Fight Harder!

No matter how hard i tried, I'm not getting anywhere close to that level!!

It feels a little like how Dato' LCW still could not defeat LD no matter how hard he trained :'(
Everyone is advancing at a really fast paced, and i don't want to be left behind.
Most importantly, i want to ease my parents of their responsibilities...lessen their worries and hopefully one day they will be proud of what their daughter has achieved.
Knowing that i have given almost nothing to my parents, at least before my dad hits 50... i'd need to be able to earn enough money to organize a closed yet grand birthday celebration in a fine dining restaurant for dad.
I'm still planning a meaningful way to pamper my mom, probably need to get her 2 maids LOL!!!

I'm juggling between work and enjoying my last 3 months as a University student...
That freedom where i can hang out with friends and enjoy life before falling into company politics, facing colleagues (friends with benefits)...soon i won't be able to taste it. LIFE IS TOO EFFING SHORT...

*rolls* why is my life so routine programmed.
My youth shall not be wasted like that!! Will try my best to work + party hard and smart!!

Yes. I camwhore, problem?







End year goal

In 6 months time, i swwweeearrrr no one will ever call me FAT. ROUND FACE. CHUBBY.
NEVAAAAARRRR!!!!

Imma prove that i can be healthy and lean with ABS.
Watch me.

Exhausted after 2 hours of non-stop gym OTL

Welcome back


Welcoming back my old hairstyle~
*drum rolls*


My Curtain of hair!!
I can still remember how my friends needed to talk to me, they had to flip my fringe like as if they were drape of curtains OTL

Ugly Truth

Evidently, I don't possess any elegant, beautiful, perfect face features like the Asian Goddess SNSD despite rumours that they went under the knife.
Side tracking a little, i really like to think/believe that some of them did not. Comparing their childhood pictures and the current look, THEIR FEATURES HARDLY CHANGED!!
They might seem to be fairer than before etc and that's just because the entertainment company and themselves have the money to invest a lot on skincare and facial treatments.
If that's not the case then, they really are born with it.... DAT NATURALLY BEAUTIFUL FACE TwT

To be dead honest, i would like to think that i'm pretty...
I would like people to think that i'm pretty *slaps self*
But in actual fact, its all really just the flattery and the narcissistic thoughts (perhaps some help from make up) that masks the "ugly" truth.
Here's to prove my ugly truth :

Before wearing contact lenses             After  wearing them 
Can you see the distinct difference on the eyes area.... &*#%&#%
They were sleepy and small before wearing those contacts....
I feel.... I feel.... I don't know how exactly i should feel OTL

Nope. This look requires lots of make up too.
Oh but i really love my hair. Although its really long, heavy and probably drying up at the ends, my locks still serve me well in my hair flip. They are STRONG enough to slap someone in the face HAHAHAHA.
No, really.
I really do love my long hair and probably won't cut it short too soon?
BUT i do have this urge to cut it shoulder length and have bangs again...*influenced*
Saloon aunty did a great job on my prom hairdo *happy*

Had some fun curling my hair and loved the end results...look how shiny it still is T///T

Heh. And I tried hard not to bait flatteries, they are POISONOUS.
Watch THIS.
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xSinrR1SHVA&feature=relmfu 


Supper

For the time being, I am not worried about getting hungry in the middle of the night.
Not worried bout getting fat either because i am not having Maggi Mee for supper!!!!

Because, I haz YOGOOD!!~
Tried out this gourmet muesli healthy snack without oats, added milk though.
Found it quite tasty and sweet, maybe it's the berries/ all sorts of dried fruits.
However, quite tiring to chew all of it OTL

Behold. My supper.

Does this face look familiar to you?? 

Feel like somersaulting into it

SOAK IT!


Jealousy

I'm not mad.
Not sad either.
Perhaps... jealous?

Jealous of le boyfriend spending more time with his guy friends D:
Seriously.

Time to really self love and love my friends even more.
Spending it with whoever i want and wherever i want. WITHOUT HIM.
Can't wait for C2age T___T My friends, wait for meh!

A visit from Milk Toof!

Oh look!
This tooth looked just like Ickle from "My Milk Toof"!

You Ickle?

Taylor's Career Fair 2012

Taylor's University held its 2nd/3rd Career Fair since Lakeside Campus was established.
I volunteered to become one of their student ambassadors!
And i was lucky to get the position because one of them decided to withdraw at the last minute OTL

This is one of the career fair which has ALOT of sweets and desserts.
Companies like Hilton has variety of cupcakes*OMG*
Traders Hotels haz their weird ship shaped dark chocolate *everyone can dismantle it to eat*

Overall, an interesting exposure and experience~

Opening Ceremony
The dark choco ship
Hilton's chocolate cupcake
Proud to be Taylor's Student Ambassador :)


Dad's homemade yohgurt

My dad is a GENIUS!
He is the 1 person that i want to surpass before i turn 27 years old.
Simply because he is my dad (duh!) and... he cooks! better than my mom shhh!!

Despite our misunderstandings, communication problems and the overprotective-ness issue, I will never trade my dad for a billion dollars. It is safe to say that my mom is the luckiest woman on earth!! Where can you find a guy who knows how to do house chores, cook like a 3 star chef and at the same time a workaholic with charisma and charms my mom with his romantic personality???
Damn, my dad's species might be extinct already!

