For You Alone

I don't know who to turn to

2011-11-28T01:40:00.002+08:00

There's alot of things i'm frustrated about, so does everyone else in the world.
Which makes my problem less significant, obviously. It is just really petty events that happened to me and it isn't worth telling, it is a waste of your time reading this and it will all come down to 1 direct conclusion : I am overly sensitive or emotional.

But this feeling I'm holding in for so long, its getting too hard to handle.
I just want to rant, so if you have better things to do... do not proceed.

I don't want sympathy, I want someone who can listen to my problems and advice me.
Yes, my really close friends helped me ALOT and i really thank them (im lucky to have them >w<)
Though, whatever problem you(whoever la) hear from me, it is only the 10% of an iceberg on the surface of the water.
The other 80%? Afraid of getting labeled...so i didnt dare to even utter a word about it.

When finally i thought i have a shoulder to lie on, to be able to honestly share ALL my thoughts and opinions...i was wrong.

Yes, i agree that the topic was not worth discussing about based on the reason that it is a common situation. But, have you ever taken emphathy and feel what i have felt?
Just like that, I was brushed aside.
Now, my true thoughts will forever be locked and perish on my death bed.

I seriously hope that I would not suddenly break down in the middle of somewhere, with people i know...
I hope that day would never come, i hope that my silent cry will forever be within these four walls.
Just like my silent tears that damped my pillow after every conversation.

I actually hoped that you would realize it...
But, my feelings are my own to bear...it will be cruel of me to drag you down with me.
Tried my best to mask my quevering voice, in effort to suppress the urge to cry.

I am sick of crying, sick of being weak, sick of being bloody stupid, sick of letting my emotions get the better of me.
I don't want to feel so much...

Hard to be the eldest at times

2011-09-23T22:14:00.002+08:00

Why do some parents assume that the eldest can handle him/herself? and the focus of the family is the younger one.

Why does every bad situation come up, they'll lecture the eldest first?

Just because we listen? Just because we can understand easily? Or is it because we're the eldest, we should know how to bloody give in and shut up.

What respect do I receive from my younger sibling?
NONE.

And i am expected to give the same respect to my younger sibling?
SHOULD I?

When you're asking a favour or want to borrow something, is that the tone you should use?
WHO ARE YOU TO COMMAND ME?

When I've done something wrong, getting lectured by parents, you talk sense to me, i'd listen
BUT ALL YOU'VE SAID AGGRAVATES THE SITUATION

They have been allowing you to climb over my head for far too long.
They'd never listen to me, cause they expect me to give in instead.
They're not bothered to listen.

When i am bored

2011-08-30T01:38:00.004+08:00

I do not often get bored.

When i do, i do all sorts of stuff which are unproductive.

For example?

1) camwhore with Domo.

2) Watch useless dramas == (I just want to LOL, it makes me happy for some reason)

3) Rearrange my wardrobe > shift my clothes to my bro's corner and his to mine

4) Play Mallworld

5) Take out a book from the book shelf. Continue taking out more books. End up rearranging books

ETC ETC equally unproductive.

Yes. I am bored now too.

I don't feel like sleeping but i have to which makes me rebel against sleeping even more

poooh....

Good night.

For laptop's sake

2011-08-22T01:18:00.011+08:00

MY LAPTOP SCREEN LOOK SO AWESOMELY SPARKLING CLEAN NOW

know why?

TADA~

I swear, with just 1 swipe... my screen is completely free from fingerprints, dust and other possible micro-particles? *RABAS SCREEN SUMORE*

I even dusted the insides of the keyboard with that little blue brush.

And FINALLY, i manage to get myself a harddisk.

Next stop, a camera.

Silver WD 500 gb to match with my laptop's colour *nerdy rejoiz*

Rawr!~

Dame or Lady

2011-08-11T21:08:00.005+08:00

I'd rather be a dame than a Lady.

I may not be an Alpha female like you.

I may not be able to achieve half your successes in due time.

I may not have experienced as much failure as you did.

I may not have suffered in life as much as you did.

I may not be as strong as you or as smart as you.

But

I will NOT tolerate words which puts out my will in becoming a successful woman.

I will NOT be a woman who will wait for my husband to feed me.

You're not the only female who can do it.

Just you wait.

Picture credit to rakawi

SisBro bond bond time

2011-08-07T20:13:00.005+08:00

WE FINALLY HAZ OUR LONG WAITED BOND BOND TAIM

We as in my brother and i, kinda made a decision quite some time ago that we should go watch a movie together and haz bond bond taim. Though, we were always put down by our less enthusiastic parents and our own laziness. Funny enough, I brought it up again to my brother in the morning and he agreed to it. So did my parents.

So yea, after church we went to 1u to watch Captain American while our parents went grocery shopping. Played a few times of arcade games too.

:\ we're considered adults liao... :

so close to the previous player's high score :

Bye!~

Tee hee

2011-08-05T22:22:00.003+08:00

Who doesn't? HAHA!!

Keeping my heads up

2011-08-03T23:50:00.007+08:00

Challenging myself takes alot of initiatives and consistency which i lack of.

However, if its a necessary step for me to improve myself then i'd give it a go.

I hereby challenge myself to blog meaningful posts with pictures, atleast one week once.

:X apparently, i require voluntary inspiration and brain juice to write properly so it is only fair to blog atleast once a week. Otherwise, i'd rather not write if my english sentencing isnt readable.

Im well aware that ive been spamming emo posts and i apologize to my readers (if theres any),

Its just that blog is a comfortable place for me to rant without directly telling anyone what or who i meant. Pretty much like a sanctuary for my sad thoughts to rest after im done feeling pitiful and also it serves a reminder or memories of something that should not have happened but did.

But this blog has served my selfish purpose long enough so i have decided to rant somewhere else and leave this blog only with meaningful memories of mine from now on :)

Im contemplating whether to change the blog layout as well HMMMMMM purple perhaps? HEEE haha

Back to my law homework

good bye.

Heavy rain

2011-07-30T00:00:00.007+08:00

For petty little things, livid emotions run high.
Eventually, turn sour and snowball into uncomfortable invisible weight on the chest.
Welled up emotions could no longer be contained, even threaten to release.
Finally, when it was no longer bearable, every sight went blur.
Cheeks dampened constantly for minutes, sometimes hours.
Till slumber sets in.

Reasons i weep for may seem insignificant to you, but its the key trigger to my miserable emotions.
Perhaps im excessively sensitive.
But I cant change my sensitivity, neither can i throw away these feelings even if i wish to
Maybe, by reasoning with myself and releasing such sentiment feelings at one go, will i be able to start afresh the next day.
:D

:\ it was quite recent that i became even more sensitive than before. I guess i gamble too much feelings and hope on other people, knowing that its too much to ask for. I won't expect more from you now but that hope still lingers. Ofcourse, i will always work hard on my part.

Dear blog, thank you. If it weren't for you, i'd probably get depression :'D *SAYANGS BLOG*
Haha, i'm just kidding~ *troll~~*

I should be sleeping and i shall.
Good night.

Hi

2011-07-22T23:28:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl
Currently in Ipoh with a bunch of class frens
Drinking Grape juice without vodka hee
Probably ate more than 6 meals today
I guess that is all :D
nights ppl~

Petrol price review...& dad XD

2011-05-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

Dad : i think they're gonna post this up on facebook and everyone will throw insults at me :'D

Yau Bratz ROCKS

2011-05-18T22:51:00.008+08:00

Just a little update~
Firstly, Happy belated wesak day to all my peeps~

Spent the one day holiday at home squezzing brain juice, trying finish 1 of the 3 assignments due next monday. HUR HUR. Guess what? MISSION #1 COMPLETE!! Wohoooo oh yea oh yea~ who's the man~ uhuh~
*stress button light turn red* ....2 more to complete...gaaaaahhhh

Visited my grandma who came down from Ipoh to stay over in Aunt's hse. Long live grandma :)
And had cousin time too~ My 14 yr old cousin ish so manry now... and ~~taller~~. I missed your squeky voice 8'D
Despite the age gap and gender difference, we somehow clicked surprisingly well...
=w= Robbie, you mix too much with girls.

??th generation of the "Yau"

Redefine

2011-04-14T00:00:00.002+08:00

Since i'm not blessed with a smart brain,
might as well use what ever i have to strive and survive.

I never mean to disappoint my parents every time but i've done it so often till i wonder have they given up on me.
This time, i will not let them feel disappointment.
even it means to sacrifice my health.

sigh

2011-04-07T21:18:00.006+08:00

sigh
sigh
sigh
sigh
sigh
sigh
sigh.
I cant be helped.
Im not even sure whether im my parents child.
Probably got picked up from some trash can.
Forget it. I self pity too much.
lol, mayb if i join some "Wanna-find-out-how-dumb-you-are?" contest, i'll probably win grandprize :/ oh oh...or i could join guiness record, get "the dumbest human on earth" record.
That would be awesome.
Then again, dumb people won't survive long.
Why am i still alive.

Happy Breakfast

2011-03-10T23:26:00.003+08:00

Woke up by your neighbours noisy mutt at 4 am in the morning? Realize that you have to get ready for work and face a day of ~~evilmenacingscrapsofreportsonthenotsouserfriendlymachineanditspsychic"keyboard"~~ ? AND what about the traffic road jam of hell and its road bullies?

Hehe. NOT TO WORRY~ WE HAVE A SOLUTION FOR YOU~ ITS FAST! ITS SMACKING DELICIOUS! ITS YOUR EVERY ESSENTIAL NEEDS IN EVERY BEAUTIFUL MORNING! WE PRESENT TO YOU....

HAPPY BREAKFAST!!!!

What are words

2011-02-27T22:15:00.003+08:00

What Are Words By Chris Medina (A man with a heart of gold)

Vday

2011-02-20T22:10:00.008+08:00

Haha, i still remember when i was still in school, i would always wonder...when would my "prince charming" appear? When will i fall in love for real? What would i do if i have that special someone? Will i change for the better for him? Is he gonna accept me for who i am?

And when Vday arrive, i would wonder even more. "How nice would it be if i have someone special to spend this day with *frowns*". And then, jealousy sets in as "everyone" i know seemed to be in pairs already. Lol, when i look back, i realize i was really really naive to have such thoughts. As if, being in love is a very easy task and it needed nothing else but feelings only.
So much for snow white's happily ever after ending huh. pppfffttt....

This is my first, and i want it to be my last. i still have lots to learn in a relationship and a LOOOOONG SUPER DUPER LOOONNNGGG ~~10-20 yrs?~~ way to go and then upgrade to the next phase OTL I can't believe that i've lived 1/4 of my life already...its scary to think that time flew past in a blink of an eye.

I personally think that Vday is not just for couples. The very common word used during Vday is LOVE and love is not only dedicated to your partner. You love your family, friends, neighbours, dogs, cats, fish etc etc so basically, those who are single can celebrate Vday too!!
:/ It seems "some" people in my country can't accept Vday due to understandable reasons. But there are those who ban it because they think other religion practices it and that religion promotes sinful activites. Well done. You've just spread hatred instead.

On a happier note, i had a great time with chooi on Vday despite the bloated stomach OTL
It's a bad idea to have yogurt ice cream before meals. I didn't really enjoy my lunch and dinner as i felt full before i even finish half of my meal OTL Aside from that, watched comedy movie and went for starbucks session~ Had fun debating about alot of stuff. Oh, i finally got to drink ice blended green tea with chocolate chips after for so long. weee!!!~

Totally opposite facial expression ._. Doing what we do best

Teh yogurt ice cream~

I jaw dropped when he ordered large mocha. My mind keeps telling me, he's not gonna finish it. Guess what?

#*%*^&???

THANKIE FOR THE PRESENT *HUGGLES*

LOL, and this is between you and me >> OMG U FAIL LAAAAA, HAIZ...XD

*laughs*
<3 <3 <3

Awaited festive of the year

2011-02-12T23:42:00.005+08:00

I always look forward to Chinese new year. 1/10 partly because of the red little packets we are about to receive~ $w$ YaY! "free" pocket money!! Though, the amount of packets and contents seem to decrease every year...maybe the older ones don't look as cute anymore :x

I heart CNY because of the people I celebrate with. Nothing beats the warm feeling you get when the whole family is reunited. I haven't felt it in a long time. There is not 1 empty seat in the reunion dining area :'D

Can you imagine all 10 cousins under 1 roof?? Regardless of age gap, we bond really well and our bonding sessions varies OTL from mahjong to fishing, karaoke, lining up to get a dozen packets of coffee, supper, barbeque etc etc. how often do you get all 10 cousins doing the same activity as you? okay, maybe the lining up part was too far fetched. It'll be EPIC to see all 10 FANs + 2 YAUs lining up to get coffee (the younger ones stayed in the car) Oh, we got to watch fireworks again!!!! RIGHT OUTSIDE THE VILLAGE! I don't know who contributed these fireworks, but EVERY single year there'll be fireworks. These fireworks can beat KL ones ANYTIME, we get to see it upclose!!

aannnnddd this year CNY was a little different too, *giggles* not gonna boast OTL

more reason to look forward going back parents hometown again~

boom boom boom

where fireworks were placed and let off

Coincidently, it was lap chun day too~

Yes. It is possible.

Meh new pet nephew~ HE HAZ THE MOST BEAUTIFUL EYELASHES IVE SEEN. it is loooooonnnggg and it naturally curve upwards. his eyelashes are to die for OTL

Snowie! *ruffles white fur*

WE MEET AGAIN IPOH DRY CURRY MEE <3 <3

if only this was my dog, i' would molest it gao gao

You, yes you. GO SLEEP. ~~fasta come back~~

What I did for the week

2011-01-15T12:36:00.003+08:00

Went through Hard Training, getting bombed by people whom i don't know uhuhuhuhuuu

Was sick twice, each lasted for 4 days. Had lack of sleep again. sounds like as if im doing labour work, but its actually so much more relaxing than that so OTL i have no right to complain. Overall, it is the most exciting week so far...

