Dear love bugs

Lol so much for keeping quiet bout my birth date

Special thanks to facebook and myself for revealing it =w=

I wanna thank everyone who wished me happy birthday and also got me pressies altho its not necessary they are really meaningful messages to me~ Loved it ALOT

The very 1st from moco X) My favourite choco~ I wished i had unlimited supply of it.

So, i can get fatter!!! and the belt will fit better XD

MOCO, the belt was what i was looking for! XDD

Lol, thanks ah saun alot for the Arashi CD and Star bottle

The pills inside haz cute faces and messages! XD

Birthday card by may yun and cheng fei.

I find this card really awesome...seriously cute!!

*keeps it in a safe place*


At first, i thought this was a duck. i was really blur OTL

Im really sorry, ah chicken OTL liked your origami!!

its actually a fish, resembling my ex-pet micheal ><

Thx to a certain someone for these X) you know who u are 8D

This is the best ice cream i've ever tasted! You will not easily get sick of it.

OTL i put quite alot of ice cream itself instead of the filling

yuuumm...i dunno whats the name of the cake, but it was awesome!~

Tasted like cappucino...hmm not too sure

And a few more other pressies that made my heart go doki doki T///T

btw, I HAZ A YELLOW STAR!!! Shall spam pictures of it the next post. Been hugging and molesting it since i laid my hands on it OTL Now its resting on meh bed X) Nicole, you weirdo...the one in a million special weirdo...>P Thank you pikaaaa CHU!

Next entry will be bout lantern festival and meh soft yellow star~ Guess thats bout it, eyes are getting blurry LOTS OF TYPO PREVIOUSLY Its october already = assignment month = IM DOOMED = *meteroids crashes towards the earth*

LOL not ur typical birthday card but so far, this card haz the most awesome ending ever! ahahha!!

nights people~

grrrr *slaps self*

OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL
Why do i always get into trouble all the time......
Whyyyyyy...WHHYYYYYYY................
Grrrr...*headdesk*
Hate being stupid.
Leave me aloooonneee...
I give upppp...

Mood fluctuates

Lol, taking a break.
Lots of things going through my mind now
And i'm trying to finish the "list-to-do" one at a time failing badly
Ugh, trying hard to concentrate on microecons assignment now. I know what i wanna write but i just don't have the will to start due next week...weeee
Hmm...is it weird if your mood fluctuates randomly in a day? Lets say, in the morning...you feel happy, in the middle of the day, you still feel fine...but when night came, you suddenly feel really down and you just don't feel like doing anything.
=.= no...im not pms-ing.

haha i'm wasting my time here...zzz

Should I just call it the night?
*rolls around*
T_______T

Term break

I couldnt resist the temptation to update my dead blog with a few sentences but...i was too lazy
As you have noticed, I changed my blog header and a weeeeddlleee bit of the side bar so it looks slightly neater and updated.
It's only temporary until i have a good inspiration bout what picture to put as my blog header and for my side bar too.
For now, just stare at my rm 10 roses okay? XD

weeeeee im on a week uni break now
=w= my assignments are piling up shoooo i have to finish them in during this break
Awesoommeee...

Recently, I keep getting tired easily and often have meals at odd/ungodly hours or have none at all. OTL its like, i always have to rush to do stuff and i didnt have time to eat. Omg, i even thought b4 eating was troublesome. *slaps self* =w= uni is sucking life out of me.
Lol im a little happy that my uni haz wong kok and subway now...soon they'll have starbucks and BR uni sucking money frm students
Means more variety! YAY!
Though i have not tried wong kok or subway since it opened less than a month ago OTL
I WANNA GO, SIT & EAT THERE!! HUWAII SO MANY PPL?!! *@$#(*%^#&%

Thats it...im so gonna eat heavy breakfast tomoro >(
OTL my brain is now filled with mcdonald's breakfast set...urgh hungrrryyyy....*SOOOBSSS*
I think this is all i can think about to write...
Hope i can update again soon might be lazy to
*waves* (^__^)/''

hn.

remind me not to care.
then i'll shut up.
for real, this time.

