Tag number one
RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.
1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"
Reila - Gazette (...ya........i prefer reila's colour....)
2. How would you describe yourself?
Up is down - hans zimer POT soundtrack (WHAT THE!!!!)
3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
I will testify to love -wyonna judd (errr...yes...i like guys who testify their love.....)
4. How do you feel today?
Crystal energy - Minami ( makes so much sense....i cant sleep...)
5. What is your life's purpose?
Don't trust me (......................ppl......dun trust what i say here....)
6. What is your motto?
one love - arashi (YES!!! i will have only one love...thats my motto!!!)
7. What do your friends think of you?
love scream party - SuG (... ... ...i love to scream party...so...PARTY PARTY PARTY...happy? =.=)
8. What do you think of your parents?
LIAR LIAR - LM.C ( OMG!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!)
9. What do you think about very often?
Last song - Gackt (........yes when will this end........when is the last song...?)
10. What is 2 + 2?
Melt - Halyosy (.......2 + 2 is melt...........wow......)
11. What do you think of your best friend?
Love so sweet - Arashi ( their love are sweet 8D)
12. What do you think of the person you like?
Cage - Dir en grey (i like to cage the person i like...so beware whoever it is that i like.)
13. What is your life story?
You are my love - yui makino (right...its about my love...that is you...who reads my blog.)
14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
My name is JOKER - Lm.c (........*head bangs....stabs heart)
15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
This is love - utada hikaru (oh ya..this IS love...*unenthusiastic kyaaaaaaa)
16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Defective tradegy - Gazette (.....................*wobbles wobbles.......is it even dancable)
17. What will they play at your funeral?
Haunted house makes secret - Lm.c (.............i dun wanna die!!!!!)
18. What is your hobby/interest?
kiss/hug - aiko (...my hobby is to kiss/hug......beware strangers......i might do that on streets too)
19. What is your biggest fear?
Saviour in the dark - Garo (right...im suppose to fear the dark mystery hero thats gonna save me?)
20. What is your biggest secret?
black stone - Gackt (>D my sentimental shiny big well refine edges like-diamond black stone)
21. What do you think of your friends?
Galileo - LMC ( they love physics??????)
22. What will you post this as?
Lust for blood - Gackt ( AHHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!! yes...the lust for blood.....Gackt you're juz the wonderful person to end this post)
*sleeps now...
zzzzz.........
Tags : anyone who reads this must do the tag. in watever website as long as its acesseble. when you're done show it to me!!!
Tag music meme : LUST FOR BLOOD
the pain X a million
gaaa.......
the horror...
regrets......
regrets so much.......
regreted that i didnt study......OTL
the test is not that hard....
i was not prepared for it.......RAWR!!!!
I WANT TO RETAKE THE TEST!!!!!!!!
RAR!!!!!
*breathes in deeply....
i'm really glad that i took biology instead of specialist maths...
Bio is really interesting, happy happy...
but its all base on facts.......T^T SPECIAL maths is more of critical thinking.
I STILL WANT TO RETAKE THE BLOODY TESTS!!!!!!!
ESPECIALLY MATHS!!!!! AND PHYSICS!!!!!
RAWR!!!!
*stabs self
This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS.Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you hear these 50 words.Don't think and don't go back and change.Doesn't matter how random just type it!