What lifted my mood was what my friend did. She pasted a star note on the window infront of the driver sit, it wrote : _____, 要开心哦！Smile~ :D

Busted~ caught sleeping during training hrs. Trainer in action. *snap snap snap*

Real chinese

2010-12-16T02:04:00.004+08:00

haha
Family vacation this year was to china
less fun, more history knowledge. cuz no theme parks TwT
ITS SO FREAKING COLD IN BEIJING *#&%@*%^ OTL mayb cuz msia is so hot that im used to msia's weather
sorry for ranting bout the weather, juz feel like it ><

i had to wear bout 6 layers juz to keep body warm, it is THAT COLD.
everytime i had to take out my gloves to press the on/off button on the camera. my fingers died 100000 times.
on a positive note, china history is rather interesting so im not gonna complain that i was bored the whole time there.
Food...wasnt tasty, not wat i expected. =w= they serve more than we can eat...so dad was quite gulity bout wasting the food OTL

Teaser :

yes, im very thick skinned. I seriously went up to him and requested a photo. And i seriously asked him to pose a fighting pose...to match up with mine. like a duel. u get the picture? but...OTL HE WENT "..." *flips table* IT WAS AWKWAAARRDDD!!! he did not cooperate and it was very embarassing so i posed half heartedly, i look like an idiot now OTL of all face expression, he had the "..." face *stabs voodoo doll* wuuuuu Q___Q

A retard I am. end.

New blog template

2010-12-04T00:21:00.003+08:00

I like this blog template more and more now.

lol, a new feel to it and looks more colourful and neat? haha

I saved alot of other templates so was thinking of changing it once every blue moon

Wanted to put a purple colour template but it looks too niceeeee TwT wanna keep it till...im bored of the current template OTL

same concept as how i like to leave my favourite dish for the last to be eaten

Whoever saw me with this kind of habit will either give me the "wtf look" or they'll comment "yyyeeerrrr...got like that 1 ar?" =w=

haha i realize i keep typing random topics...sorry OTL

Last thing to change is my freaking outdated profile pic...

OTL still not sure what kind of pic to put

oh, i have a new member joining my crew!~

*jumps with joy* owO do you wanna who/what is the new member?

hint :

pardon my hideous drawing.

nyehehehehheheh >D

toudai gave him to me as a companion to fill in toudai's long absence

OTL i feel really grateful and blessed.

...this "companion" is seriously HUGABLE...juz like buzzie!! OTL

Melaka trip

2010-12-02T21:46:00.010+08:00

Semester 2 is done and over with!~
Awaits for result which might be released b4 christmas?
wuuu...suspense!!! ><

For now, I shall enjoy rest and fun~ Went for a Melaka Trip after exams with a group of friends and my toudai~ Main Goal : EAT EAT & EAT (p.s : few hrs of sleep) To be honest, I have never been so well fed in my entire life!!! We practically eat non-stop wherever we go For someone like me who eats to live, any edible food is not a problem. However, i am a really small eater. Otherwise, you'll see a super chubby Feli by now becuz all the fats travel to my face instead. 1st day, ate mee and qie dao fish balls for lunch >> egg tarts in bakery shop opposite >> went jonker street for cendol, chicken rice balls, other little treats >> had dinner at restuarant bei zhan >> went portugis settlement for crabs >> satay celup for supper

2nd day, had hotel breakfast *loves~* >> went for 2nd breakfast somewhere >> road trip to muar, Johor >> rest in friends house >> drove to giant + market to get barbeque ingredients >> drove back to melaka >> barbeque by the beach juz behind the hotel >> celebrated fren's bday and had the most AWESOME cake i have ever tasted. in mandrin, they call it qie chen dan gao...not sure how to say it in english but its actually alot of sponge like layers and cream in betwwen it AMG....wuuu they only have it in Melaka!! ARGH!!!!

3rd & Final day, b4 leaving Melaka...we stop by somewhere beside the road to try coconut shake TwT it was really nice too!! forced to eat nasi lemak by toudai whose afraid that i might get gastric >.< Went Daorae Korean Restaurant for lunch. Omg...your eyes will not literally pop out from your sockets but if you were to witness how much we ate, its ALOOOOOOTTTT... I can die from over-feeding OTL Did a little shopping in the shopping mall nearby and watched the movie "tangled" based on the Rapunzel story. Then, Off we went, home to PJ/Subang

Place where we had cendol

OH NO! Armies of domo kun!! and mr.bean bears??

Chicken rice balls without chicken XD

Place where we had crabs for supper

2nd Night - Barbeque

Vone deng's birthday

THE CAKE!!! ARGGGHHH!!!

OTL

sparkling juice & wine

Buzzie wished good night to Melaka~

Thats all. for now. Might upload "pudding & jelly making day" tomoro if i can find time.

wuuuu toudai is far away right now TwT and he's coming bac soon b4 i leave for vacation

weeee!!~

in the midst of "mother of all hollo stories"

2010-11-18T00:25:00.004+08:00

I mispelled one of the word in the title XD ON PURPOSE. Ill tell y later on.
It was suppose to be mother of all HORROR stories.
Frequently used by most unisa students who attended marketing lectures as to describe our FINALS
blame it on our beloved marketing lecturer who gave us enormous pressure by creating an illusion of marketing paper being FREAKING HARD TO PASS. She claimed that last batch, more than half actually failed the paper *horrified look*
Have you read certain chinese magazines? that contain 1 or 2 pages of chinese horror stories and the page was decorate in a way tat its creepy and gruesome...sometimes one small corner they have this scary pic of a woman with long black hair and sickly pale skin that resembles ju-on or even babies whose eyes was gouged out? yup im a sick freak who had nth better to read. I was bored TwT the 1st thing i do when i spot thatmag was to 'steal' it and turn to that particular page. then i'll scared myself to wits as i read on...and when its taim to sleep, ill keep my eyes open throughout the night to see any odd movements, as if i can prepare myself to jump out of the bed and fly towards the door if anything happens ==

Anyway, back to the topic.
This lecturer of mine ended the 1st lecture by bestowing her "words of wisdom"on us : "You people have read horror stories or even watched horror movies right? You'll be very very afraid when i'm about to tell u this. Your final examination *pause* is your MOTHER OF ALL HOLLO STORIES." yes. u heard her. hollo.
WHen she finished her sentence, the whole lecture hall was so cold and quiet for a second, u can actually hear ur own heart beat. Next thing, ur ears get drummed by big jumbled up pitched laughs. I laughed partly because of the word mother added to the rest of it....its like saying the root of all evil OTL the other reason was the same as wat the other students who laughed along was thinking about. Most of us teased the way she said the sentence. Instead of horror, she somehow pronounced it as HO-LO. Mother of all hollo stories.

To relate to what im suppose to blog about...im hving my 2nd sems finals.
Shot 2, hv yet to hunt down the other 2. 2nd Hunting session begins this sat, at freaking 8 in the morning. ugh, the previous 2 was also the same time...*facepalm*
I hate it when its at a very wrg timing and far venue. What if you woke up late *touch wood* and missed half of the exam time...and my hse to sunway takes arnd 15 -20 mins? after that hv to walk all the way to the end of the block and take the freaking slow lift to the 7th floor of the building. if the lift is full or taking for than 5 mins to open up. LAst option >> take the stairs to the 7th floor #&$^%*&^
dun need to sit for exam d. I dun wan that to happen to me so i set all the alarms available in my hse and position it at a strategic place where the alarm sound wave will travel right to my ear drums. It worked le XD

lol juz felt like writing something....back to work.
ciao~

Conversation between a pencil and an eraser

2010-10-22T00:20:00.003+08:00

Pencil: I'm sorry

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad."All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..."This is to all the parents out there...

Credits to : Lai Jun Wei

Something i stumbled upon a moment ago. Sharing is caring :)

Dear love bugs

2010-09-30T22:01:00.006+08:00

Lol so much for keeping quiet bout my birth date

Special thanks to facebook and myself for revealing it =w=

I wanna thank everyone who wished me happy birthday and also got me pressies ~~altho its not necessary~~ they are really meaningful messages to me~ Loved it ALOT

The very 1st from moco X) My favourite choco~ I wished i had unlimited supply of it.

So, i can get fatter!!! and the belt will fit better XD

MOCO, the belt was what i was looking for! XDD

Lol, thanks ah saun alot for the Arashi CD and Star bottle

The pills inside haz cute faces and messages! XD

Birthday card by may yun and cheng fei.

I find this card really awesome...seriously cute!!

*keeps it in a safe place*

At first, i thought this was a duck. i was really blur OTL

Im really sorry, ah chicken OTL liked your origami!!

~~its actually a fish, resembling my ex-pet micheal ><~~

Thx to a certain someone for these X) you know who u are 8D

This is the best ice cream i've ever tasted! You will not easily get sick of it.

OTL i put quite alot of ice cream itself instead of the filling

yuuumm...i dunno whats the name of the cake, but it was awesome!~

Tasted like cappucino...hmm not too sure

And a few more other pressies that made my heart go doki doki T///T

btw, I HAZ A YELLOW STAR!!! Shall spam pictures of it the next post. Been hugging and molesting it since i laid my hands on it OTL Now its resting on meh bed X) Nicole, you weirdo...the one in a million special weirdo...>P Thank you pikaaaa CHU!

Next entry will be bout lantern festival and meh soft yellow star~ Guess thats bout it, eyes are getting blurry ~~LOTS OF TYPO PREVIOUSLY~~ Its october already = assignment month = IM DOOMED = *meteroids crashes towards the earth*

LOL not ur typical birthday card but so far, this card haz the most awesome ending ever! ahahha!!

nights people~

grrrr slaps self

2010-09-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL OTL
Why do i always get into trouble all the time......
Whyyyyyy...WHHYYYYYYY................
Grrrr...*headdesk*
Hate being stupid.
Leave me aloooonneee...
I give upppp...

Mood fluctuates

2010-09-17T00:32:00.002+08:00

Lol, taking a break.
Lots of things going through my mind now
And i'm trying to finish the "list-to-do" one at a time ~~failing badly~~
Ugh, trying hard to concentrate on microecons assignment now. I know what i wanna write but i just don't have the will to start ~~due next week...weeee~~
Hmm...is it weird if your mood fluctuates randomly in a day? Lets say, in the morning...you feel happy, in the middle of the day, you still feel fine...but when night came, you suddenly feel really down and you just don't feel like doing anything.
=.= no...im not pms-ing.

haha i'm wasting my time here...zzz

Should I just call it the night?
*rolls around*
T_______T

Term break

2010-09-04T23:05:00.002+08:00

I couldnt resist the temptation to update my dead blog with a few sentences but...i was too lazy
As you have noticed, I changed my blog header and a weeeeddlleee bit of the side bar so it looks slightly neater and updated.
It's only temporary until i have a good inspiration bout what picture to put as my blog header and for my side bar too.
For now, just stare at my rm 10 roses okay? XD

weeeeee im on a week uni break now
=w= my assignments are piling up shoooo i have to finish them in during this break
Awesoommeee...

Recently, I keep getting tired easily and often have meals at odd/ungodly hours or have none at all. OTL its like, i always have to rush to do stuff and i didnt have time to eat. Omg, i even thought b4 eating was troublesome. *slaps self* =w= uni is sucking life out of me.
Lol im a little happy that my uni haz wong kok and subway now...soon they'll have starbucks and BR ~~uni sucking money frm students~~
Means more variety! YAY!
Though i have not tried wong kok or subway since it opened less than a month ago OTL
I WANNA GO, SIT & EAT THERE!! HUWAII SO MANY PPL?!! *@$#(*%^#&%

Thats it...im so gonna eat heavy breakfast tomoro >(
OTL my brain is now filled with mcdonald's breakfast set...urgh hungrrryyyy....*SOOOBSSS*
I think this is all i can think about to write...
Hope i can update again soon ~~might be lazy to~~
*waves* (^__^)/''

hn.

