empty

sigh...
my so called holiday started....
im feeling slightly down....
not sure why......

I don't feel like doing anything and probably theres very little thing for me to do...
its funny when you want to go out yet you dun feel like going out.
i wonder if i ask to go out and meet friends...will my parents let?
my dad will probably say no...again...
=.= its like form 5 starting all over again...no..worse than form 5....
i envy those who hv freedom to go somewhere for a few times without their parents being sour about it. =.=
its stupid when you ask ur parents permission and they give all kinds of reason to support the answer no.
reasons like oh ur friends not experience in driving, you go to college is not to socialize, use ur time to study, no distractions, and the list go on and on and on....sheesh....so at what age are you going to let me hang out in peace?
=.= now im fed up of asking him permission. stay at home and avoid complications...
even my college friends knows i have hard time getting the chance to hang out with them. sigh...
shud i even ask him to let me go for 5 Kempas's reunion? or even invite my frens out...

to light up my mood
i crash read twilight sequel : new moon yesterday night and i finished it!! yay happy happy.
now reading eclipse.
oh....and i need to send some letters to my little frens in penang....hmmm....i wonder my team mates can help me?

things i need to accomplish this holiday:
- slides for issue analysis ESL
-assignments
-write letters
-mass download twilight soundtrack
-attempts to master some piano piece inlcuding yiruma's
-complete eclipse

i think thats all..........see...wat little things i hv to do in 7 days.
yet i dun feel like doing them at the moment.
BAH!

anyway, great to hear that you're safe in UK now. and all the best in ur studies there nicole!!!
i wonder why ppl call you nicole....hmmm....
you actually hv potential of cosplaying a lady....=.= cuz at first i thought you hv good looks for a guy and more to a bishie side. no offense. 8D and you're tall. a high potential of being a female model ahahaha....im joking!
hv fun there! and pikat less girls in uk man like wat potter said in her facebook!

revenge......i'll poke you to death.

oh and moco moco moco....i havent hear LM.C's lastest album yet...soon i'll go dl it. i heard the punky hearts you send me. hmm...not bad but not attractive enough for me to hear it again. and i already told i'll cosplay joker miku if you cosplay the purple gown miku. and...i didnt replay you cuz im out off credit. 8D nyuuuuuuu~

God's Masterpiece

I would like to share a video about us being God's original masterpiece.
I got this from a dear friend and ex-RBS-er, a very meaningful skit describing God love us too much to leave us as we are as sinners. We are hurt many times when God is moulding us, but it hurts God even more. As He chisel...treat it as God is disciplining the ones He love. You are God's original masterpiece.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UXut0HxncvY

I SURVIVED!!!!

I...I....I- I SURVIVED!!!
barely...

LAN was a torture....i want to skip pls let me skip...
The whole 6 hrs was really really really boring.........EXTREMELY BORING!
And many of us got annoyed....
mainly cuz teacher calls us names.....
i didnt mind at 1st probably cuz theres a few good laughs....
but it got irritating.

She calls ppl with their wrg name and other names like bob...tom...authur....and janey to most of the ppl.....without bothering to know the actual names again. and then she goes....snow white...rapunzel...cinderalla.......and me? princess.....=__= excuse me! which part of me look like princess to you!!? i mayb dressed slightly decent than usual but really...do i even look rich to you??? I really wanna ditch LAN.

its juz torture.....im hoping that someone snaps and tell her off.......atleast she realize wat shes doing. but then again....shes older so....respect always gets in the way.
help....i cant tolerate for another 24 more hrs of LAN.........

100 truths

i promise...

i won't tell lies here...

8D

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: ribena

2. Last phone call: my mum...

3. Last text message: ... ... ...i don't remember...*its so mafan to text message 8D
4. Last song you listened to: sakura rocks by cherryblossom

5. Last time you cried: ... ... ... ...i don't remember.........i think it was during a depressing movie

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: i...don't date...

