empty

sigh...
my so called holiday started....
im feeling slightly down....
not sure why......

I don't feel like doing anything and probably theres very little thing for me to do...
its funny when you want to go out yet you dun feel like going out.
i wonder if i ask to go out and meet friends...will my parents let?
my dad will probably say no...again...
=.= its like form 5 starting all over again...no..worse than form 5....
i envy those who hv freedom to go somewhere for a few times without their parents being sour about it. =.=
its stupid when you ask ur parents permission and they give all kinds of reason to support the answer no.
reasons like oh ur friends not experience in driving, you go to college is not to socialize, use ur time to study, no distractions, and the list go on and on and on....sheesh....so at what age are you going to let me hang out in peace?
=.= now im fed up of asking him permission. stay at home and avoid complications...
even my college friends knows i have hard time getting the chance to hang out with them. sigh...
shud i even ask him to let me go for 5 Kempas's reunion? or even invite my frens out...

to light up my mood
i crash read twilight sequel : new moon yesterday night and i finished it!! yay happy happy.
now reading eclipse.
oh....and i need to send some letters to my little frens in penang....hmmm....i wonder my team mates can help me?

things i need to accomplish this holiday:
- slides for issue analysis ESL
-assignments
-write letters
-mass download twilight soundtrack
-attempts to master some piano piece inlcuding yiruma's
-complete eclipse

i think thats all..........see...wat little things i hv to do in 7 days.
yet i dun feel like doing them at the moment.
BAH!

anyway, great to hear that you're safe in UK now. and all the best in ur studies there nicole!!!
i wonder why ppl call you nicole....hmmm....
you actually hv potential of cosplaying a lady....=.= cuz at first i thought you hv good looks for a guy and more to a bishie side. no offense. 8D and you're tall. a high potential of being a female model ahahaha....im joking!
hv fun there! and pikat less girls in uk man like wat potter said in her facebook!

revenge......i'll poke you to death.

oh and moco moco moco....i havent hear LM.C's lastest album yet...soon i'll go dl it. i heard the punky hearts you send me. hmm...not bad but not attractive enough for me to hear it again. and i already told i'll cosplay joker miku if you cosplay the purple gown miku. and...i didnt replay you cuz im out off credit. 8D nyuuuuuuu~