*breathes slowly* warning : rant

argh can you pls juz get it done and over with?
i cant bear the situation right now. its not juz a small adjustment, u make it like as if we are about to die tomoro.
becuz of ur constant pressure, i keep worryin about studies, food, studies, money, food, studies.
and can you atleast give me abit of privacy? at this age, do i still need restrictions from chatting on msn? do u need to constantly check up on me whether i've been chatting instead of doin my work? i proved to you that i was getting help from my uni frens regarding my assignments and then you keep saying that im only cheating myself. Cant you atleast FOR ALL THESE YEARS, acknowledge my independence. im very tired, very very tired of giving excuses so that im able to do what i want for once in a while.
i juz wanna move away, stay in some hostel or something till i finish my studies. juz wanna get away from u all for a while. juz let go...its not that hard to let go of me for a bit.
You decided almost every part of my life, leaving no will or decision of my own. and when chance passby, i hv to give it up becuz i dun wanna trouble u guys and then stay like an obedient dog and follow ur order.

shoot, now i hv flashbacks of moments when i was quite selfish. so i cant rant on since im feeling guilty for blaming them. wanna get all this out so i wun burst into tears and curse my life for being unfair *which was not true* sigh, i noe it happens all the time and everyone shud hv went through that part of life. i wan these heavy feelings to lessen so i can move forward.
omg, with all those worries, its as if im working to pay off debts or hving mid life crisis. lol, i sound really stupid now.
kinda decided that i will get a part time job or internship when i hv my long holidays. wanna really know wat its like to work and feel the satisfaction of earning that amount of money. partly cuz im oso inexperience at this age and really pampered, still spending alot of their money. so i will earn my own and spend it without feeling guilty. i'll still consider working if they oppose again. seriously, why stop someone who wans to get experience in working life? well, safety seems to be quite important in my case since i was told that im like a magnet? *im not pleased rather its very frustrating* so, i might go to work wearing baggy clothes and pants and a cap. mayb put alot of pimples on the face or something. lol thought of doin that last 2 weeks but it wun happen anyway.

sigh, pls pls pls storm go away.

now i felt it

Uni life was okay, didnt expect much frm it. though the lecturers took me by surprise (awesomely sarcastic, cute, cool etc) and heck, the textbooks are 800++ pages each. you might have heard some of ur frens who took business course saying : "im sooo lucky that i chosed this course, i oni need to go 3 days lecture and its an easy course etc". you might as well ditch that fren for making u miserable becuz fmo, finance is probably the same pain in the ass as any of ur courses. but if u're so passionate bout it and u'll strong enough to put up with it, u'll do fine. i guess.

that aside, my life path is getting narrower and it seems there had been signs of dead end. thank God no road blocks i've already predicted that it'll happen to me someday, though i never thought it was this soon. looking at other ppl suffering frm it gave me that feeling that it'll come for me. now that i hv to put on hold for many things, some might even need to give up on. going overseas to further my studies has always been my goal but now my chances are even slimmer than b4. but i'll earn that chance by all means.

lol it sounded quite bad at first, but later on i didnt mind it at all. i've seen my closer relatives struggled to get by and look at them now, living life to the fullest with promising jobs. i really wanna juz travel to the mountains and shout till my hearts' content, wanna juz shout at Him for being selfish, for making a fool out of me, for letting me get tempted by false hopes. lol then again, who am i to complain, many ppl out there been through alot worse, and i'm here planting my fat butt on a comfy chair, looking at a not so but still good tech com screen, surfing the net at 1mb intenet speed. God must be so disappointed at me for being ungrateful at that time. lol that really made me depress for a whole week, i slept alot for that few days, juz trying to be numb.

while im studying this course, i wonder i'll b able to follow my father's footsteps. and hv that manager attitude dealing with difficult bosses. in order to be like my dad, i'll juz end it here and start eating pain killers while going through the textbooks.
and happy white day! SUPPORT SINGLE AWARENESS DAY mates
bye~