7. Been cheated on: ...i don't date so how?
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: like i said...i don't date...so no intimacy no kiss! 8D

9. Lost someone special: alot...including a fish. *shut up!

10. Been depressed: ...who didnt??!

11. Been drunk and threw up: i don't drink more than a few sips...wait i think i drank half a cup last few months. no i hvent been drunk and threw up.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. light purple/violet

13. pure black

14. pinky peach

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: lots of new friends

16. Fallen out of love: sigh.....no not the opposite sex.

17. Laughed until you cried: ...very...bad...memories which involves moco and bunz and kuro.

18. Met someone who changed you: ya...*looks up the sky...

19. Found out who your true friends were: hmmm....never gave it a thought.

20. Found out someone was talking about you: ... ... ...wheres all the fun in secrets!!!

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: GAH!!! OH ALRIGHT!!! I DIDNT!!!!!!

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: ........many

23. How many kids do you want to have: how many will God bless me with...

24. Do you have any pets: yes...it passed away last 3 yrs...and yet to adopt another 1.

25. Do you want to change your name: i love my name...

26. What did you do for your last birthday: I slept the whole day 8D

27. What time did you wake up today: 7 am...*drags my tired body around the college

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: my assignment...stupid plastic bag assignment

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: COSPLAY!!! COSPLAY!!!!!

30. Last time you saw your Mother: errr.......2 minutes ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: lifes been great so never thought about it.

32. What are you listening to right now: last cross *an opening theme for KHR

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: .... .... ....have i?

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my body....its really weak.

35. Most visited webpage: blog

36. Whats your real name: y should i tell you!!!

37. Nicknames: latest would be "kakachang" no fishlips pls.

38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac sign: Libra

40. Male or female?: in cosplay theres never a constant gender for me..but most of the time male.

41. Elementary?: Yuk Chai

42. Middle School?: SMKDU

43. High school/college?: Taylors Sri Hartamas

44. Hair colour: Healthy Black/ really dark brown

45. Long or short: curly long

46. Height: 161++ I WANT TO GROW TALLER TO BE MORE YENG!! *this is all about cosplay.

47. Do you have a crush on someone? ... ...=.=... ...*admits defeat...yes.

48. What do you like about yourself? everything

50. Tattoos: never...

51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: on my knee

53. First piercing: std 6
54. First best friend: when i was still naive...i forgoten her name....OTL

55. First sport you joined: badminton

56. First vacation: in singapore when i was a young kid

58. First pair of trainers: like.....long time a go

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: nothing

60. Drinking: nothing

61. I'm about to: yell at my brother for accusing me of losing his basketball shirt

62. Listening to: my bro's irritating voice

63. Waiting on: final fantasy 7 advent children complete to download finish 8D

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: sure...why not

65. Get Married?: if someone wants to marry me

66. Career?: a succesful pharmacist??? who knows...

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: both are good

68. Hugs or kisses: both are sweet

69. Shorter or taller: taller

70. Older or Younger: younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both are full of fats

73. Sensitive or loud: ...depends

74. Hook-up or relationship: i don't want to choose

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: being hesitant is sometimes a good choice

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: OMG NO!!!

77. Drank hard liquor: no...i dun think i'll try 1

78. Lost glasses/contacts: no...i took care of my stuff really well

79. Sex on first date: =.= i...don't date. and i will wait until im married
80. Broken someone's heart: ... ...8D i hope i didnt....

82. Been arrested: like DUH NO!

83. Turned someone down: *stabs heart....bad memories flooding in

84. Cried when someone died: lots...

85. Fallen for a friend?: sigh...didnt even talk to him for more than an hr....

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: obviously

87. Miracles: when God do it

88. Love at first sight: yes...when i first looked into the mirror!! 8D

89. Heaven: yes

90. Santa Claus: that fat big waist band white bearded dude? hmmm....

91. Kiss on the first date: not again......like for the 100th time NO!!

92. Angels: yes

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: ...101th time...

95. Did you sing today?: ai taku te koi shiku te hanare te...ano hi wa monoko nai

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: ...haha ha..ha

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? very far when God made the world

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? the past is the past

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes truthfully yes...