2010-05-09T17:37:00.001+08:00

remind me not to care.
then i'll shut up.
for real, this time.

breathes slowly warning : rant

2010-04-14T22:30:00.005+08:00

argh can you pls juz get it done and over with?
i cant bear the situation right now. its not juz a small adjustment, u make it like as if we are about to die tomoro.
becuz of ur constant pressure, i keep worryin about studies, food, studies, money, food, studies.
and can you atleast give me abit of privacy? at this age, do i still need restrictions from chatting on msn? do u need to constantly check up on me whether i've been chatting instead of doin my work? i proved to you that i was getting help from my uni frens regarding my assignments and then you keep saying that im only cheating myself. Cant you atleast FOR ALL THESE YEARS, acknowledge my independence. im very tired, very very tired of giving excuses so that im able to do what i want for once in a while.
i juz wanna move away, stay in some hostel or something till i finish my studies. juz wanna get away from u all for a while. juz let go...its not that hard to let go of me for a bit.
You decided almost every part of my life, leaving no will or decision of my own. and when chance passby, i hv to give it up becuz i dun wanna trouble u guys and then stay like an obedient dog and follow ur order.

shoot, now i hv flashbacks of moments when i was quite selfish. so i cant rant on since im feeling guilty for blaming them. wanna get all this out so i wun burst into tears and curse my life for being unfair *which was not true* sigh, i noe it happens all the time and everyone shud hv went through that part of life. i wan these heavy feelings to lessen so i can move forward.
omg, with all those worries, its as if im working to pay off debts or hving mid life crisis. lol, i sound really stupid now.
kinda decided that i will get a part time job or internship when i hv my long holidays. wanna really know wat its like to work and feel the satisfaction of earning that amount of money. partly cuz im oso inexperience at this age and really pampered, still spending alot of their money. so i will earn my own and spend it without feeling guilty. i'll still consider working if they oppose again. seriously, why stop someone who wans to get experience in working life? well, safety seems to be quite important in my case since i was told that im like a magnet? *im not pleased rather its very frustrating* so, i might go to work wearing baggy clothes and pants and a cap. mayb put alot of pimples on the face or something. lol thought of doin that last 2 weeks but it wun happen anyway.

sigh, pls pls pls storm go away.

now i felt it

2010-03-14T21:58:00.002+08:00

Uni life was okay, didnt expect much frm it. though the lecturers took me by surprise (awesomely sarcastic, cute, cool etc) and heck, the textbooks are 800++ pages each. you might have heard some of ur frens who took business course saying : "im sooo lucky that i chosed this course, i oni need to go 3 days lecture and its an easy course etc". you might as well ditch that fren for making u miserable becuz fmo, finance is probably the same pain in the ass as any of ur courses. but if u're so passionate bout it and u'll strong enough to put up with it, u'll do fine. i guess.

that aside, my life path is getting narrower and it seems there had been signs of dead end. ~~thank God no road blocks~~ i've already predicted that it'll happen to me someday, though i never thought it was this soon. looking at other ppl suffering frm it gave me that feeling that it'll come for me. now that i hv to put on hold for many things, some might even need to give up on. going overseas to further my studies has always been my goal but now my chances are even slimmer than b4. but i'll earn that chance by all means.

lol it sounded quite bad at first, but later on i didnt mind it at all. i've seen my closer relatives struggled to get by and look at them now, living life to the fullest with promising jobs. i really wanna juz travel to the mountains and shout till my hearts' content, wanna juz shout at Him for being selfish, for making a fool out of me, for letting me get tempted by false hopes. lol then again, who am i to complain, many ppl out there been through alot worse, and i'm here planting my fat butt on a comfy chair, looking at a ~~not so but still~~ good tech com screen, surfing the net at 1mb intenet speed. God must be so disappointed at me for being ungrateful at that time. lol that really made me depress for a whole week, i slept alot for that few days, juz trying to be numb.

while im studying this course, i wonder i'll b able to follow my father's footsteps. and hv that manager attitude dealing with difficult bosses. in order to be like my dad, i'll juz end it here and start eating pain killers while going through the textbooks.
and happy white day! SUPPORT SINGLE AWARENESS DAY mates
bye~

another 2 more weeks

2010-02-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

yay, cant wait to start uni.

cuz i seriously dun wanna grow moss at home. *fantoi

anyway, theres alot of things i've not done yet during this long break.

shoooottttt

so, i will try finishing some of them.

1) i've been wanting to do desserts ex: tiramisu, pancakes

so i will do that b4 i go for CNY. MUST.

2) try finish watching house and some jp dramas. i wont be able to do that during my course. distractions.

3)TRY focusing on devotion. grrrrr

4)wanna start guitar lessons too, need to get a cheaper fee.

5) and with sheer determination, i shall master katakana properly, i had most of them memorized.

now for cosplay, i know my parents are forbiding me to do it anymore. but b4 my passion dies and my face cannot handle those characters, i shall cosplay all my favourites.

ofcuz i hv to...study and save some money.

cosplay 2010-2011

Felli loss (chrome shelled regios)

yes, its FELLI. lol, but i like her personality as well.

Main character for PERSONA 3

kya. though he doesnt hv a name. thx to shukri for introducing the game to me. i went doki when he pointed the gun to his head and said "per-so-na" during his 1st combat battle. >///<

Sawada Tsunayoshi (jumpsuit vr. and latest clothing/mafia suit)

still cant get mafia black suits TwT and we kinda planned doin jumpsuit version this yr.

Kanda yuu (latest vr. uniform)

i have the 1st version which i adore. wanna do another photoshoot for it. ps : kid kanda is seriously cute.

Ga rei's kensuke too. he was amazingly cool at the end of ga rei zero anime. though in the manga, hes a normal guy (slightly peverted). >///<
i wanna even up my cosplays, recently too many girl chara.
many plans this yr, cant wait to see the outcome.

a little satisfied

2010-01-13T14:59:00.002+08:00

yay. its pasar pagi day~
aka CNY shopping day~
or my "update wardrobe anniversary" day...

wtv. i bought rm 100 worth of pasar clothes. 2 sleeveless singlet ~~ipoh too warm~~, a white top, a piece of add on cloth ~~dunno wat to call it~~ , and a dark grey box patterned shorts ~~not really that short~~. rm 10-rm 15 for most except the shorts and the white top. need to accomadate to the weather in the state call perak. this might be my last clothes shopping for the year. yay.

9th church burned down. wow...great job ppl! Continue showing the world your true colours.

Lunch

2010-01-07T00:09:00.004+08:00

Aahhh....i made lunch for my family yesterday.
Tomato rice covered with egg! i added some small chunks of sausages and green beans.
finally....i can cook woth my moms permission.

But heck i was nervous when my mom lingers around. i'm that kind of person who likes the dishes to be really salty or sweet...so she'll go like "AH ZHI!!! TOO MUCH SOYSAUCE!...AH ZHI!! aiyooo...." =.= sighh.....
so whenever my parents are out during lunch, i'll bring out watever left in the fridge and miz around. OTL i love to make egg wth cheese...thx to my church fren who taught me that.
okay this is my ~~2nd~~ 1st time making pattaya rice...the other time was that i couldnt figure out how they use the egg to wrap the rice so i mix the egg into the rice...

ANYWAY, my mom don't trust my skills. i was flipping the rice and she said "nooo...dun flip like this..flip like this" *flips flips...FLIPS. mind you...its a 4 person portion of rice...mom teach me ur skills. Then, my mom insisted that i use the smaller pan to fry the egg so that its light to lift. ok i used it and...it couldnt cover the rice. ah great....failure.

So it ended up like this...

it look like ugly looking pies.

my mom rate it 6.5/10 and my bro, 5/10. lol...my bro was expecting a more nicer egg frm me...but hey, sorry i didnt add much salt in it.
Now, i wanna do spaghetti!! Kath's mom style!! i like her spaghettis...i tried it once when i was form 4? XD the 1 with sausages...*i like sausage* need to improve

1) Wrap the rice with the egg

2) MORE tomato sauce

3) appealing look *huuurrr

4) boil green beans 1st

sigh...when can i start doing some desserts?? ...T3T tiramisuuuu and cakkee.....

hiatus

2010-01-05T19:55:00.010+08:00

no i did not disappear cheng yie!

was juz taking a rest. ~~actually im too lazy to update~~

*writers block* ~~nothing interesting to write~~

~~lifes been dull too~~

okay then, i will now blog about.........photoshoots ~~bloopers~~

kinda sad that i didnt attend recent ones because all my sexy friends are present and i didnt get to play with them. T______T

photos here are not taken by me. credits to shawn, valho, linkin

K-on photoshoot (CF day 2)

*christmas season*

group shot
~~we should bathe openly next time~~ it happens to be in a restuarant

JIIIIIII!!!

Last night Good night (Vocaloid)
I heart you!

*exercise* must. hv. abs. to. cosplay. len.?

Pull the hardest will win you a leek.

You dare touch my ~~leek~~ hair...HUUURRR!! *strangles*

diiiieee DIIIIIEEEE!!!

*inserts titanic theme*

incest (i shud really stop doing this)

miku : casting my shadow upon you...

Twins (miku +mikuo) & big bro kaito

Macross frontier

Family potrait + joker???!!! OMGGG!!!! ARE YOU MY WIFE'S BF???

power centre...8D

*zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

the pain to get a learning driving license

2009-12-24T03:25:00.003+08:00

Fuu....
i woke up at 6.30 to wash up. 7.30 AM waits for uncle to fetch me...apparently theres another guy whos even more pitiful than i am, in the car waiting. Uncle had to send him to the driving school to attend his 6hrs of doom. After that, he had to fetch another 3 more student....omg.....i woke up at 7 juz to sit in the car for 2 hrs??
reach the centre...we had to wait AGAIN. the place is full of form 5 students, almost had to stand. I was so bored that i eavesdropped the group behind me...they were telling each other how other candidates fail this test by 1 mark (42 passing mark : 42/50) .....it was not really a good idea.

T__T i waited for another 3 hrs. and FINALLY MY TURN!! AHAHAHAHHAH!! i went in, sat down, click all the way.
*clicks clicks clicks clicks.............huh...........clicks clicks....OMG mouse died!!!! (it was almost to the end of the ques) dun care.....use keyboard.
IT WORKS!! .........*finish the test* NOOOO!! cannot use the mouse to click "ya"
went out to complain to the person in charge. He asked for my i.c then fixed the problem......and he ask me to go in again. i was like........O_____O dun tell me i had to do it all over again. NOOOO!!! I SPEND 5 hrs waiting and another hr doing that test!!! PLS GOD HELP MEEEEEE!!!
errr....i was spared. and i passed!! YESH!! i was so afraid that i'll fail....meaning i had to go through the paaaiiinnn of waiting patiently a.......g......aa.....iiii.....nnnn.....
T__T another 6 hrs of doom in the class juz to obtain my learning driving license. have to endure....its alright.....felicia you can do it...juz 1 more day!!

No comic fiesta report from me yet cuz i dun hv any of the photos.....pity me. i'll do LNGN photoshoot report tomoro gua....
christmas is near!! christmas shopping tomoro....no money.....

comic fiesta 2009

2009-12-19T03:18:00.002+08:00

ITS TOMORROW!!! IN SUNWAY PIRAMID!!!
its the "biggest" anime convention in selangor? or malaysia. wateva la.
if you're interested in seeing ur favourite character cosplayed, cooooommeeee...
or you're an art person. come to see the booth!! talented ppl are selling art there!!
It start at 11am to 7 pm. sunway piramid convention hall.

its 3.30am....and i need to get up by 7. what am i still doin here?
shoooottttt.....i shud sleeeeepppp.....

one last update.....had last night good night photoshoot day b4 yesterday.
it was fun...kinda missed wat we did last time.
lazy to put up photo. but you are able to view some in mocochang's blog post.
ta...

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2009-12-15T00:06:00.002+08:00

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streeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...........................sssssssssssssssssssssttttttttttttttttttrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssssss
theres a huge rock placed on me chest and the weight is unbearable......
how do i get it off???

random/ i hv nothing interesting to write

2009-12-04T01:16:00.003+08:00

During imitation black photoshoot.

tak ada canggih stand for flash?? nvm we have more efficient prop>> human flash!!! and if not tall enough??? USE CHAIR LA!!!!

Shawn's miku plushie~ i feel like bullying it again.

pokes non-existing nose >D

im bored....and i cant go out often. i shud start cooking decent dishes. i wanna try tomato rice with egg covering it. and ABC soup with toufu. yum....

feel like posting some photoshoot pictures but i hven edited it yet...YET.

private HB4 prom

2009-11-30T20:22:00.005+08:00

While SAM students were having their prom in sime darby convention, we aka HB4s had ours in victoria station!! muahahahahahhaahaha....

I wanted to go for the college prom but the ticket is expensive and getting a prom dress would add to that price.

So, HB4 decided to do a mini private prom juz for ourself, atleast we are able to communicate better. XD

Victoria station's atmosphere was not bad...but the food was really...urgh. I guess we're too young to understand high class food. My baked steak rice was better than others....cuz i tasted cheng yie's steak and it was the worst steak i've ever tasted. tony roma's was better!!! Its filling though, still got space to eat a caramel pudding!! >3

in reality, jowee and i are slightly taller than chee hung XD

my caramel pudding

HB4 beauties

huhuhu.....thank us vic station

someshots outside of vic station

James bonds? robbers?

only chee hung can do it flawlessly, becuz its his trademark.

more to update. waiting for photos.

Low battery....

2009-11-18T22:17:00.003+08:00

*beep...beep.....beep.........beep........beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppp....

(-o-) zzz.....

i think my energy got sucked up this afternoon.

Dumb and dumber ~~broke into my house and steal all my bunnies~~ visited my house. We planned to watch some horror movies since my house now has a new tv!! kyyaaaa....

we watched....horror comedy movies...2 of them.

gah......its lame and....weird..........but funny at the same time.

Ms dumb dumb wants to...~~pluck feathers frm my pillow~~ take a peek in my room so we shifted to my bedroom where we forced each other to wear my cosplay costumes. camwhored the whole time...XD

this is juz one of it

IM NOT GOING AFA!!! T_T apparently...the hotel fees are SO EXPENSIVE!! so i decided not to go although my dad finally gave a green light. T-T missed the chance to see Kaname...boo hoo. well...its time for me to go yf anyway...not good to skip every week.

Steamy....

2009-11-17T22:41:00.005+08:00

Date : 16th Nov

Venue : Yuen restaurant

Occasion : steamboat with lecturers

Kinda like the 2nd outing with our lecturers. B4 this, everyone except karmun and i went karaoke in 1u. Initially, i wanted to go (i dun care if i sux at singing) but i was lazy and my mum probably wont let me out. So, i decided to juz attend the steamboat outing at my lecturer's bf's restaurant.

Karmun came earlier to invade my house. We arrive in 1u slightly earlier so that karmun can do abit of shopping for cosplay stuff. she bought kaito scarf and pins!!! i find that shes really....rich?? it seems like she got the money to buy stuff all the timeeee!!! OAO!! *cries...

We departed at 6 frm 1u by chee hung's car. *hints to cheng yie...thx for all the embarasing moments we did in the car...*

the other table

group photo

D-gang + white car XD

With Ms Phuah (physics teacher)
first impression of her was...elegant. I think our first class with her was hell, we didnt dare to answer any of her ques until she went :"OI, answer me la!" TwT She even said "i twist ur head and throw inside the dustbin". T_T but...shes actually really fun to mix with. XD and we might be going sunway lagoon with her!! XD

With Ms Tan (chemistry teacher)

The hottest teacher in Sri Hartamas campus. XD shes really tall and nice body figure~ I really want to salute her bcuz she can manage her time really well. She had to teach 5 classes everyday and hv her masters exam in the same year. *claps hand* really hardworking and dedicated.