1. Beer: A cup of mead...
2. Food: hungry......seriously...no lunch yet
3. Relationships: God
4. Your crush: david archuleta....OTL
5. Power Rangers: Go-go power rangers!~
6. Life: precious
7. The President: no change
8. Yummy: Nips chocolate coated peanuts 8D
9. Cars: i need driving lessons
10. Movie: Beowulf
11. Halloween: jacko lantern
12. Sex: i never do that 1 b4. AHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!
13. Religion: Christianity
14. Hate: pain
15. Fear: Death *relatives
16. Marriage: Beware of babies
17. Blondes: ...naruto...
18. Slippers: my heavy slippers 8D hey nic! remember how heavy my slippers is!?
19. Shoes: my reebok darling
20. Asians: banana
21. Pass time: sleeping
22. One night stand: Lamp post
23. My cell Phone: my key pad is not lighting T^T
24. Smoke: black and grey
25. Fantasy: Cloud and tifa
26. College: cold........
27. High school Life: Bunz moco and kuro
28. Pajamas: baggy
29. Stars: The black hole
30. Center: of attention
31. Alcohol: drunk
32. The word love: kyaaaa.....
33. Friends: away
34. Money: cash
35. Heartache: Stabs heart
36. Time: short
37. Divorce: another one...
38. Dogs: SIBERIAN HUSKY!!!!
39. Undies: pink bunny....OTL
40. Parents: went out for lunch T^T
41. Babies: CUTE!!! AND CHUBBY!!!
42. Ex: ex-boyfriend?
43. Song: i want that windows song!! moco....T^T
44. Color: purple
45. Weddings: free food
46. Pizza: hawaii chicken
47. Hangout: plaza damas....OTL
48. Rest: toilet
49. Goal: FOOTBALL!!
50. Inspiration: draws.....
i have no idea what i wrote........D<
happiness meme last day
weekends are busy so its kinda impossible for me to on9 at home.
i'm gonna put yesterday as happiness meme day!
so...
-its easter day
-had morning breakfast in kiliney's
-met an ex-tution friend in church
-enjoyed the performance and skit
-had a decent convo with the tuition friend
-went to pavilion......(wait...thats not happy.)
-had high hopes to go KLCC for PC fair...but did not
-went to 1 utama
-bought 2 manga in comic paradise (ouran & vk)
-went to IT ONE to browse laptops...
-get to watch trailers(finalfantasy13) in one of the laptop >3
-i had a stupid dream............but that means i had a good sleep last night.
there! haaaaaa....
o.o i'm fine.......seriously.....why would i be feeling low?
haha...when im free then i'll call you all.......when i'm freeeeee........
(-.-) zzzz..........
hapiness meme day 7
- its good friday
-The class had a conversation about ghost stories at genting (which now reminds me that i wont go for solaro shot anymore...i'm traumatized)
- ate home cook fried rice
-handed in my physics topic
-had a weird conversation with J**** and Chien *** during revision
The convo starts like this :
J**** : *screams silently* david!! DAVID!!! (David archuleta...)
Chien *** : You should stop that cause people might think you're screaming David ***...
J**** : OMG?? serious??? oh no, ****** heard it....But i've been screaming David the whole day.
Chien ***: what's so good about David anyway...*pfftt....He didnt even win American idol.
J**** : He's CUTE!! and he's talented!!
CY : Lee hom is so much hotter and he plays most of the instruments including tradition ones. =.=
Me : *silently in my mind* Gackt can do that too!!! 8D
J : But David debuted at 18. Lee hom was older!!!
Cy : So? Lee Hom knows more languages than David. Can david speak chinese?=.=
Me : *again in the mind* Gackt can speak english AND chinese. 8D
J : Well, he's always compared to david cook!
Cy : Lee hom is compared to Jay chou...but i don't see why they should do that.
J : Because Jay chou is not cute!
Me : I think jay chou is quite cute...
J : *stares........* quite cute?
Me : *regrets* ah yes....quite cute....
end of convo
This is what i heard so the sentence are not entirely accurate.
They debated more but didnt remember the rest of it as i was so immersed into my regrets.....OTL
If you were to hear the actual conversation, you'll know that Cy is really a good debater...
i slept at 8 yesterday night with the lights on and i woke up at 4 this morning....
What is wrong with my sleeping time....OTL
I feel so wide awake now.......*regrets.....
Happiness meme day 6
- got to spend time in i-zone (com lab)
-did abit of research on physic concept
- is now interested in lightning~
-got another storybook to read (sad family love story)
is not happy becuz a lecturer happily announced the most important final exam is on the 2nd of november...
with a lighter tone he said it'll end early for science students on the 11th while others from 15th onwards.
oh...thanks so much for making me nervous.
shall look more into lightning~
'''(O<>O)'''/
happiness meme day 5
hahaha....
shall rush this in 5 mins......
