Fight Harder!

No matter how hard i tried, I'm not getting anywhere close to that level!!

It feels a little like how Dato' LCW still could not defeat LD no matter how hard he trained :'(
Everyone is advancing at a really fast paced, and i don't want to be left behind.
Most importantly, i want to ease my parents of their responsibilities...lessen their worries and hopefully one day they will be proud of what their daughter has achieved.
Knowing that i have given almost nothing to my parents, at least before my dad hits 50... i'd need to be able to earn enough money to organize a closed yet grand birthday celebration in a fine dining restaurant for dad.
I'm still planning a meaningful way to pamper my mom, probably need to get her 2 maids LOL!!!

I'm juggling between work and enjoying my last 3 months as a University student...
That freedom where i can hang out with friends and enjoy life before falling into company politics, facing colleagues (friends with benefits)...soon i won't be able to taste it. LIFE IS TOO EFFING SHORT...

*rolls* why is my life so routine programmed.
My youth shall not be wasted like that!! Will try my best to work + party hard and smart!!

Yes. I camwhore, problem?







End year goal

In 6 months time, i swwweeearrrr no one will ever call me FAT. ROUND FACE. CHUBBY.
NEVAAAAARRRR!!!!

Imma prove that i can be healthy and lean with ABS.
Watch me.

Exhausted after 2 hours of non-stop gym OTL

Welcome back


Welcoming back my old hairstyle~
*drum rolls*


My Curtain of hair!!
I can still remember how my friends needed to talk to me, they had to flip my fringe like as if they were drape of curtains OTL

Ugly Truth

Evidently, I don't possess any elegant, beautiful, perfect face features like the Asian Goddess SNSD despite rumours that they went under the knife.
Side tracking a little, i really like to think/believe that some of them did not. Comparing their childhood pictures and the current look, THEIR FEATURES HARDLY CHANGED!!
They might seem to be fairer than before etc and that's just because the entertainment company and themselves have the money to invest a lot on skincare and facial treatments.
If that's not the case then, they really are born with it.... DAT NATURALLY BEAUTIFUL FACE TwT

To be dead honest, i would like to think that i'm pretty...
I would like people to think that i'm pretty *slaps self*
But in actual fact, its all really just the flattery and the narcissistic thoughts (perhaps some help from make up) that masks the "ugly" truth.
Here's to prove my ugly truth :

Before wearing contact lenses             After  wearing them 
Can you see the distinct difference on the eyes area.... &*#%&#%
They were sleepy and small before wearing those contacts....
I feel.... I feel.... I don't know how exactly i should feel OTL

Nope. This look requires lots of make up too.
Oh but i really love my hair. Although its really long, heavy and probably drying up at the ends, my locks still serve me well in my hair flip. They are STRONG enough to slap someone in the face HAHAHAHA.
No, really.
I really do love my long hair and probably won't cut it short too soon?
BUT i do have this urge to cut it shoulder length and have bangs again...*influenced*
Saloon aunty did a great job on my prom hairdo *happy*

Had some fun curling my hair and loved the end results...look how shiny it still is T///T

Heh. And I tried hard not to bait flatteries, they are POISONOUS.
Watch THIS.
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xSinrR1SHVA&feature=relmfu 


Supper

For the time being, I am not worried about getting hungry in the middle of the night.
Not worried bout getting fat either because i am not having Maggi Mee for supper!!!!

Because, I haz YOGOOD!!~
Tried out this gourmet muesli healthy snack without oats, added milk though.
Found it quite tasty and sweet, maybe it's the berries/ all sorts of dried fruits.
However, quite tiring to chew all of it OTL

Behold. My supper.

Does this face look familiar to you?? 

Feel like somersaulting into it

SOAK IT!


Jealousy

I'm not mad.
Not sad either.
Perhaps... jealous?

Jealous of le boyfriend spending more time with his guy friends D:
Seriously.

Time to really self love and love my friends even more.
Spending it with whoever i want and wherever i want. WITHOUT HIM.
Can't wait for C2age T___T My friends, wait for meh!

A visit from Milk Toof!

Oh look!
This tooth looked just like Ickle from "My Milk Toof"!

You Ickle?

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