With Ms Koh (Biology teacher)

If it wasnt for her clear and funny explanation in bio, i wudnt score well. i remember i studied hard for SPM biology and ended up getting a B. SOB!! I really love biology!! Thanks to her. my current impression of her is....chipmunks! OTL but shes actually really cute. When HB2 bullied her, she complained to ms phuah :"Miss phuah T_T see!! ur students bully me~" XD

Witness Ms Koh's Camwhore skills. You shud hv seen Ms Tan's!! She take really gud camwhore photos!!

Ms Tan and the boss of Yuen restuarant aka boyfren.

I need to conserve energy...im getting really tired and depress for no reason at all.

i need money....

2009-11-13T00:01:00.003+08:00

today was kinda fun.
got to hang out with my coll mates in 1 utama and watched NINJA!!!
Hijii Mikaaaaaaaa..........i got to see heeeerrrrr!!! TwT *is happy

she starred in the japanese series called "Garo" with the main character Hiroki Konishi. I'm more impressed by her serious personality and her fighting styles...makes her very cool yet feminine! kyyaaaa......Garo is a MUST watch!!! lol...hiroki konishi is a plus point cuz hes cool...XD

GARO focuses on the life of Kouga Saejima, who assumed the title of Makai Knight to protect humanity against dark demonic manifestations called "Horrors." In his quest to purge them, he encounters a young girl named Kaoru whom he saved from a Horror, but was stained with its demonic blood. As a rule, those that been stained by the blood of a Horror shall be cut down, or else they will die painfully in approximately 100 days. Kouga had mercy upon her and tries to find a way to purify her before her remaining time expires. Thus, the series focuses on Kouga's developing relationship with Kaoru and his stand in protecting humanity after the wishes of his father, who was his predecessor with the title of GARO.

*during the movie
karmun : *randomly giggles* did you hear that "tong" sound when the guy hit the pole??
its really creepy when ur frens suddenly laughs in the theater when the scene is in serious mode.....*shudders

after that, we went to chilis. *went in, sit down, opens menu*
karmun : okay lets bail.
CH, CY+ me : OAO!!!
karmun : its not like we've never done it b4 right???
But karmun still feels guilty about bailing so suggested we order nachos and some eggrolls. atleast we spent on something there...

We did some shopping too. i know...its ~~SHOPPING~~. Karmun wanted to decorate her room with a mini christmas tree and she bought it. *shall go ur hse and sleep in ur room*
then cheng yie wanted to get facial masks andd off we go. we went in 3 cosmetic shops and came out with....a dozen of facial masks, 1 watever name cream for herself. and my only black nail polish for my cousin....sob.......i want to buy 1 too. no money. the pitiful guy chee hung had to follow us and wait for while we......shop XD thx for being extremely patient with us.

lookey....a smiley face on my pinky!! <^o^> karmun drew it...

...*reaches home, rings the bell....rings the bell again....*notices windows SUPER wide open!! *imagination going wild....

apparently...my mom got locked in the kitchen for 3 hrs. thus, my bro and i had to stay in my neighbour's hse while they try to save my mom. Thank God for kind neighbours and thank God for returning my mom safe and sound. I feel so useless when i sat there waiting, perhaps i shudnt hv went out then my mom wudnt hv to go through all the panick and trouble. sorry mom. siggghhhh.....

*burns SAM papers.....

*spring clean 14%...ARGH!!! its so messsyyyyyy!!!

ONE

2009-11-09T18:08:00.003+08:00

one moreee one moooooreeeeeee
then i can finally start devotion.....go yF....go shopping.....go hang out.....watch movie....learn driving.....photoshoots....weeeeee....!~

wanna share some photos with you during our torture weeks. janey and i went for lunch in 1 U one fine day b4 we head to Taman tun library. janey practices her backward parking (which she manages alright) we happen to notice this AMAZING driver with AMAZING parking skills 's car. AMAZING isnt it. its either he/she thinks its more convinient for the car to drive out...OR...the driver is a beginner(i dun see a L or P sign anywhere) OR.....this person wants his front part of the car smashed.

Learn from this driver...PARK LIKE THAT!! XD

I still cant stop....laughing. *rolls around. sorry J. this photo was taken...unprepared and accidently....and the outcome was hilarious!!! OTL the expression WH made was...priceless....XD

the title?? REJECTION *jeng jeng JENGGGG....*rolls around. alrite.....WH and J if you 2 dun want this photo up, pls do tell me.

haha

those who came to my hse b4...as you all know...or remembe...i have a sofa with holes everywhere(now you know why i nvr invite "you" all to come my hse). my house has new furnitures now. everything had been shifted around or discarded, so its more spacious!! well, now you want come my hse oso can. lol...notify me 1st okay. oh....bring ur pirated dvd or watsoever game console....you'll know why when u come my hse.

Home sweet homeeeee....

2 down 3 to more to go

2009-11-03T18:50:00.002+08:00

english was......OTL.....i was so glad i managed to finish my letter at last 10 mins.
physics.....*laughs.......im glad i manage to answer this time.
maths....*shudders....
bio....i dun think i remember how to answer ques d.
chemistry....*argh!!!!

3 more subs to go....a week more.

Halloween

2009-10-30T23:09:00.004+08:00

no im not officially back....and i've broken the rules long time ago so....ya....
feels very demotivated so need to find a way to cheer up...hehe

woooo.....my 9 months in taylors has finally come to an end (if i not resiting) been through stress moments where you need to cram a year of studies into 9 months.

TCSH gotta be the coldest place in PJ. bbbrrrrrr....

my study leave officially ended today which means next monday will be my finals...jeng jeng JENG....TwT

i need to find sometime to actually write all my feelings about HB4...must hv the FEEling to write or not its not frm the heart at all. so wait for me HB4 darlings....(^o^)/
oh ya i hven update about TAF.....thats......like.......so long ago....

BUT i'll juz briefly post something up. bout halloween today in my college. Halloween....hmmm....i'm not comfortable with the concept of halloween...its made up of...murder, revenge, hatred. turning it into a memory, thus halloween was born. though the only fun part was the scaring moment. >D

My college held a scare fest today and they had this scare house in one of the theatre. entrance fee was....sigh....rm5 T_T my money....

frankly....its not scary...i wonder what are those girls screaming about. i think the "undead" inside hates me now. i was laughing all the way.....sorry~ it was unintentional. OTL

the upside...THE DECORATION ARE SERIOUSLY COOL!!! very nice...though i can barrely see a thing

Joker appears~

chee hung looks....happy OAO?

CUTE costume!! i saw bunnies and dinosaur ones too.

okay...now....SHHHH!!! i need to concentrate....*is determined to finish physics paper today.

oh and...sooooooooo sorry guys *especially wen koko, twin xajin, hairi...cant replay ur spams cuz....i cant replay them XD but DUN SPAM ANYMORE!!!! D<>

Disappear

2009-10-06T00:38:00.005+08:00

yesh...im gonna dissapear~
to a place...far far away....~

and isolate myself there where no one can find meeeee....XD

okay juz wanna keep a mental note to myself that finals are SUPER near...and i need to focus (which i fail countless times...shoot)

so now im following the footsteps of my college mates by...abstaining oneself from facebook, blog, deviantart, onemanga etc etc. AND MSN!!! so this will be my last post of the month.

TwT

so yes...pls note that i wont reply any of ur messages so dun bother messaging. it'll only tempt me to open the link or watever....plz do me this 1 favour, no facebook message... pls and thank you.

btw im gonna cut my hair, my pitiful hair. *heartache OTL...i love this current hairstyle alot...but the longer it grows, the lesser hair stays on my head. so to save my head i shall cut the hair. TAT hopes it grows thicker again and healthier so that i can perm this hairstyle again.

curly hair

*in consideration* problem is...i hv to style it to look like that. lol..dream of doll hairstyles are pretty~

Life's brief candle

2009-10-04T13:02:00.005+08:00

To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow, Creeps in this petty pace from day to day To the last syllable of recorded time, And all our yesterdays have lighted foolsThe way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player, That struts and frets his hour upon the stage, And then is heard no more; it is a taleTold by an idiot, full of sound and fury,Signifying nothing

by : william shakespear

I will light them up

So that those who are lost may follow the light...

using my words....guiding them to me

For they are not alone they will not lose the way

I will be like the moon...the only light that shines in the dark

May God bless you. Happy mooncake festival!~

Anyway, we celebrated my bros birthday on the same day. bought him a fruit cake with his favourite strawberries~ lol...if you've not notice, our bdays are only a week apart. other than that, my bro and i are really close although we're 4 yrs apart. there are alot of ppl say that we look alike...XD as in he is another copy of me. Someday, we might not talk to each other like we used to now, but you'll still be my best and only bro in the world!

The fruit cake

the person who did the icing spelled his name wrgly XD "gabriet"

he says he doesnt know how to smile =_='''

lots of love frm yr sis. <3

new beginning

2009-09-29T02:53:00.004+08:00

~~BLOGSPOT IS RETARDED~~
i shall juz do this quick. blogspot....you've turned into a retard.
I redid 2 posts but it didnt let me move the pictures!!!! RAWR. D<
gives up...
shall post up pictures sometime later...

This is wat i wrote for 2 times....since i cant even copy and paste...

'On my birthday eve, my dad read me a passage : " ." and something juz pop out in my mind. "Be still" that was it. This was my message God given me back then in camerons attending RBS. I wasnt still...i didnt bother to be since i graduated. I didnt manage to complete the challenge davina and joshua gave us : to be still, to focus...and listen. He wants me to listen but everything juz tuned out...like i'm in a vaccum room. This is why i will try my best to complete this challenge, praying that i can still hear Him. a wake up call for me...'

for the past 18 years of my life, i nvr had a birthday like this. i get to hang out with my close buddies (hoping to hang out with 2 in overseas) and is touched that some of my frens came to see me. thx jaclyn, shukri, Cyie, CH. ^^ i was this close to tearing...
Im so blessed with such wonderful frens.

since pictures cant be moved. =.= so i guess i'll wait until blogspot is normal again then i'll post TAF up...its 3.30 am now...
night...xxx

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-22T01:21:00.005+08:00

To all my muslim friends...

hey ezzah! shukri! sarah! (did i miss out anyone 1?)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! XD

i came back frm my friends hse. the parents invite my parents to eat dinner there. haha. i had the privilage to listen to J-mee play her violin audition pieces. lol...you did great! good luck on friday J-mee. J-anne taught me how to play twinkle twinkle little star on the violin. TwT i like playing the violin. wanted to learn but im not even done with my piano and I STILL HV NO IDEA HOW TO PLAY THE CHORDS! J-anne taught me how to play guitar too!....haha...i currently remember E minor and e major. is determined to continue memorizing the chords and PLAY. we even have the uncles jamming together (many old songs such as beatles, billy jeans....errr...)

J-mee!!

J-mee playing her pieces

Oldies jamming. 11 45 at night. (the one playing the drums is still in high school)

me attempts to play twinkle twinkle little star. lol...bad hand position on the bow.

oh and congrats to my bro for making it in the PBA basketball comp. lol...although its suspicious cuz they mentioned ur name last. haha.

that was his previous jersey for presenting the school team. im a proud sis! i think....

night. zzz....

im too fortunate

2009-09-19T20:51:00.004+08:00

my trials are over!
now im looking forward to finals...which is only a month away.
sigh...
i dun think i did well for trials...but better than mid year.
juz pray that i can into the uni i wanted with these marks...*sighhh....

anyway, now that im hving my holidays...which means im free....
buuuuuttt.....im not.

1) study
2)rearrange my notes
3)bake cupcakes
4)waiter training for cosplay cafe
5).......be a cosplayer waiter in cosplay cafe
6)practice piano

i want to update alot of stuffs and spam this post with pictures....but im currently using my baby N so theres no pics here and im too lazy to get my plug upstairs...
imma potato couch....
ah yes....i juz got my laptop aka Baby N from my dad as a birthday present. TwT im so haaappppyyyy......lol....atlast i dun need to fight wit my bro over the com. haha...my dad got him a LCD screen for the com cuz the desktop crashed. the LCD screen is kinda worth it. we're so spoiled...sighhh....AND I GOT MYSELF A PENDRIVE ITS PURPLE!!!! FINALLY!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU TO BE MINE!!??? ....i used a mp3 as substitute and it...died.....ToT
and yesh my aunt actually bought make up stuff for my birthday. okay....im not those kind of girl who love to make up...infact....i dun make up cuz.....i dunno how to. -.- shut up. unless for SPECIAL occasion....like...cosplay? haha...so i hv to train myself to make up for the sake of cosplay. ^w^ anyway, my aunt took me out to OU juz to buy it. i got myself a lip gloss = rm 68 a eyeliner = rm 44.10 and a masccara = rm 27++.....YES I KNOW!!!! *sulks into the corner. the stupid point is when you buy make up....they dun put PRICE TAGS!!! i chose the lip gloss...and the girl said...........rm 68.....i was like OAO i gave her the blur look....I SHOULD HV BOUGHT THAT rm 20++ LIP GLOSS BACK THERE!!!! ATLEAST ITS CHEAP AND STILL PRETTY!!!! my aunt was like.....dun worry...money is not a problem...as long as u like it then its fine. she sound like my dad...the "money is not a problem" part. OFCOURSE MONEY IS A PROBLEM!! when ppl spent it on you. i dun like spending too much of adults money cuz it makes you....feel...indebted to them. im such an idiot. so...i hv yet to try those make up on. probably during TAF or something.

regarding about Taylor's Asaban Fest, PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT US!!!!! I'LL SERVE YOU OR SOMETHING IF YOU COME AS A THANK YOU APPRECIATION!! SO COMEEEEEE!!!

ATTENTION!!!!

