1. The person that tagged you is:
Moco...moco......mocoCHANG
2. Your relationship with her is:
Husband and wife...sometimes it will be mother and daughter...i have no idea why. -.-
3. Your first impression of her is:
Super duper hyper person...im serious. it was form 2 back then.
4. The most memorable moments with her:
errr.....yes....happy hour. *not going to comment more about it >D
5. The most memorable thing she has said to you is:
i think all of the things she said or rather advises are very memorable.
6. If she becomes your lover, you will:
... she's my 'wife'.......hmmm...maybe i'll turn hyper too?
7. If she became your lover, what should she improve at:
... ... ... ... ...her cooking............OAO?
8. If she becomes your enemy, what would you do:
...i'll disappear into the darkness........OAO??
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
becuz im stupid enough to be enemies with her.......=.=????
10. The most desired thing you want to do to her now is:
i decided to change the ques from 'for' to 'to'........REVENGE!!!!!
11. Your overall impression on her:
A caring person...
12. The characteristic you love most about yourself
..............................errrr..............???
13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
.......................................eeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr................???
14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
hmmm.........i don't really have 1 now....never thought of it? erm...but if its someone i look up to will be Jesus.
15. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
err....thank you. :D
16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you (they’re tagged and they can’t tag you back): (1)Bunz (2)Shane (3)Tianz (4)elrinx (5)Wani (6)potter (7)jac (8)Ezz (9)shukri (10) whoever that i don't know have read this...
17. Who is 6 (potter) having a relationship with:
errr....i don't know...D>
18. is 9 (shukri) a male or female:
... ... ...female >D
19. If 7 (Jac) and 10 (someone) were together, would it be a good thing:
...i juz hope they match and get along well thats all.
20. What is 2 (shane) studying at the moment:
D: errr.....music.
21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3 (tianz):
On DA...shes always on DA and not msn...OTL
22. What kind of music does 8 (ezz) like:
all kinds??? not sure....
23. Does 1 (Bunz) have any siblings:
Yes...a sis and a bro
24. Will you woo 3 (tianz):
OH YES!!!! I MEAN I AM WILLING TO!!!!!! ....but i prefer 'him' to do it...if she's a guy that it.
25. How about 7 (jac):
*wonders?? jac o.o
26. Is 4 (Elrin) single:
......are you???
27. What's the surname of 5 (wani):
Chang? wait...did she enter the chang family????
28. What's the hobby of 5 (wani):
.........doing durex assignment? D: im juz jk!!!!
29. Do 5 (wani) and 9 (shukri) get along well:
errr....they dun know each other well.....so....
30. Where is 2 (shane) studying at:
somewhere really far away from malaysia!
31. Say something casual about your eyes:
...they come in pair. D<>D do you actually like white?????
35. Are 5 (wani) and 1 (bunz) good friends:
hmm....they might be.....
36. Does 7 (jac) like 2 (shane):
... ... ... ...errrrr....in a friendly way.......i think so. D>
37. How did you get to know 2 (shane):
when she was on the verge of fainting, i RESCUED her!! >D
38. Does 1 (bunz) have any pets:
yes...atleast more reasonable than elrin who hv a zoo...
3 dogs a hamster
39. Is 7 (jac) the sexiest person in the world:
ahahahahah!~ she sure is. *winks
you're probably wondering why i have time to do this. i'm having an hr break but 10 mins is left.
so......i'm juz gonna stop here.
those i tag....
you cant escape...............*haunts........
...tagged.
my bro finally shows some boy sense....
Waits for the water to boil...
Mum : (address to me)....please watch the fire...
Me : hm.
Mum : See whether it is boy(boil).
Me : Hm.
Bro : What if its a girl?
Me : ...*stares........
conclusion...my bro's finally a grown teenager *sniff
=.= becuz i think only guys at the certain age becomes lame......they say lame stuff.....
OTL.....
Change of mind...Happiness meme is still on
wasnt really happy earlier but...i decided that complaining about life isn't that great.
especially when you're in a bad mood....you tend to look at life in a negative way.
Thats wat it says in the newspaper yesterday.
AHAHAHAH!!~
soo....
going to look for a suitable study table in Ikea soon...
I'm happy cuz it means i get a place study now.
And....might...might go to have a look at laptops.
and it means i hv more freedom to chat and do my stuff in a more private way. mayb.
it rained today...again...
it made my mood worse actually....
T^T i thought i loved rain!!!
im editting photos...
which means that im a little out of sight!
and why when im online...other ppl didnt...
grrr...i wished that i can on9 the whole day.......
*flips table.........
okay...................
i'm getting moody....
btw...the book that i borrowed was quite interesting.
happy~
Happiness meme!! i'm still happy!
I just realized that i have unconciously written atleast 2 sentence similar to moco's Happiness meme three. D> this is the edited version.
No...serious...i'm still happy.
rather than the neutral mood....guh...
Okay...
I ate luncheon meat + fried egg + maggi mee + soup = rm 6.90
Oh and a glass of iced hong kong style milk tea = rm 2.90
...well...its not exactly cheap but its the cheapest in the menu. I'm not kidding!
BUT im happy cuz i get to eat luncheon meat + maggi mee and drink my favourite milk tea!!!!!!!
All in one hour of lunch time...
after classes after 2.30 pm (we end early on fridays)
I joined an anime screening for an hour and a half.