Pardon me with all the hoo haa i wrote about my dad, just want to say i am happy CAUSE
*kira kira* Papa made us cranberry yohgurt~~~ *Shiawaseeee*
He's making a 2nd batch and this time its PEACH!!!!
Can't wait to dig in!!

Cranberry! Craving for more T__T
Witnessed the fermenting process wooooo!

Weekend in Kedah and Penang

Never have I been through so much in a short trip...
I swear this is most scary and exciting trip ever LOL
Partly because every moment was so new to me, it's like as if i haz been devirginezed???
Devirginized, what a funny word! HAHA

This post is not intentionally to brag about my experience, it is just a simple record of embarrassing memories i have collected from this trip.
Also, to express my gratitude to both my awesome bosses who brought us along to this trip TwT

Networked with awesome committees of Aimst Univeristy Medical Conference and managed to invite 3 of the leader from 3 different universities to be the pioneers of FIA exco members!! Woo Hoo!
Looking forward to this collaboration!

Another moment which i did not look forward to but there's no where to escape TwT
I had never drank so much alcohol in my life =w=
Started the night with long island tea, Bombay sapphire, Margarita, Jagger Bomb, Flaming Lamborghini, (another alchohol mix with baileys) and the final killer, the Graveyard.
All the while my head was spinning but i was aware of my surroundings, just tipsy before downing half a glass of graveyard. They really mean it literally when they named the beverage "Graveyard" =.=
Sent me puking by the road side. Proud of it? No. Embarrassed? Yes.
But there's something i learned from drinking so much. While under the supervision and care of my bosses, i can test my limit of alcohol tolerance. Comes in handy when i (IF EVER) drink with people i'm not familiar with .
And i ended my trip with a scary accident experience, another which i did not look forward to.
I pray that the victim will survive and recover from his injuries, and if he comes out of this alive, this serves as a reminder to all that a vehicle is a vehicle which is meant to transport you from one place to another in order to save time. NOT to fuel your excitement. The road is not your racing track and please do not gamble your life on such useless illegal sport. Thank you readers.


On the bridge connecting mainland and the island of Penang

Fulfilling my taste buds with a healthy dessert
One day, i will own one of these and sail out to the ocean!~

Began the night with Jagger Bomb *phew*

Ready to taste Flaming Lamborghini
The burning sensation at your throat was immense!

A little sad

Just a little.

Oh and by the way, i'm going on a little trip to Kedah, Sg. Petani during the weekends~
Work and play trip, attending an event for medical students in Aimst University.
Then maybe crossing over to Penang? :)

Early Happy Easter Day :D

The Trilogy

Look what i've got from Popular Book Store *_*

At first, i wasn't all hyped up by the trailer, probably i didn't buy its epic-ness like how transformers or any other trailers did.
After a few reviews from facebook yea, facebook *kudos* , thought i'd give it a try.
Oh heck! Wicked way to control rebellions. Most of the adults in the movie are either evil or useless, having the children defend for themselves. or the district, with their lives.
Displaying how children from the districts are used as puppets to entertain the capital, quite sick really. Overall, i love the story plot despite the messy fighting scenes due to the shot moving around too much, got me really dizzy. Sitting the at the most front seat didn't help either. @_@

:)

Revitalised, as listed on the packet

"Essence mask contains green tea extract that soothes and comforts stressed and fatigue skin", it claims.

Not that my face is going through fatigue or anything, just that everyone has been saying that i grew darker and it seems that my hand skin tone
is fairer than my face *wth* i think my skin complexion got duller, that's all ):


It's not a review for Etude house's mask. I repeat. Not a review.I suck at giving reviews, cause i personally think that the mask is...just a mask and th
ere's no magic potion to it where your face will become snow white the next day.

But, i do wish that it does. Hence, the curiosity.

Imitate idols and their commercials.

Before

This is where i carefully unpeel the mask while trying my best not to drop any "essence" on the floor

The tingling is so annoying... WIGGLES

After.
i purposely edit/shed some light to the photo so that there's the glow the packet speak of
Felt like i bombed myself with slime.

After all, the secret to good complexion of skin is to have enough water and sleep.
Which i...did not fulfill as i continue to type more words.
Heh. Good night.


Upgraded

The end of my 2 years P car license ^w^
I am one step closer to getting an ownership to my dream car~~~~

Imagine myself driving a Hummer. Pink Hummer *w*

Taking smaller steps

Recently just revisited a blog owned by one of my favorite japanese actress, Hijii Mika and was going through post by post...although i had no freaking idea what she wrote >.<'''
Somehow while reading through her blog posts, I suddenly came about this piece of memory of how Hijii Mika became such an influence and inspiration to me into starting a blog for myself and blog practically every little bits of my life.
Inpired, you say? Why her and not of any other inspirational, reputational bloggers??
Simple, she blogs about every adventure, hardship, new places, friends, outings, job and yet, every single posts conveys her happiness and
passion for her every single thing she does.
That was the feel that i wanted to inject into my blog. It was, until i mistreated my blog so much T__T

In short, out with the bitterness and say HELLO to mah pink fluffy pony theme *peace yo!*
LOL
My point is, i should revive this blog and get going with some updates. Selfless updates :)
That way i can immortalize my memories and emotions at that moment, reaching out like a reminder of how each situation made me grow into I am today :)
That's the blog that i imagined and i intend to do it that way.

For a change ....
My happiness = PURPLENESS

Good Night World.

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