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: no...*crosses finger

my supposedly 2 weeks of holiday starts...but no....the stupid LAN classes occupies the 1st week and assignments the next. NOOOOOOO!!!~ WHERE IS THE JUSTICE!!!???

I had fun today...while waiting for teacher to finish their meeting...i played O2 mania like mad in the Gen-Y computer lab. Its really a bad addiction...my friends did alot of banging on the keyboard ahahahah!! i mean REALLY SERIOUS banging...and screaming. i need a laptop now...so it could fill the LAN boring lectures...its a TOTAL 6 HOURS OF LAN LAN AND LAN!!!! I AM NOT GOING TO DIE QUIETLY!!!! RAWR!!

i found this in my stacks of pictures...very interesting indeed...*skips away unhurt!

Credit to raptor_cZn aka shawn

Happy lecturers day

Im feeling so guilty for my teachers during high school.
maybe cuz i didnt really appreciate them as much as my lecturers here in college.

Its teachers day tomorrow.
it actually reminds me of the disciples of Jesus calling Him rabbai (teacher)

Our classes was accelerated 5 mins earlier so we got an hr and a half break today.
The whole class decided to drive out to mount kiara to eat mcdonalds!!!
happy happy~

Which reminds me not to sit in Chee Hung's car 8D
I'm juz joking...
*epic face

Its interesting to hang out with new friends because you get to see all different kinds of personality and interest. for example : she loves to eat spicy stuff to the extend that she'll order everything spicy every lunch. and he prefer not to take spicy (actually he hates) till every single food he take will not be curry chilli tom yam etc etc.

NY : (in chinese) OMG!!! then your life will be so boring lo!!! no spice no life la!!!

CH : ... ...=A=...

CY : hmm...i feel like changing my investigative study topic.....

YL : WHY????? OAO??!!! (we cant change it anymore)

CY : oh cuz i wanna study how boring is Chee hungs life.

=__=............
sorry chee hung...its juz for fun.

and another thing that my friends learn about me is......
yes...when my hands are full..i hv a habit of using my legs too.
what i did was....i used my leg to attempt to push the lifts button and...
used my leg to close the car boot....*don't ask me how i did it.
i only use my legs to close the door or push stuff thats on the floor WHEN MY HANDS ARE FULL and ITS ONLY AT HOME!!!!
OTL i should be careful next time...so unlady like...

we went back to college to get some cupcakes for our lecturers since the shopping complex is juz next to the college building (...one of the convienience) i failed to get a pic of those cupcakes........they're really cute... : got tiger...got sheep...got monster inc...got valentine car got hairy face creature.

So ya...Happy lecturers day!!!

picture post...D<

=.= fine...i'm doing something different already.

my mother'side family came to PJ from ipoh for a few days and stayed overnight.

Venue : mount kiara (solaris)
Date : 3rd of may

MOCO!! I FOUND A REALLY GOOD PLACE FOR PHOTOSHOOT!!!! not really but not bad since have wide space

my aunt was posing for me too!! ya right

its all about the butt....

wanna see the art of squezzing into the picture?

Ta daa~ *ducks for any flying object

this is actually coincidence. *hints hints...cosplay...

i wasnt in a mood of including myself into the pics cuz im messy and i dress funny.
I took more pictures but i didnt hv all of them. some are hilarious, regrets for not getting them. i'm too lazy to camwhore nowadays...i rather take someones else picture. but i did some cosplay camwhore which i find it......................weird.

see what i mean...

And so...i'm envious of dolls who have perfect cute pretty cool big rainbow colour sharp eyes long eye lashes small nose pinkish cheeks perfect cool silky stylish hair bubblish pinky red perfect lips and a set of fine coloured juz visible perfect eye browns!!!!!!!! rawr!!!

Its dream of doll. they have dolls like this one here and they are seriously expensive...rm2000++....for juz a doll. i wonder if theres any story published for the characters becuz some of them seem to have a character profile. kyaaa....

its late and im suppose to be doing chemistr assignment due wed. sigh............