Venue : Taylors subang jaya MAIN CAMPUS (Multi-purpose hall)
Date : 26th of SEPTEMBER
Time : 11am -4pm
more info pls visit > http://taf.myajito.com/home.htm

really pls coooommeeee.....there'll be cosplay cafe where your favourite cosplayers serve desserts!! and yukata camwhore session....as in you borrow and take pictures with it. as usual...the cosplay competition and drawing competition...booths! anyone interested in selling your artwork pls drop by in the website and reserve ur booth. PLS COMEEEE....if you wan taste cupcakes i bake....its not poisonous. *epic smile. i'll be cosplaying as Hastune MIKUO...yes the guy version of hastune miku. so do come come come come come.....then i give fanservice of something like that -.- COMEEEEEEEE!!!! TwT

not in the mood

2009-08-27T20:29:00.005+08:00

blogspot is so retarded noooowww......

i deleted my draft becuz i can shift my pictures. that post wud hv been up long time ago.

but i got lazy so i left it to rot!

Last.......2 weeks.

Andy and Jessica's farewell (RBS gathering)

2nd gathering i have been to and im happy to meet all of them again. all the best to my fellow team blicks andy and jessica in USA. thanks for EVERYTHING and will miss you 2.

Pose #5 the super duper crazy pose. hmmm....

Jessica in blue and andy in red (team blick...well...half of it)

Blood donation in Taylors

haaaa.....my college held a blood donation drive on friday before we head to 1 utama to watch G.I Joe. my friends went to donate and we stand there to watch. initially...i didnt want to join in. becuz...i think im afraid of the pain. not the needle. but...i've decided to overcome the fear and...DONATE!!!! so pakat with karmun to do it so that i wont feel...alone to suffer! XD HOWEVER, SHE DITCHED ME!!!! FEELS BETRAYED!!! =.=...actually she had piercing this year so not a suitable candidate. ...and thus, i had to...donate...alone. TwT my blood pressure super low...other ppl who came later donate finish but my packet was only half full. =.=

My blood type O!!! haha...a generous and cheap blood....TwT

my whole hand was numb and...i can feel the blood rushing into the tube. very geli. otherwise...its not bad. be proud of me!! TwT

lol...after donating we had to press hard on the wound. but...mine was still bleeding even in the night!! OMG!!! i hv haemophilia. haha...haaa......i wud hv been dead by now.

Sam's concert somewhere near ikea and her house

lol...i went for this girl's piano concert to hear her play. well done my fren! oh i met Jamie who played in the ochestra as one of the violinist.

from the left. jaclyn, sam and win soon

Little jamie and her cert. XD

...*sparkles.....i know you want it.

we played rock band!! lol..im tempted to buy guitar hero to trash my bro with my pS2. but my other controller died. TwT

i got to play the guitar and sing. i hate the drums!!!

jaclyn giving her best

chipmunk!! on the guitar!!!!!

ahahah! the bass guitarist. he was more yeng when he play. LOL!

thats all for now. i'll blog about sunway lagoon next post.

some ppl juz pisses me off

2009-08-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

i feel like slapping this person in the face even though i dun noe him.
facebook is becoming some "pikating" method to some ppl...that i noe and i dun friggin care.
but you....on the other hand is purely cheating girls to meet up with you. seriously, get a life.

Firstly, I DON'T KNOW YOU. you're some guy who claims to know my fren and have seen me b4. wth. saying that i ALWAYS hangout at the curve and 1 utama. right. do a better lie dude...you're getting all the info from the pictures. and no i dun hangout like the shopping complex is my 2nd home.

2ndly, for a stranger...you're RUDE. im asking abit of privacy but you give remarks as if you're someone im close with. Is the cosplaying thing a fake too? i bet it is. everyone knows what cosplay is and when are the events. do you seriously think that i'll juz give you my no. so you could "update" me with ur cosplay business...how many girls have you been lying to?
"look forward to know me more and meet me someday" wth. you're a stranger that i've only chat with for 5 mins and then you're asking for my number and ordering me to add you on msn. im glad that i erased my email from the info box. im not looking forward to meeting you freak.
"superb lame" huh...you're an idiot. go on...go blog about me. what u going to type...me being frigid...unsecure? hah! those saved me from getting close to you freak. i cosplay whenever i feel like to...its my free will and its none of your business. who are you to fire me?

hey everyone if you see a guy adding you on FB username "thom storm", do NOT accept. better safe than sorry.

after a tough week...i had a dream about you. dun perasan...its not you!

2009-08-16T02:09:00.004+08:00

i thought i would have a week of rest....but noooo...
we have extra classes.......and (presentation + exam) coming week.
diiiiieeeeeee.......

i initially wanted to update my dead blog today...
i wasnt feeling well and my cousin came to stay over, which means....counter strike fever.
gah........its a boys game....so i had to give up my precious com to my bro and cousin. stupid game.

so i'll juz update more tomoro.
gah.....is hving phobia to sleep now...bcuz of that weird......dream....*sulks in the corner. they say if u can remember that dream, it wont happen in your life. *sulks even further into the dark corner. thats y i need a DREAM CATCHER!!!! RAWR.

Updatessss

2009-07-26T20:34:00.010+08:00

Yesh.......last week.....ice skating and BBq with college pals.

and...class photoshoot...and.....and.....OTL some weird...eye scorching incident. i need not to say more~ karmun!!!!!

Ice skating on friday right after bio exam~

camwhored in the car

Various brand of sunglasses promotion

went sushi king for lunch...bumped into kath and kheng hooi.

i stalked them >D

colourful gloves photoshoot XD

Nyin's fansss~

we took this shot....like....more than 5 times

and its hard to tip toe on skates...*becuz im short....

we left and....~~they~~ camwhored on the stairs

Later on...BBQ in Tzi jia's house~

i wasnt allowed near the fire becuz i had my contact lens on. i was told that the contact lens will melt if in contact with extreme heat. soo.....TwT i didnt get to barbequeeeee

preparing the "kachang" while some of us slept in tzi jia's air con room XD

i know i did...OTL while taking this picture...TJ's bro came in accidently *extremely embarassed

the stuff we bought in half an hour...foooood!! we had sausages, fishball, more sausages, chicken, more sausages, corn, more sausages, marshmallow, more sausages, home made lemon drink, and more sausages....XD

moments later...yay!!

yen lee's making her special sauce with the help of Li ying

spot where am i....*hint : the housewife look

i still find this photo funny..."I am going to ROAST you...but first i have to CUT you...so you will be more TASTIER~" evil smirk

Marshmallow gang

feed me kar mun!!!

There...updates done.
Now...need to get permission to go RBS gathering on sunday. fuuu....

A present for you kath *epic smile

2009-07-23T23:29:00.004+08:00

One fine afternoon :

LOOK!!! look wat i found in my college library~

woooooo.....a.....magaaaaziiiiinnnnnnnneeeeee~

and look what i discovered IN the magazine...
TADA!!~

Kath's memorable moment of injustice! ~~the misquoting issue~~

*rolls around on the floor...*pppfffttt...hairspray!

more pictures taken with the magazine...OTL

micheal jackson appears to have HAIR EXTENSIONS!

tooo tired to blog sumore....mayb tomoro.....*zzzz....

Taylor's 6km Jogathon

2009-07-18T11:39:00.006+08:00

fuuuuu!

sorry for posting disgusting pictures of kidney dissection. did anyone vomit?? 8D

anyway, although my midterm exams are just around the corner, i get to squezze in abit of time to participate a jogathon held my college! basically its to create awareness about saving the environment and to raise charity.

6 km..........*legs muscles are throbbing.......
i think this is the longest distance i've ran....i think.

took me almost an hour to complete. so tired....TwT

lol....what amaze me was THE GUY WHO GOT 1ST PLACE IS A 40++(could have been 50++) MAN WEARING SARUNG AND BAREFOOTED!! HE RAN 9 KM AND GOT 1ST!!! OTL amazing.

oh....when running i got so embarrased becuz i was advised to tie my shoelace by the same person (an uncle) TWICE. stupid shoe. TwT sorry and thank you for telling me

oh ya, i bumped into my old school mate, Akram. and another guy that i thought i would NEVER see in this college. ahaha....micheal.

Akram literally slumped on the floor

lol...we actually went and knock on the glass so that janey could pose with Ms tan, our chemistry lecturer.

HB4-ians that participated this event

DU -rians!! XD

Ms Koh, our biology lecturer ran too! dun underestimate her stamina!!

Posed with Ms Tan and her sister. OTL look like twins...

Jog for hope masterpiece on the class door. believe me or not, its all plastered with Jogathon leaflets.

seeeee....i heard the ppl in charge of this had to stay overnight in the college just to complete this masterpiece. it turns out to be a beautiful art. great job!

Physics "drifting away" moment...OTL...yes cyclotron. until now i still have no idea wats it about.

Ok...i shud go study now. must aim for a better result....australlia...*....zzzz......

i'm sorrrryyyyyy teacher!!!

2009-07-10T21:56:00.009+08:00

gah i'm sorry ms koh. we promise that we won't be late again for any of the classes...TwT

ya...we were always late for the after lunch period lessons...OTL cuz we went out of sri hartamas to eat. we waited fr the food, the food came late...and more traffic jam.

nway im suppose to upload some pics happened a few days ago so here goes....

Last Thursday : Goat's Kidney Dissection day~

the bucket full of kidneys....can you see those fats and uterer around it....blurgh

Mine...look like jelly + red bean

see how small it is...humans' are slightly bigger

sliced open at the smooth side....see the difference between mine and the kidney below...

this is janey's.....so healthy!!!

lol....surgeon Janey bean!~

2 days ago : Tea + cake time~

Cyie, Janey, Chee Hung, Karmun and I went to plaza damas next to our college to taste the long desired sweet cake.

Opera cake cost.....rm 42++

Cyie got jelak d. actually the truth was...

*flashback*

CY: I have a confession to make

Everyone: *stares*

CY: the reason why i stopped eating was because i saw them (she meant me and CH) licking their spoon...

KM: O_O"

-well it wasn't actually licking... its like... put in ur mouth and pulls it out... they use their teeth to scrape the cake so their mouth and tongue didn't touch the fork-

CY: EW~~~!!!lol... wad lar... its a normal behaviour... to me... ><" eeps...

This is from Karmun's blog...credited to her. lol!

ewww....janey!!!

cheers~ for finishing the cake...*so full and felt funny afterthat.

Yesterday : went to GSC to watch Transfomers 2 *squels..bumblebee~ and sideswipe!!

TwT i almost teared when optimus prime died...OTL

Jaclyn, Sam and her mom. XD

Today! : Furballs...in bigger rolling ball~

this pic has noting to do with the title above but this is what i had for dessert during lunch!

*gaasp....wats that rolling under my table?????

what in the world??? a purple ball?? its moving by itself!!!!!!!! OAO!!???

OMG!!!??? it has a twin???!!!

*grabs...takes a closer look. an alien creature?

... ... ...its........karmun's hamsters...hammy and tammy.

lol...she brought to college and had them roll around the class while teachers' teaching! LOL! they're like sooooo tiny!!! and very hyperactive...tried to commit suicide the whole time i held them...and both of them really jumped from the table and landed on the floor. i like feeding them...so cute sob...i want to have pets like them.

awwww.....*muah!

good night buddy!~

surprisingly still alive

2009-07-09T23:33:00.002+08:00

cuz i was really tired and sleepy after lunch. stupid mcdonalds i had during lunch.
so i was practically half dead when i met up with 2 friends of mine to watch transfomers 2.
but after the movie, i did much better.

had sushi for dinner. thx aunty for transportation and dinner.....and the movie tickets too.
and now...to worry about my midterms.
oh i did promise that i will post some pics up but............im too lazy to get the cable and transfer it to the com so......
mayb during the weekends.

good night.

fascinated

2009-07-07T21:55:00.002+08:00

i sliced open a goat kidney into half today during biology.

realized that my goat's kidney is not fresh and concluded that before it died, it was fat! so it must have died of obesity. ~~im juz joking~~

but its true that the kidney is not fresh and there are alot of fats around it. the smell is just....urgh........it's worse than slicing open a live frog. lol...its kinda like a gigantic red bean but more soft and fleshy. i'll upload pictures sometime later....when i'm free.

-(__lO zzzz......

more tags.....*wobbles wobbles

2009-07-05T13:49:00.002+08:00

RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.

ABC About You Questions:

A - AVAILABLE: ...yes...but stay away.......
B - BIRTHDAY: contain the word"ber" 8D
C - CRUSHING ON: my pillow
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: dinosour ted. (its a milo drink with milo powder topping)
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: my bro?
F - FAVORITE SONG : Mad world (adam lambert)
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: both because they're candies anyway
H - HOMETOWN: =.= y shud i tell you!
I - IN LOVE WITH: myself
J - JUGGLE: i'm not a clown...
K - KILLED SOMEONE: yes my teddy bear...D=
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: ... ... ... ... ...never thought that its long....cuz i always fell asleep
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: o.o hmm............chocolate?
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: guh.........27-25+3-4 =...
O - ONE WISH: to sleep
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: my bro.
R - REASON TO SMILE: my room
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: black rock shooter
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 7.45 a.m
V - VEGETABLE(S): ...erm.........cabbage.
W - WORST HABIT: procrastination
X - X-RAYS YOU HAD: dun remember...probably none
Y – YO-YOS ARE: a trend long time ago
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: ...the balance thingy call Libra

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU:

Spell your name without vowels: flc (OAO)??
What color do you wear most?: ....i dun know...i juz grab the clothes and wear.
What are you listening to?: beat it~
Are you happy with your life right now?: quite
What is your favorite class in school?: ... ...HB4
When do you start back at school/college?: tomorrow...changing classroom again~
Are you outgoing?: no.
Favorite pair of shoes?: my precious wite pink reebok shoe!~
Where do you wish you were right now?: ~~a fish~~

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: no.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: no.
Can you whistle?: no.
Write with both hands?: no.
Walk with your toes curled: no.