- wear a white polo shirt to college
-ate homecook food again (dinner leftovers)...because i hate feeding my stomach too much exp food
- stayed wide awake for lessons
- going to have garlic bread and chocolate milk for tea time after classes.
-wonders what to do after classes...
i think thats all.....
I wont be on tonight due to late classes and piano lesson tonight...
I bet once i get home i'll go straight to bed.
Bye~
Happiness meme day 4~
I skipped a day....T^T
Yesterday was happy too but didnt have the time to blog it.
so anyway....
Today extra happy...
- woke up earlier than usual (my dad wants to hv breakfast with mom b4 going to work...)
- ate kenny ro...ro.....rogers....errr....i forgot how to spell it. kinda regret cuz its EXPENSIVE!!!! but but but.....i went with the whole class.
- MY FIRST DAY WEARING A SUPER WHITE LAB COAT!!! AND I OWN IT!!! KYAAA~
- I PLAYED WITH THE MICROSCOPE TODAY DURING BIO CLASS!!!! KYAAAA!!!~
(shall upload pics later...someday......when the sky is about to fall....)
- my first attempt in using the big taylor student's photocopy machine...by photocopying 11 copies of 12 pages maths...............
-spent 10 mins figuring how to photocopy 2 sided.
- gave up and prints anyway...(even though its 20 cents more......who cares...)
- get to have an evening nap for half an hr....
-almost finishing the story book....
- gets to eat errr....fish eye egg! >D (is that what you call anyway...? D>)
Yes, happy happy...
=.= now continues with research......OF THE PARACHUTE!!!~
...tagged.
1. The person that tagged you is:
Moco...moco......mocoCHANG
2. Your relationship with her is:
Husband and wife...sometimes it will be mother and daughter...i have no idea why. -.-
3. Your first impression of her is:
Super duper hyper person...im serious. it was form 2 back then.
4. The most memorable moments with her:
errr.....yes....happy hour. *not going to comment more about it >D
5. The most memorable thing she has said to you is:
i think all of the things she said or rather advises are very memorable.
6. If she becomes your lover, you will:
... she's my 'wife'.......hmmm...maybe i'll turn hyper too?
7. If she became your lover, what should she improve at:
... ... ... ... ...her cooking............OAO?
8. If she becomes your enemy, what would you do:
...i'll disappear into the darkness........OAO??
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
becuz im stupid enough to be enemies with her.......=.=????
10. The most desired thing you want to do to her now is:
i decided to change the ques from 'for' to 'to'........REVENGE!!!!!
11. Your overall impression on her:
A caring person...
12. The characteristic you love most about yourself
..............................errrr..............???
13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
.......................................eeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr................???
14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
hmmm.........i don't really have 1 now....never thought of it? erm...but if its someone i look up to will be Jesus.
15. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
err....thank you. :D
16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you (they’re tagged and they can’t tag you back): (1)Bunz (2)Shane (3)Tianz (4)elrinx (5)Wani (6)potter (7)jac (8)Ezz (9)shukri (10) whoever that i don't know have read this...
17. Who is 6 (potter) having a relationship with:
errr....i don't know...D>
18. is 9 (shukri) a male or female:
... ... ...female >D
19. If 7 (Jac) and 10 (someone) were together, would it be a good thing:
...i juz hope they match and get along well thats all.
20. What is 2 (shane) studying at the moment:
D: errr.....music.
21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3 (tianz):
On DA...shes always on DA and not msn...OTL
22. What kind of music does 8 (ezz) like:
all kinds??? not sure....
23. Does 1 (Bunz) have any siblings:
Yes...a sis and a bro
24. Will you woo 3 (tianz):
OH YES!!!! I MEAN I AM WILLING TO!!!!!! ....but i prefer 'him' to do it...if she's a guy that it.
25. How about 7 (jac):
*wonders?? jac o.o
26. Is 4 (Elrin) single:
......are you???
27. What's the surname of 5 (wani):
Chang? wait...did she enter the chang family????
28. What's the hobby of 5 (wani):
.........doing durex assignment? D: im juz jk!!!!
29. Do 5 (wani) and 9 (shukri) get along well:
errr....they dun know each other well.....so....