Samurai champloo was screened...it was funny but...errr....really need to rate it XXX.
no, its not =.= porn. but erm...it's slightly gory...and...................gah!
Conclusion, i joined the anime club.
Oh i forgot to mention, during the anime screening(it was pitch black relying on the LDP for light source)...Mr. R our college director of student affairs "storm" in the theater...Stood and watched along with us for 2 mins...and it was right at the part where the main char was chopping the enemy into half.
Mr. R : ... ...
Us : ... ... ...
Mr. R : *stares at us...
Us : stares back...
Mr. R : *sigh...*walks out the theater room...
HE HEAVED A SIGH!!!!!
I THINK I HAD THE HARDEST LAUGH IN MY LIFE!!!!!
Haaaaaa........after that i manage to do an hour of revision for physics in the EXTREMELY quiet library. another happy thought.
Back home....
...i cant online because =.= im being monitored constantly...
even when im typing this much of words, my mum kept asking me whether i'm online...OTL
oh ya...my dad spoke a miracle...>D
We might go look for a laptop on weekends...i'm not expecting that he'll really keep to his promises and i'm feeling guilty of buying it so soon. i need it but another few thousand rm will fly away.........sigh...
(/o.o)/ __[COM] *tap tap tap
Happiness meme starts today
actually this is no difference than my journal
except it is suppose to be about happiness rather than spiritual recall.
So yes, happiness meme starts...today...right now...
Today, i met a really hot guy with cute geeky glasses
I mean REALLY hot....
And i "accidently" bump into him.
He smiled at me when i apologized.
And so.....like most girl would react.....blush some more.
Happy~
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OKAY OKAY!! I know that im not taking this seriously. Juz FYI...All those stuff are fake! i doubt anyone will actually believe...right??? right...??
Well...
I'm glad that i get to eat my moms cooking today...for lunch in college.
its the leftovers from last night and...cold due to the WINTER condition in the classroom.
its still tasty and anytime better than the shopping complex food.
Another happy thing that happen was....
THE LIBRARY HAS A SHELF OF FICTIONAL BOOKS!!!
you know...the harry potter type of books? theres a few decent EXTRA hard to understand yet interesting books like eragon. theres twilight too...but i was late to grab it...all was loaned. ok thats not so happy...
i'm happy about this because...T^T its been a long time since i've read an interesting book other than the christian material. I fail to understand philip yancey's level of english. I was tempted to read a romantic sad story...but something else caught my eye! The book cover is red and black and 5 children like characters drawn with glares and stone expression entitled "the genius squad". i have no idea why i chose that book...i guess i love red too much.
hmmm.............i started practising on the piano now....practising...not playing. Im happy...and i played an emo song.....my bro was irritated becuz he was in a bad mood and i had to play that song. Im HAPPY. >D
so ya.......happiness meme ends here.
See how long will it last. wished its forever.
oh...i don't know so much about hand signs other than the...few very common ones. i was told that when you clench your fist with only the 2nd and last finger sticks out...that sign when you raise it up high is used by heavy metal band worship the devil...okay to me its juz some people made it up and brand it as the devil sign and then it spreads....for all i know...its juz fingers sticking out and some remain clenched. And i think you've mistaken the one that was in the photo...its a spiderman like sign except its raised up high? difference is...its with an extra finger sticking which is the thumb. and its a sign named awesome by some friends in camp and it spread. people have different views of all the hand signs...juz that when ppl populates it...it becomes an icon. Majority of the ppl view it as that doesnt mean i have do the same.
Make it go away...
Everything is just so messed up.
My whole day is just so messed up....
I feel like crying to feel better but i can't...something is just stopping me from doing it.
Then it gets dizzy and cramp.
It's like you can't breathe at all....
I so wanted to take a knife and stab the heart thats making me so miserable.
I so wanted to cut my brains out just to shout at it what is wrong with you today!!?
It just keep flashing back flashing back things that i want it to go away.
And after this stupid rant, what i gain from it?
Getting more depress? making ppl around me miserable too?
I don't worship my parents, i honour them.
But i'm still what i am, a selfish, unrespectful, dishonest child.
I've fought so much with them to have everything to go my way
How else would i get to go out with all of you, how else did i get to do what i want?
everytime i ask permission, the answer has to be a yes.
I was so selfish to the extend i called my father who was in the middle of a company meeting in another country juz to beg him to let me go ACGC and a friends farewell party. This incident nearly got me disowned. it was late at night when he finally allowed me.
This is how selfish i am.
All this while im only causing pain to my family...
So how is it fair to my parents if i side my friends all the time...
I'm sorry i've written such a stupid rant earlier...i'm juz depress.
i only want you all to believe me that i've done my best to be present
If you think its not enough then i have no more to say.
Life's a pain......
God didn't say that life is gonna be easy...He only said that it's gonna be worth it.
How worth it can it be?
I'm tired of communicating...
I'm tired of having to tell whatever to whoever...
I'm tired of being sensitive to everything...
I'm tired of fighting with my parents for the sake to be with my friends...
I'm tired of keeping all these emotional thoughts inside...
I'm tired of people not appreciating for what i did...
I'm tired of crying again and again for something...
I'm tired of saying anything...because it brings no meaning to you at all...
I'm tired of trying to say something useful...because you'll think its not...
What's the point of talking to anyone...
I'm really tired........
really really tired...........
If i was alone...without friends, will i be happier?