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: i honestly dun care
Do you believe in miracles?: When He does it.
Do you believe in magic?: no.
Do you believe Love at first sight?: ya. when i first look at the mirror.
Do you believe in Santa?: stupid fat bearded dress in funny red outfit who cant even fit into chimneys and why bother squezzing into them. no.
Do you know how to swim?: ...ya.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: i dun watch those tv programs

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: those that have cool metallic wings and can fit alot of ppl in its stomach and the ppl in uniform usually gives you cold food and weird beverage that taste weird and theres like this funny looking square thingy which plays lousy uninteresting pictures on it??~ yes.
Have you ever asked someone out?: ...D=
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: ....*ignores this ques
Have you ever been to the ocean?: what is an ocean?
Have you ever painted your nails?: o.o.....with water colour

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?: fuzzy warm
What radio station do you listen to?: hitz.fm
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: papa rich
What was the last thing you bought?: ... ... ... ...a mask? that was last wednesday.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: ... ...an autobot whose name i've forgoten

CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?: *stabs into chest and pulls the heart out. no.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: hm.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: hmmm....no.
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: ya. Markus.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: i think that was a long time ago.
Do certain songs make you cry?: yes. extremely emotional songs.

HAPPY SECTION.

Are you a happy person?: no.
What can make you happy?: sleep.
Do you wish you were happier?: yes. i wish to sleep now.
Can music make you happy?: maybe...but i still prefer sleeping.

LOVE SECTION.

How many times have you had your heart broken?: my heart is made of steel maybe someday some guy will come and melt it...i dun know
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: no.
What is your current hair color?: black
Current piercings?: 1 pair. hmmm....mayb a nose piercing....*sacarsm
Have any tattoos?: ...no.
Eye color?: pure darkness........

IN A GIRL/GUY
Favorite eye color: OMG SHINY SPARKLING BLUE OR GREEN~
Short or long hair: short.......*i dislike guys with long hair. unless its shiny....and smooth
Height: height doesnt matter
Best clothing: any clothes that suits him...i dun care as long as its decent

HAVE YOU EVER.

Been to jail: no.
Mooned someone: no.
Thrown up in a store: no.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: no.
Gone skinny dipping: ... ... ...no.

THIS OR THAT.

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or Group Dates: =A=
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries: ichigo~
TV or Movie: who cares...as long as i can watch my favourite movie
Guitar or Drums?: i havent master any
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: neither
Pie or Cake : *urgh.....sweetness....

i really need a sleep now. and i havent even touch my assignment i shud really stop doing tags for a while. i should STOP PROCRASTINATING!!! RAWR!!!
*kong off

Tagged by Xan

2009-07-04T21:06:00.002+08:00

Instructions:Go to and www.urbandictionary.com type in your answer to each question in the search boxthen write the first definition it gives you.

1. YOUR NAME:
Used to simply describe something as badass, beautiful, or completely pro. Can also be used as a verb to describe the ultimate owning of something (example b).
(better than using feli......)

2. AGE:
The day your life officially ends.
(HUH???)

3. TWO OF YOUR FRIENDS:
-A person who lives without curry. Often extremly amazing and has brunette hair and is usually very tall.
(kath........you dun live with curry??)

-The noise one makes when stabbing a knife into the air.
(this is actually disturbing.......*ling)

4. WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING?
- Something that is relatively important, but you will still leave it till the last minute and complete it the night before it's due in, armed with dangerous amounts of caffeine and sweets, in a major panic. However, you will still feel cheated if you don't get an awesome grade, although you may pretend to be fine with it. They usually have word limits, which are a total bitch to adhere to - if it isn't too short it'll be miles too long. They will produce much bitching and complaining and procrastinating (bubbleshooter.net is a particularly good tool for this). The one positive thing about them perhaps, is the sheer feeling of relief that occurs when the last word is typed and all word counts are adhered to. Who cares if it makes sense or answers the question?! It's finished. The only feeling quite like it is that wonderful feeling that occurs when you finally go to the toilet after being desperate for ages.
(... ... ...this is "assignment"...another ex for it is "it is time for the art of plagiarism)

5. FAVORITE COLOR:
Irrefutably the best color in the world. End of story, period. This period signifies the end.
(why does the end always relate to me?)

6. FAVORITE NUMBER:
11 + 5 + 11 = 27 = CAC = CHALLENGING ALIEN CONNECTIONS (27 letters)
(YESH!! CHALLENGE THE ALIEN!! -A-)

7. MONTH OF YOUR BIRTHDAY:
1.The ninth month.
2.Also a name for a girl who is beautiful but lies a lot.
(... ...hm)

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO:
- a sibling of the male sex that drives the rest of your family insane by painting the walls with nailpolish or lipstick. other things they are known for :
*pouring baby powder all over the room and forcing you to clean it up
*blaming you for things that you did not do and getting you in trouble
*ganging up on you and jumping on you
*trying to suffocate you dog
*tend to be very evil
(suffocate my dog??? if i have a dog to begin with)

9. ONE OF YOUR NICKNAMES:
-kakachang isn't defined yet,
(...i will really regret this)

-A person with huge lips that jut out from their mouth, resembling those of a fish.
(*flips computer table)

Animagaki

2009-06-30T21:35:00.025+08:00

Venue : Sunway University College

Date : 27th June

ofcourse its small and less entertaining than comic fiesta but i think that Sunway Uni did a great job. i must say...not easy to hold this kind of event SUCCESSFULLY. and they pull through well. the omatsuri was really entertaining but i didnt play any of it except...hastily stuff the tissue paper net into the water to get a small fish. other than that, pose and pose sumore, glomped xan real hard, met up with a few ex school mates. had fun with "the family" and some photoshoot. there are small....bloopers....which is rather amusing so go to sexy xan's page for full report and see how amazing we cosplayer are to have bloopers. all my sons are so bisie and manly and...CUTE!!! AKI!!! I WANT TO HUG YOU AND GLOMP YOU AGAIN!!! wife...i will miss you...TwT

thanks Jia yeen's mom for sending us there.

thanks Karmun for lending me your BEAUTIFUL jacket TwT

Thanks for coming too! lol.

thanks shawn for being our photographer. you take really good photos TwT i love it!

i shall fill this post with PICTURES!!

first the characters : Basil (tian), Fuuta (Aki), Chrome (moco), Lambo (myst), Hibari (xan), Tsuna (me), Gokudera (elrin) + Hastune miku ( mimo)

"mom" in cool mode.

"mom's" transformation to cute mode!

karmun and her friend, jasmine came to visit!~

my son's beautiful art booth. i'm proud of you, my son.

I had 3 sushi for lunch. only 3! for lunch! TwT *bites...* oh candid shot!

hmm....funny taste..............raw.......raw....so raw........

OAO! fish..........................i ate my species!!
Tsuna = Tuna, not Felicia = Fishlips =.=

dun worry ancestors...i'm coming to join you~ to pay off my debt of devouring our kind....

i met my "popo" there, the Very. Important. Person. in animagaki!

Wani was there too!! she cosplayed as one of the chara in special A. come let me hug you~

oi...son #2......i told you not to smoke! *its actually for posing, she doesnt smoke.

Chrome Fangirling moment :

hibari with his sparkling, dazzle walk stunted chrome

*makes a chase! m-must have him!!! in my collection of hunky slaves. an innocent bystander was slamed against the wall. the bag.

caught you. >D now be my sexy slave 4ever!!~

who can resist not glomping sexy xan huh.

Credit : shawn - photo, aki -editing

I might post up KHR photoshoot pictures in deviantart sometime later...including 1827. so check out the link at the right of the page which says "cosplay". there, i'm done. *needs sleep....

redoing KC's tag...*bites KC on the hand

2009-06-30T20:28:00.003+08:00

1.My Name : Felicia Yau Yuen - Mei

2.My Birthday : 26 September 1991

3.Who tagged you : KC

4.Name 5 best friends : do i really have to....i dun want to be pilih kasih

5.What do you wished for birthday : A. LAPTOP.

6.Happy things that happened recently : cosplay event animagaki. *my extended family~

7.Most stressed about recently : omgosh...SAM!!

8.What is your dream about future : i do have dreams but the future changes. oh well, a happy family...

9.Do you have someone you like : ...who doesnt.......i like my friends! 8P

10.Will you visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering : mayb?

11.Most happy to hang out with : my extended family

12.If two of your friends are having conflicts : in reality, i'll let them solve their own problem, dun wan to campur tangan unless it really gets out of control.

13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : somewhere both of us like.

14.What to do in Christmas : a heart to to worship the Lord

15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : Everyone

16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : yes...sometimes...

17.How many siblings do you have : a younger bro

18.Favourite song(Female) : Last night good night (hastune miku)

19.Favourite song(Male) : Let it rock (kevin rudolph)

20.Favourite Colour : purple

21.Flush before using the toilets? : .......

22.Love me not? : who are you?

23.Affectionate to guys or girls : .........i will not comment

24.What do you want to shout out loudly : RAWR!!! I WANT THE PICTURES!!!

25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? : haha....if i ever wake up.

26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC : wat. the. heck.

27.Who’s the bastard : you. JOKING!!

28.What’s the current affection : loooowww.......bottomless pit.

29.Ugly when asleep: like as if i have someone staring at me sleeping....

30.Whats the time now : 9.07 pm

31.Do you hate the person who tagged you : yesh!!! 8D

32.Weight : its a sensetive issue dude

33.Weather today : hmm....cold...

34.Are you pregnant : no.

35.What will you do if you win a lottery : go to japan and visit a friend

36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : COSPLAY!!!

37.People To Tagged?

1. Moco

2. Xan

3. Elrin

4. Myst

5. Tian

6. Aki

7. Jaclyn

8. Jia yeen

9. Ling

10.whoever reads this

01-Does no.4 know no.6??: ya

02-No.10 is a male or??: multi gender..LOL

03-The hobby of no.8?: errr.....shopping!

04-Does no. 1 have any siblings?: Yea

05-The surname of no.7?: Ngan

06-Does no.10 have alot of friends??: super alot. OTL

07-Anyone tackling no.4??: she's tackled

08-If no.2 is being introduced??: lol...everyone will drool at "him"

09-The favourite colour of no.6?: ...aki wats ur favourite colour???

12-Where is no.5 studying currently??: SMK**

13-How do you know no.10??: through all kinds of meeting....OTL

14-Whats the difference between the birth month of no.1 and you??: oh...9 10 11 12...four!!

15-Ever hang out with no.9??: lol....do u need to ask more

16-Do you like to chat with no.2??: OMG YA!!

17-Like to be with no.3??: REPEATED YA!

18-How do you think about no.7??: using my brain!

19-?How do you think about no.9??: brain?

20-Do you love no.5??: yesh...i love my son!

1.Who tagged you with this questionnaire? : KC

2.How long have you known him/her : since RBS!!

3.Do you think that he/she is important to you? : hmmm......8D

4.Your relationship with him/her : a cute friend...

5.Whats his/hers hobby? : eat...eat and eat?

6.What do you think about his/her personality? :very hilarious

7.His/her points of importance in your heart : Important brother in Christ

*1st thing before sleep : wish my parents good night

*1st thing after awaking from sleep : yawn

*Your idol : none

*Favourite season : Winter

*Worked part-time before? : nah

*Times worked : 0

*Country that wanted to go the most : japan ad aus

*Personality hated : slow

*Are you a crybaby? : haha ya

*You laugh alot? : laugh until i literally cry!

*Do you like to go out alone? : mayb...when i feel like to be alone

*What time will you wake up if it's a holiday?: random hours

*Today’s weather(Sunny Rainy Cloudy): Sunny

*Choose between Friends and Lover : Both are important

*Choose between Chances and Fates : both are important

*Are you narcissist? : heeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeee.....

*Is this questionnaire long? : FREAKING LONG LA!!

*How to make yourself feel better every time? : cry?

*Favourite food : it used to be maggi mee

*Do you like ice? : i chew on ice everytime i order a drink

*Are you full of happiness? : ya.

*Who are the friends that you care the most? : how many frens are there in my list....

*What's the most important item in your bed room? : my plushies...*nyaaa...

*Most consistent dream at sleep : hmm...i dun remember them.

*Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? : i should

*Whats the meaning of life? : To live a life pleasing to God

*Do you know?(See if you can answer this!): I know that i know you know that everyone know that you want to know what i know to see whether you know what i know that everyone know.

*When do you hate me? : another billion years

*Like the day you were born or been into the society?: noo...

*Like Taoism or Confucianism? : Neither

*Favourite cake? : cappucino cake.......and oreo cake!!

*Can we stop this game now? : YESH I AGREE!!

*Do you like sardins? ^^ : no.

*Who knows you the best? : God

*IQ higher or EQ?: i dun noe...seriously

*Computer or Mobile Phone : erm....both!

Prefer to sleep or play? : i love to play AND sleep

*Friendster or Facebook? : Facebook

*Whats your wish right now? : to end this tag

*Tired? : yesh

*Favourite drinks : ice lemon tea....OH WAIT!!! BUBBLE TEA!!

there...done. i shall post pics another post!

fuhuhuhu....huuu....

2009-06-29T19:32:00.002+08:00

currently...recorrecting all my mistakes i made in all the assignments.
but i shall do KC's tag before i post any pics soon.
Gee, thanks KC...for tagging me. *sacarsm..sacarsm...

RULES :

- Pick your birth month.

- Strike out anything that doesn’t apply to you .

- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .

- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .

- Tag 10 people.>> Those with purple doesn't apply well on me<<

JANUARY

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY

Stubborn and hard-hearted.Strong-willed and highly motivated.Sharp thoughts.Easily angered.Attracts others and loves attention.Deep feelings.Beautiful physically and mentally.Firm Standpoint.Needs no motivation.Easily consoled.Systematic (left brain).Loves to dream.Strong clairvoyance.Understanding.Sickness usually in the ear and neck.Good imagination.Good physical.Weak breathing.Loves literature and the arts.Loves traveling.Dislike being at home.Restless.Not having many children.Hardworking.High-spirited.Spendthrift.

