of them memorized.

now for cosplay, i know my parents are forbiding me to do it anymore. but b4 my passion dies and my face cannot handle those characters, i shall cosplay all my favourites.

ofcuz i hv to...study and save some money.

cosplay 2010-2011

Felli loss (chrome shelled regios)

yes, its FELLI. lol, but i like her personality as well.

Main character for PERSONA 3

kya. though he doesnt hv a name. thx to shukri for introducing the game to me. i went doki when he pointed the gun to his head and said "per-so-na" during his 1st combat battle. >///<

Sawada Tsunayoshi (jumpsuit vr. and latest clothing/mafia suit)

still cant get mafia black suits TwT and we kinda planned doin jumpsuit version this yr.

Kanda yuu (latest vr. uniform)

i have the 1st version which i adore. wanna do another photoshoot for it. ps : kid kanda is seriously cute.

Ga rei's kensuke too. he was amazingly cool at the end of ga rei zero anime. though in the manga, hes a normal guy (slightly peverted). >///<
i wanna even up my cosplays, recently too many girl chara.
many plans this yr, cant wait to see the outcome.

a little satisfied

yay. its pasar pagi day~
aka CNY shopping day~
or my "update wardrobe anniversary" day...

wtv. i bought rm 100 worth of pasar clothes. 2 sleeveless singlet ipoh too warm, a white top, a piece of add on cloth dunno wat to call it , and a dark grey box patterned shorts not really that short. rm 10-rm 15 for most except the shorts and the white top. need to accomadate to the weather in the state call perak. this might be my last clothes shopping for the year. yay.

9th church burned down. wow...great job ppl! Continue showing the world your true colours.

Lunch

Aahhh....i made lunch for my family yesterday.
Tomato rice covered with egg! i added some small chunks of sausages and green beans.
finally....i can cook woth my moms permission.

But heck i was nervous when my mom lingers around. i'm that kind of person who likes the dishes to be really salty or sweet...so she'll go like "AH ZHI!!! TOO MUCH SOYSAUCE!...AH ZHI!! aiyooo...." =.= sighh.....
so whenever my parents are out during lunch, i'll bring out watever left in the fridge and miz around. OTL i love to make egg wth cheese...thx to my church fren who taught me that.
okay this is my 2nd 1st time making pattaya rice...the other time was that i couldnt figure out how they use the egg to wrap the rice so i mix the egg into the rice...

ANYWAY, my mom don't trust my skills. i was flipping the rice and she said "nooo...dun flip like this..flip like this" *flips flips...FLIPS. mind you...its a 4 person portion of rice...mom teach me ur skills. Then, my mom insisted that i use the smaller pan to fry the egg so that its light to lift. ok i used it and...it couldnt cover the rice. ah great....failure.

So it ended up like this...

it look like ugly looking pies.

my mom rate it 6.5/10 and my bro, 5/10. lol...my bro was expecting a more nicer egg frm me...but hey, sorry i didnt add much salt in it.
Now, i wanna do spaghetti!! Kath's mom style!! i like her spaghettis...i tried it once when i was form 4? XD the 1 with sausages...*i like sausage* need to improve

1) Wrap the rice with the egg

2) MORE tomato sauce

3) appealing look *huuurrr

4) boil green beans 1st

sigh...when can i start doing some desserts?? ...T3T tiramisuuuu and cakkee.....

hiatus

no i did not disappear cheng yie!

was juz taking a rest. actually im too lazy to update

*writers block* nothing interesting to write

lifes been dull too

okay then, i will now blog about.........photoshoots bloopers

kinda sad that i didnt attend recent ones because all my sexy friends are present and i didnt get to play with them. T______T

photos here are not taken by me. credits to shawn, valho, linkin

K-on photoshoot (CF day 2)

*christmas season*

group shot
we should bathe openly next time it happens to be in a restuarant

JIIIIIII!!!

Last night Good night (Vocaloid)
I heart you!

*exercise* must. hv. abs. to. cosplay. len.?

Pull the hardest will win you a leek.

You dare touch my leek hair...HUUURRR!! *strangles*

diiiieee DIIIIIEEEE!!!

*inserts titanic theme*

incest (i shud really stop doing this)


miku : casting my shadow upon you...

Twins (miku +mikuo) & big bro kaito

Macross frontier

Family potrait + joker???!!! OMGGG!!!! ARE YOU MY WIFE'S BF???

power centre...8D

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