30. Where is 2 (shane) studying at:
somewhere really far away from malaysia!
31. Say something casual about your eyes:
...they come in pair. D<>D do you actually like white?????
35. Are 5 (wani) and 1 (bunz) good friends:
hmm....they might be.....
36. Does 7 (jac) like 2 (shane):
... ... ... ...errrrr....in a friendly way.......i think so. D>
37. How did you get to know 2 (shane):
when she was on the verge of fainting, i RESCUED her!! >D
38. Does 1 (bunz) have any pets:
yes...atleast more reasonable than elrin who hv a zoo...
3 dogs a hamster
39. Is 7 (jac) the sexiest person in the world:
ahahahahah!~ she sure is. *winks
you're probably wondering why i have time to do this. i'm having an hr break but 10 mins is left.
so......i'm juz gonna stop here.
those i tag....
you cant escape...............*haunts........
my bro finally shows some boy sense....
Waits for the water to boil...
Mum : (address to me)....please watch the fire...
Me : hm.
Mum : See whether it is boy(boil).
Me : Hm.
Bro : What if its a girl?
Me : ...*stares........
conclusion...my bro's finally a grown teenager *sniff
=.= becuz i think only guys at the certain age becomes lame......they say lame stuff.....
OTL.....
Change of mind...Happiness meme is still on
wasnt really happy earlier but...i decided that complaining about life isn't that great.
especially when you're in a bad mood....you tend to look at life in a negative way.
Thats wat it says in the newspaper yesterday.
AHAHAHAH!!~
soo....
going to look for a suitable study table in Ikea soon...
I'm happy cuz it means i get a place study now.
And....might...might go to have a look at laptops.
and it means i hv more freedom to chat and do my stuff in a more private way. mayb.
it rained today...again...
it made my mood worse actually....
T^T i thought i loved rain!!!
im editting photos...
which means that im a little out of sight!
and why when im online...other ppl didnt...
grrr...i wished that i can on9 the whole day.......
*flips table.........
okay...................
i'm getting moody....
btw...the book that i borrowed was quite interesting.
happy~
Happiness meme!! i'm still happy!
I just realized that i have unconciously written atleast 2 sentence similar to moco's Happiness meme three. D> this is the edited version.
No...serious...i'm still happy.
rather than the neutral mood....guh...
Okay...
I ate luncheon meat + fried egg + maggi mee + soup = rm 6.90
Oh and a glass of iced hong kong style milk tea = rm 2.90
...well...its not exactly cheap but its the cheapest in the menu. I'm not kidding!
BUT im happy cuz i get to eat luncheon meat + maggi mee and drink my favourite milk tea!!!!!!!
All in one hour of lunch time...
after classes after 2.30 pm (we end early on fridays)
I joined an anime screening for an hour and a half.
Samurai champloo was screened...it was funny but...errr....really need to rate it XXX.
no, its not =.= porn. but erm...it's slightly gory...and...................gah!
Conclusion, i joined the anime club.
Oh i forgot to mention, during the anime screening(it was pitch black relying on the LDP for light source)...Mr. R our college director of student affairs "storm" in the theater...Stood and watched along with us for 2 mins...and it was right at the part where the main char was chopping the enemy into half.
Mr. R : ... ...
Us : ... ... ...
Mr. R : *stares at us...
Us : stares back...
Mr. R : *sigh...*walks out the theater room...
HE HEAVED A SIGH!!!!!
I THINK I HAD THE HARDEST LAUGH IN MY LIFE!!!!!
Haaaaaa........after that i manage to do an hour of revision for physics in the EXTREMELY quiet library. another happy thought.
Back home....
...i cant online because =.= im being monitored constantly...
even when im typing this much of words, my mum kept asking me whether i'm online...OTL
oh ya...my dad spoke a miracle...>D
We might go look for a laptop on weekends...i'm not expecting that he'll really keep to his promises and i'm feeling guilty of buying it so soon. i need it but another few thousand rm will fly away.........sigh...
(/o.o)/ __[COM] *tap tap tap
Happiness meme starts today
actually this is no difference than my journal
except it is suppose to be about happiness rather than spiritual recall.