JUNE

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. ~~Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize.~~ Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

haaaa.......sleeps.

*Fuuuu

2009-06-27T23:35:00.002+08:00

back from animagaki and a korean barbecue dinner.
extremely full...and the gym workout thingy went flying away...
anyway, had lots of fun.

i was able to meet my "wife", i missed her. and my cute "sonssss" and my....grand popo?
someone is juz missing from the picture....i wonder who? hmmm....
ah yes...i missed everyone...although its juz a short reunion but it somehow brightens up my day after 2 months of college days.

so...i've glomped sexy xan. i've bear hugged yeng son #1. i've spend quality time with my taller beautifil "wife". i've high fived my other 2 "sons" elrin and myst. i've bumped into aki. i've took amazing pictures with "popo" and wani!!! kyaaa......
I'll upload pictures....soon...tomoro

fuuu....i shall take a rest tomoro to prepare myself for church service tomoro. so, good night.

Happy Father's day...

2009-06-21T12:53:00.002+08:00

Oh daddy....

Letter from a Son:

Dear daddy,
$chool is really great! I am making lot$ of friend$ ad $tudying very hard. with all my $tuff, i $imply can't think of anything i need. $o if you would like, you can ju$t $end me a card, a$ i would love to hear from you.
Love,
Your $on
_________

THE almighty REPLY :

Dear son,
I kNOw that astroNOmy, ecoNOmics, and oceoNOgraphy are eNOugh to keep even an hoNOur student busy. Do NOt forget that the pursuit of kNOwledge is a NOble task, and you can never get eNOugh.
Love,
Dad

you do get the joke right?? >D

Some things you'll never hear MY dad say:

here's a few credit cards and the keys to my new volvo S40 car --GO CRAZY.
well, you can stay out as long as you like with whoever you're with. oh, but make sure your friend is able to send you back. WAIT! *hands out a few notes of red and blues. spent it.
Whaddya wanna go and get a job for?? i make plenty of money for you to spend!
O.o uh, fathers day? ahh--dun worry about that! its no BIG deal!

another joke : poverty is a hereditary trait. because parents got it from their children. SO NOT TRUE LA!!!

haha, yes happy father's day dad. first, i wanna apologize that i've caused you TOO many trouble and spent TOO much of your hard earn money "and still you say no big deal, im responsible for you." i'm sorry if i didnt meet up to your expectations "and still you understand" and even gave me ALOT of wisdom speech......which half of it i won't be able to understand in another 10 or 20 years. and sorry if i've become a VERY rebellious daughter, probably had driven you up the wall and through it a million of times. well, i thank you for showering me with OVERFLOWING love, that made me who i am today (too pampered) or should i say, more careful & alert of my surroundings and for my safety. even though it sounded more like HOUSE ARREST, im still glad i have a father who cares ALOT for me. however...grant me some privacy...so that i may go overseas in peace 8D Thank you for being my amazingly awesome handsome dad!!

my dad is alot similar to the my Father in heaven. how my dad disciplines me may be different than HIS but still the same. They did it out of love. I let Him down too many times and yet He had forgiven countless times. If i were to fall really hard, He'll encourage me to pick myself up again and walk by his side again. i've learnt why Father have only children and not grandchildren : although your parents are christian, that doesnt make you 1. so God is waiting, He will wait forever to officially call you His children. Thank you for giving a great dad and thank you for being my NO.1 dad forever.

back...hunted for fish and loving nuts...

2009-06-14T22:24:00.019+08:00

went for my grandpa's birthday in ipoh.

held it in a restaurant. bad news, all my uncles got......drunked. scary.

thank God for granting him such a warm, loving and caring family.

...its ruined....

with the youngest in the family

i watched recorded american idol season 8.

its kinda late...but i still like it.

Been screaming adam's name when he sang "mad world"

although i prefer adam lambert's singing...i think kris allen deserves to win.

two most impossible people...*stabs the heart...

oh...am very happy cuz my cousins have new puppies...THEY ARE SO CUTE!!!~

ah...i went for fishing. *glares...i know wat you all are thinking. yes...i repeat i went for F-I-S-H-I-N-G. under the hot sun...humid air...standing on the same ground with the red ants, and tall grass, ur feet poked with sharp sand...getting ur hands dirtied when you catch small prawns and stab it through the hook. after all that....i still think fishing is FUN!!! ~~I CAUGHT 3 BIG FISHES!!! ITS SO COOL!!~~ sorry...i lied. i came back empty handed. instead...i hooked 1 of the string to a branch and it got stuck!!!! 2nd attempt...the fishes juz hates me whereas my cousins got almost 3 fishes each!!! RAWR!!! i really wanted to jump inside and catch them bare handed. =3= i wasnt catching them...i was FEEDING them.

waiting to be transported to the fishing pond area.

owner of the fish pond. my uncle.

first, you poke the hook through the tiny prawns...

then you FLING it into the pond...and wait. *extreme patience is needed

1st catch!!

my cousin's catch.

amazing......the wood is so strong!

another cousin's catch....this was his 2nd.

and me? =.= i had none. @#%^$*%!!! *jumps into the pond!!

very determined to try AGAIN!! rawr....

ah...coincidence???? thank you Tsuna...for naming ur vongola cute animal "nuts"...

im glad that my web name gave you inspiration. OTL

an after meal effect 8D

2009-06-09T22:38:00.018+08:00

time passed super slow this morning...

the whole class was sleepy, tired and hungry...
LATER THEN, its LUNCH TIME.
we went for burger king.
thank god for journey mercy there...LOL! and good parking space.
thanks chee hung for driving us ~~safely~~ there...

nyin hui decides to block chee hung from leaving by posing emo.

when we got back we played the usual prank. on chee hung.

lousy phone...sigh. nway, they pose sexy at the door. with chee hung on the other side.

Nyin hui : come ang pau. ang pau. only we wil let you come in.

*dot dot dot

we have biology class later so you better not have that sign on your head.

Tzi jia ran towards the wall

others followed as well *squish squish

this couple...*tsk tsk tsk...

another couple compete with them *harrasment technique >D

pose pose...pose.

we JUMP!

...???

chee hung!!! you painted ur nails????!!!

look...got leng lui leng zhai there! *turns to look. *while posing.

Finally. we're not suppose to be on 3rd floor...because A-level students having exams. oops.

they say college changes you....

2009-06-08T01:49:00.021+08:00

in the midst of wasting my handphone battery to recharge it again
and taking a break from biology assignment.
i had nothing better to do.

yes...although i rant about how boring how stressful college can be, its only 1% of it. >D
still, i think i've enjoyed my SAM days so far, and the extra double stress.
=.= i envy you smart people who can score without studying too hard, (yes im looking at you kheng hooi) and stand a better chance to go overseas.

kheng hooi...you can do far better than you are now, if only you put in more confidence in yourself and stop saying you can't. try to finish wat you start, if it doesnt work out(dead end) then stop and use ur 2nd option...its not that hard for brains like urs. if you say you cant again, i'll really go there and kick you. =.= if you cant do it, then i might as well give up my course. so do your best.

anyway, pictures to fill the boredom.

in college, emo-ness is...

contagious

this proves how "well" mannered college students are =.=

we play jo wee's iPhone when we're bored. especially racing cars....

i want this microscope....its so cool! yes my pencil box was there. and my ruler.

my biology teacher in the middle.

i love my super cool and white lab coat which smells like mayonese...OTL

yes, he is the only guy in biology class...his comrades are having a war with specialist maths.

we burned the solution to get rainbow colour...very fun to burn.

and every attempt got different colour...so its so hard to get the answer...OTL

Reflux and distillation apparatus. we have to set this up by ourselves. this whole thing cost around 400++...so imagine if one of it broke. stupid boiling tube cost like 70++. lucky i broke a filter funnel and a slide only...which cost like rm 3? 8D

chemistry always messes with colours. i like. it reminds me of my contact lens colour.

the beautiful laptops!!! T3T count how many are there. i want to get 1 soon and join the gang.

shoot...they found out who the stalker was.

Went to 5 Kempas reunion last friday...
thank my mom for letting me go. i promise i'll behave...
have lots of college sharing

my "mom"~ i know...thats my leg you're sitting on.

kheng hooi's brother prank calling yong xuen, pretending to be a cute girl pikating him. he failed.

Thank you KH for the wonderful Kempas reunion.

All the best everyone in ur studies.

*goes back reading cells multiply to become a.......blastocyst??? (i tot its pokemon)

empty

2009-05-30T23:31:00.004+08:00

sigh...
my so called holiday started....
im feeling slightly down....
not sure why......

I don't feel like doing anything and probably theres very little thing for me to do...
its funny when you want to go out yet you dun feel like going out.
i wonder if i ask to go out and meet friends...will my parents let?
my dad will probably say no...again...
=.= its like form 5 starting all over again...no..worse than form 5....
i envy those who hv freedom to go somewhere for a few times without their parents being sour about it. =.=
its stupid when you ask ur parents permission and they give all kinds of reason to support the answer no.
reasons like oh ur friends not experience in driving, you go to college is not to socialize, use ur time to study, no distractions, and the list go on and on and on....sheesh....so at what age are you going to let me hang out in peace?
=.= now im fed up of asking him permission. stay at home and avoid complications...
even my college friends knows i have hard time getting the chance to hang out with them. sigh...
shud i even ask him to let me go for 5 Kempas's reunion? or even invite my frens out...

to light up my mood
i crash read twilight sequel : new moon yesterday night and i finished it!! yay happy happy.
now reading eclipse.
oh....and i need to send some letters to my little frens in penang....hmmm....i wonder my team mates can help me?

things i need to accomplish this holiday:
- slides for issue analysis ESL
-assignments
-write letters
-mass download twilight soundtrack
-attempts to master some piano piece inlcuding yiruma's
-complete eclipse

i think thats all..........see...wat little things i hv to do in 7 days.
yet i dun feel like doing them at the moment.
BAH!

anyway, great to hear that you're safe in UK now. and all the best in ur studies there nicole!!!
i wonder why ppl call you nicole....hmmm....
you actually hv potential of cosplaying a lady....=.= cuz at first i thought you hv good looks for a guy and more to a bishie side. no offense. 8D and you're tall. a high potential of being a female model ahahaha....im joking!
hv fun there! and pikat less girls in uk man like wat potter said in her facebook!

revenge......i'll poke you to death.

oh and moco moco moco....i havent hear LM.C's lastest album yet...soon i'll go dl it. i heard the punky hearts you send me. hmm...not bad but not attractive enough for me to hear it again. and i already told i'll cosplay joker miku if you cosplay the purple gown miku. and...i didnt replay you cuz im out off credit. 8D nyuuuuuuu~

God's Masterpiece

2009-05-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

I would like to share a video about us being God's original masterpiece.
I got this from a dear friend and ex-RBS-er, a very meaningful skit describing God love us too much to leave us as we are as sinners. We are hurt many times when God is moulding us, but it hurts God even more. As He chisel...treat it as God is disciplining the ones He love. You are God's original masterpiece.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UXut0HxncvY

I SURVIVED!!!!

2009-05-25T21:02:00.002+08:00

I...I....I- I SURVIVED!!!
barely...

LAN was a torture....i want to skip pls let me skip...
The whole 6 hrs was really really really boring.........EXTREMELY BORING!
And many of us got annoyed....
mainly cuz teacher calls us names.....
i didnt mind at 1st probably cuz theres a few good laughs....
but it got irritating.

She calls ppl with their wrg name and other names like bob...tom...authur....and janey to most of the ppl.....without bothering to know the actual names again. and then she goes....snow white...rapunzel...cinderalla.......and me? princess.....=__= excuse me! which part of me look like princess to you!!? i mayb dressed slightly decent than usual but really...do i even look rich to you??? I really wanna ditch LAN.

its juz torture.....im hoping that someone snaps and tell her off.......atleast she realize wat shes doing. but then again....shes older so....respect always gets in the way.
help....i cant tolerate for another 24 more hrs of LAN.........

100 truths

2009-05-22T22:37:00.005+08:00

i promise...

i won't tell lies here...

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: ribena

2. Last phone call: my mum...

3. Last text message: ... ... ...i don't remember...*its so mafan to text message 8D
4. Last song you listened to: sakura rocks by cherryblossom

5. Last time you cried: ... ... ... ...i don't remember.........i think it was during a depressing movie

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: i...don't date...

7. Been cheated on: ...i don't date so how?
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: like i said...i don't date...so no intimacy no kiss! 8D

9. Lost someone special: alot...including a fish. *shut up!

10. Been depressed: ...who didnt??!

11. Been drunk and threw up: i don't drink more than a few sips...wait i think i drank half a cup last few months. no i hvent been drunk and threw up.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. light purple/violet

13. pure black

14. pinky peach

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: lots of new friends

16. Fallen out of love: sigh.....no not the opposite sex.

17. Laughed until you cried: ...very...bad...memories which involves moco and bunz and kuro.

18. Met someone who changed you: ya...*looks up the sky...

19. Found out who your true friends were: hmmm....never gave it a thought.

20. Found out someone was talking about you: ... ... ...wheres all the fun in secrets!!!

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: GAH!!! OH ALRIGHT!!! I DIDNT!!!!!!

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: ........many

23. How many kids do you want to have: how many will God bless me with...

24. Do you have any pets: yes...it passed away last 3 yrs...and yet to adopt another 1.

25. Do you want to change your name: i love my name...

26. What did you do for your last birthday: I slept the whole day 8D

27. What time did you wake up today: 7 am...*drags my tired body around the college

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: my assignment...stupid plastic bag assignment

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: COSPLAY!!! COSPLAY!!!!!

30. Last time you saw your Mother: errr.......2 minutes ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: lifes been great so never thought about it.