So yes, happiness meme starts...today...right now...
Today, i met a really hot guy with cute geeky glasses
I mean REALLY hot....
And i "accidently" bump into him.
He smiled at me when i apologized.
And so.....like most girl would react.....blush some more.
Happy~
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OKAY OKAY!! I know that im not taking this seriously. Juz FYI...All those stuff are fake! i doubt anyone will actually believe...right??? right...??
Well...
I'm glad that i get to eat my moms cooking today...for lunch in college.
its the leftovers from last night and...cold due to the WINTER condition in the classroom.
its still tasty and anytime better than the shopping complex food.
Another happy thing that happen was....
THE LIBRARY HAS A SHELF OF FICTIONAL BOOKS!!!
you know...the harry potter type of books? theres a few decent EXTRA hard to understand yet interesting books like eragon. theres twilight too...but i was late to grab it...all was loaned. ok thats not so happy...
i'm happy about this because...T^T its been a long time since i've read an interesting book other than the christian material. I fail to understand philip yancey's level of english. I was tempted to read a romantic sad story...but something else caught my eye! The book cover is red and black and 5 children like characters drawn with glares and stone expression entitled "the genius squad". i have no idea why i chose that book...i guess i love red too much.
hmmm.............i started practising on the piano now....practising...not playing. Im happy...and i played an emo song.....my bro was irritated becuz he was in a bad mood and i had to play that song. Im HAPPY. >D
so ya.......happiness meme ends here.
See how long will it last. wished its forever.
oh...i don't know so much about hand signs other than the...few very common ones. i was told that when you clench your fist with only the 2nd and last finger sticks out...that sign when you raise it up high is used by heavy metal band worship the devil...okay to me its juz some people made it up and brand it as the devil sign and then it spreads....for all i know...its juz fingers sticking out and some remain clenched. And i think you've mistaken the one that was in the photo...its a spiderman like sign except its raised up high? difference is...its with an extra finger sticking which is the thumb. and its a sign named awesome by some friends in camp and it spread. people have different views of all the hand signs...juz that when ppl populates it...it becomes an icon. Majority of the ppl view it as that doesnt mean i have do the same.
Make it go away...
Everything is just so messed up.
My whole day is just so messed up....
I feel like crying to feel better but i can't...something is just stopping me from doing it.
Then it gets dizzy and cramp.
It's like you can't breathe at all....
I so wanted to take a knife and stab the heart thats making me so miserable.
I so wanted to cut my brains out just to shout at it what is wrong with you today!!?
It just keep flashing back flashing back things that i want it to go away.
And after this stupid rant, what i gain from it?
Getting more depress? making ppl around me miserable too?
I don't worship my parents, i honour them.
But i'm still what i am, a selfish, unrespectful, dishonest child.
I've fought so much with them to have everything to go my way
How else would i get to go out with all of you, how else did i get to do what i want?
everytime i ask permission, the answer has to be a yes.
I was so selfish to the extend i called my father who was in the middle of a company meeting in another country juz to beg him to let me go ACGC and a friends farewell party. This incident nearly got me disowned. it was late at night when he finally allowed me.
This is how selfish i am.
All this while im only causing pain to my family...
So how is it fair to my parents if i side my friends all the time...
I'm sorry i've written such a stupid rant earlier...i'm juz depress.
i only want you all to believe me that i've done my best to be present
If you think its not enough then i have no more to say.
Life's a pain......
God didn't say that life is gonna be easy...He only said that it's gonna be worth it.
How worth it can it be?
I'm tired of communicating...
I'm tired of having to tell whatever to whoever...
I'm tired of being sensitive to everything...
I'm tired of fighting with my parents for the sake to be with my friends...
I'm tired of keeping all these emotional thoughts inside...
I'm tired of people not appreciating for what i did...
I'm tired of crying again and again for something...
I'm tired of saying anything...because it brings no meaning to you at all...
I'm tired of trying to say something useful...because you'll think its not...
What's the point of talking to anyone...
I'm really tired........
really really tired...........
If i was alone...without friends, will i be happier?