32. What are you listening to right now: last cross *an opening theme for KHR

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: .... .... ....have i?

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my body....its really weak.

35. Most visited webpage: blog

36. Whats your real name: y should i tell you!!!

37. Nicknames: latest would be "kakachang" no fishlips pls.

38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac sign: Libra

40. Male or female?: in cosplay theres never a constant gender for me..but most of the time male.

41. Elementary?: Yuk Chai

42. Middle School?: SMKDU

43. High school/college?: Taylors Sri Hartamas

44. Hair colour: Healthy Black/ really dark brown

45. Long or short: curly long

46. Height: 161++ I WANT TO GROW TALLER TO BE MORE YENG!! *this is all about cosplay.

47. Do you have a crush on someone? ... ...=.=... ...*admits defeat...yes.

48. What do you like about yourself? everything

50. Tattoos: never...

51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: on my knee

53. First piercing: std 6
54. First best friend: when i was still naive...i forgoten her name....OTL

55. First sport you joined: badminton

56. First vacation: in singapore when i was a young kid

58. First pair of trainers: like.....long time a go

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: nothing

60. Drinking: nothing

61. I'm about to: yell at my brother for accusing me of losing his basketball shirt

62. Listening to: my bro's irritating voice

63. Waiting on: final fantasy 7 advent children complete to download finish 8D

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: sure...why not

65. Get Married?: if someone wants to marry me

66. Career?: a succesful pharmacist??? who knows...

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: both are good

68. Hugs or kisses: both are sweet

69. Shorter or taller: taller

70. Older or Younger: younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both are full of fats

73. Sensitive or loud: ...depends

74. Hook-up or relationship: i don't want to choose

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: being hesitant is sometimes a good choice

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: OMG NO!!!

77. Drank hard liquor: no...i dun think i'll try 1

78. Lost glasses/contacts: no...i took care of my stuff really well

79. Sex on first date: =.= i...don't date. and i will wait until im married
80. Broken someone's heart: ... ...8D i hope i didnt....

82. Been arrested: like DUH NO!

83. Turned someone down: *stabs heart....bad memories flooding in

84. Cried when someone died: lots...

85. Fallen for a friend?: sigh...didnt even talk to him for more than an hr....

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: obviously

87. Miracles: when God do it

88. Love at first sight: yes...when i first looked into the mirror!! 8D

89. Heaven: yes

90. Santa Claus: that fat big waist band white bearded dude? hmmm....

91. Kiss on the first date: not again......like for the 100th time NO!!

92. Angels: yes

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: ...101th time...

95. Did you sing today?: ai taku te koi shiku te hanare te...ano hi wa monoko nai

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: ...haha ha..ha

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? very far when God made the world

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? the past is the past

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes truthfully yes...

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: no...*crosses finger

my supposedly 2 weeks of holiday starts...but no....the stupid LAN classes occupies the 1st week and assignments the next. NOOOOOOO!!!~ WHERE IS THE JUSTICE!!!???

I had fun today...while waiting for teacher to finish their meeting...i played O2 mania like mad in the Gen-Y computer lab. Its really a bad addiction...my friends did alot of banging on the keyboard ahahahah!! i mean REALLY SERIOUS banging...and screaming. i need a laptop now...so it could fill the LAN boring lectures...its a TOTAL 6 HOURS OF LAN LAN AND LAN!!!! I AM NOT GOING TO DIE QUIETLY!!!! RAWR!!

i found this in my stacks of pictures...very interesting indeed...*skips away unhurt!

Credit to raptor_cZn aka shawn

Happy lecturers day

2009-05-15T18:00:00.005+08:00

Im feeling so guilty for my teachers during high school.
maybe cuz i didnt really appreciate them as much as my lecturers here in college.

Its teachers day tomorrow.
it actually reminds me of the disciples of Jesus calling Him rabbai (teacher)

Our classes was accelerated 5 mins earlier so we got an hr and a half break today.
The whole class decided to drive out to mount kiara to eat mcdonalds!!!
happy happy~

Which reminds me not to sit in Chee Hung's car 8D
I'm juz joking...
*epic face

Its interesting to hang out with new friends because you get to see all different kinds of personality and interest. for example : she loves to eat spicy stuff to the extend that she'll order everything spicy every lunch. and he prefer not to take spicy (actually he hates) till every single food he take will not be curry chilli tom yam etc etc.

NY : (in chinese) OMG!!! then your life will be so boring lo!!! no spice no life la!!!

CH : ... ...=A=...

CY : hmm...i feel like changing my investigative study topic.....

YL : WHY????? OAO??!!! (we cant change it anymore)

CY : oh cuz i wanna study how boring is Chee hungs life.

=__=............
sorry chee hung...its juz for fun.

and another thing that my friends learn about me is......
yes...when my hands are full..i hv a habit of using my legs too.
what i did was....i used my leg to attempt to push the lifts button and...
used my leg to close the car boot....*don't ask me how i did it.
~~i only use my legs to close the door or push stuff thats on the floor WHEN MY HANDS ARE FULL and ITS ONLY AT HOME!!!!~~
OTL i should be careful next time...so unlady like...

we went back to college to get some cupcakes for our lecturers since the shopping complex is juz next to the college building (...one of the convienience) i failed to get a pic of those cupcakes........they're really cute... : got tiger...got sheep...got monster inc...got valentine car got hairy face creature.

So ya...Happy lecturers day!!!

picture post...D<

2009-05-04T00:31:00.010+08:00

=.= fine...i'm doing something different already.

my mother'side family came to PJ from ipoh for a few days and stayed overnight.

Venue : mount kiara (solaris)
Date : 3rd of may

MOCO!! I FOUND A REALLY GOOD PLACE FOR PHOTOSHOOT!!!! ~~not really but not bad since have wide space~~

my aunt was posing for me too!! ~~ya right~~

its all about the butt....

wanna see the art of squezzing into the picture?

Ta daa~ *ducks for any flying object

this is actually coincidence. *hints hints...cosplay...

i wasnt in a mood of including myself into the pics cuz im messy and i dress funny.
I took more pictures but i didnt hv all of them. some are hilarious, regrets for not getting them. i'm too lazy to camwhore nowadays...i rather take someones else picture. but i did some cosplay camwhore which i find it......................weird.

see what i mean...

And so...i'm envious of dolls who have perfect cute pretty cool big rainbow colour sharp eyes long eye lashes small nose pinkish cheeks perfect cool silky stylish hair bubblish pinky red perfect lips and a set of fine coloured juz visible perfect eye browns!!!!!!!! rawr!!!

Its dream of doll. they have dolls like this one here and they are seriously expensive...rm2000++....for juz a doll. i wonder if theres any story published for the characters becuz some of them seem to have a character profile. kyaaa....

its late and im suppose to be doing chemistr assignment due wed. sigh............

Tag music meme : LUST FOR BLOOD

2009-04-24T01:46:00.004+08:00

Tag number one
RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"
Reila - Gazette (...ya........i prefer reila's colour....)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Up is down - hans zimer POT soundtrack (WHAT THE!!!!)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
I will testify to love -wyonna judd (errr...yes...i like guys who testify their love.....)

4. How do you feel today?
Crystal energy - Minami ( makes so much sense....i cant sleep...)

5. What is your life's purpose?
Don't trust me (......................ppl......dun trust what i say here....)

6. What is your motto?
one love - arashi (YES!!! i will have only one love...thats my motto!!!)

7. What do your friends think of you?
love scream party - SuG (... ... ...i love to scream party...so...PARTY PARTY PARTY...happy? =.=)

8. What do you think of your parents?
LIAR LIAR - LM.C ( OMG!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!)

9. What do you think about very often?
Last song - Gackt (........yes when will this end........when is the last song...?)

10. What is 2 + 2?
Melt - Halyosy (.......2 + 2 is melt...........wow......)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Love so sweet - Arashi ( their love are sweet 8D)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Cage - Dir en grey (i like to cage the person i like...so beware whoever it is that i like.)

13. What is your life story?
You are my love - yui makino (right...its about my love...that is you...who reads my blog.)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
My name is JOKER - Lm.c (........*head bangs....stabs heart)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
This is love - utada hikaru (oh ya..this IS love...*unenthusiastic kyaaaaaaa)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Defective tradegy - Gazette (.....................*wobbles wobbles.......is it even dancable)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Haunted house makes secret - Lm.c (.............i dun wanna die!!!!!)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
kiss/hug - aiko (...my hobby is to kiss/hug......beware strangers......i might do that on streets too)

19. What is your biggest fear?
Saviour in the dark - Garo (right...im suppose to fear the dark mystery hero thats gonna save me?)

20. What is your biggest secret?
black stone - Gackt (>D my sentimental shiny big well refine edges like-diamond black stone)

21. What do you think of your friends?
Galileo - LMC ( they love physics??????)

22. What will you post this as?
Lust for blood - Gackt ( AHHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!! yes...the lust for blood.....Gackt you're juz the wonderful person to end this post)

*sleeps now...
zzzzz.........
Tags : anyone who reads this must do the tag. in watever website as long as its acesseble. when you're done show it to me!!!

the pain X a million

2009-04-23T22:10:00.003+08:00

gaaa.......
the horror...
regrets......
regrets so much.......
regreted that i didnt study......OTL

the test is not that hard....
i was not prepared for it.......RAWR!!!!
I WANT TO RETAKE THE TEST!!!!!!!!
RAR!!!!!

*breathes in deeply....
i'm really glad that i took biology instead of specialist maths...
Bio is really interesting, happy happy...
but its all base on facts.......T^T SPECIAL maths is more of critical thinking.

I STILL WANT TO RETAKE THE BLOODY TESTS!!!!!!!
ESPECIALLY MATHS!!!!! AND PHYSICS!!!!!
RAWR!!!!
*stabs self

2009-04-18T11:55:00.003+08:00

This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS.Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you hear these 50 words.Don't think and don't go back and change.Doesn't matter how random just type it!

1. Beer: A cup of mead...

2. Food: hungry......seriously...no lunch yet

3. Relationships: God

4. Your crush: david archuleta....OTL

5. Power Rangers: Go-go power rangers!~

6. Life: precious

7. The President: no change

8. Yummy: Nips chocolate coated peanuts 8D

9. Cars: i need driving lessons

10. Movie: Beowulf

11. Halloween: jacko lantern

12. Sex: i never do that 1 b4. AHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!

13. Religion: Christianity

14. Hate: pain

15. Fear: Death *relatives

16. Marriage: Beware of babies

17. Blondes: ...naruto...

18. Slippers: my heavy slippers 8D hey nic! remember how heavy my slippers is!?

19. Shoes: my reebok darling

20. Asians: banana

21. Pass time: sleeping

22. One night stand: Lamp post

23. My cell Phone: my key pad is not lighting T^T

24. Smoke: black and grey

25. Fantasy: Cloud and tifa

26. College: cold........

27. High school Life: Bunz moco and kuro

28. Pajamas: baggy

29. Stars: The black hole

30. Center: of attention

31. Alcohol: drunk

32. The word love: kyaaaa.....

33. Friends: away

34. Money: cash

35. Heartache: Stabs heart

36. Time: short

37. Divorce: another one...

38. Dogs: SIBERIAN HUSKY!!!!

39. Undies: pink bunny....OTL

40. Parents: went out for lunch T^T

41. Babies: CUTE!!! AND CHUBBY!!!

42. Ex: ex-boyfriend?

43. Song: i want that windows song!! moco....T^T

44. Color: purple

45. Weddings: free food

46. Pizza: hawaii chicken

47. Hangout: plaza damas....OTL

48. Rest: toilet

49. Goal: FOOTBALL!!

50. Inspiration: draws.....

i have no idea what i wrote........D<

happiness meme last day

2009-04-13T12:03:00.002+08:00

weekends are busy so its kinda impossible for me to on9 at home.
i'm gonna put yesterday as happiness meme day!

so...

-its easter day

-had morning breakfast in kiliney's

-met an ex-tution friend in church

-enjoyed the performance and skit

-had a decent convo with the tuition friend

-went to pavilion......(wait...thats not happy.)

-had high hopes to go KLCC for PC fair...but did not

-went to 1 utama

-bought 2 manga in comic paradise (ouran & vk)

-went to IT ONE to browse laptops...

-get to watch trailers(finalfantasy13) in one of the laptop >3

-i had a stupid dream............but that means i had a good sleep last night.

there! haaaaaa....
o.o i'm fine.......seriously.....why would i be feeling low?
haha...when im free then i'll call you all.......when i'm freeeeee........
(-.-) zzzz..........

hapiness meme day 7

2009-04-11T04:21:00.003+08:00

- its good friday

-The class had a conversation about ghost stories at genting (which now reminds me that i wont go for solaro shot anymore...i'm traumatized)

- ate home cook fried rice

-handed in my physics topic

-had a weird conversation with J**** and Chien *** during revision

The convo starts like this :

J**** : *screams silently* david!! DAVID!!! (David archuleta...)

Chien *** : You should stop that cause people might think you're screaming David ***...

J**** : OMG?? serious??? oh no, ****** heard it....But i've been screaming David the whole day.

Chien ***: what's so good about David anyway...*pfftt....He didnt even win American idol.

J**** : He's CUTE!! and he's talented!!

CY : Lee hom is so much hotter and he plays most of the instruments including tradition ones. =.=

Me : *silently in my mind* Gackt can do that too!!! 8D

J : But David debuted at 18. Lee hom was older!!!

Cy : So? Lee Hom knows more languages than David. Can david speak chinese?=.=

Me : *again in the mind* Gackt can speak english AND chinese. 8D

J : Well, he's always compared to david cook!

Cy : Lee hom is compared to Jay chou...but i don't see why they should do that.

J : Because Jay chou is not cute!

Me : I think jay chou is quite cute...

J : *stares........* quite cute?

Me : *regrets* ah yes....quite cute....

end of convo

This is what i heard so the sentence are not entirely accurate.
They debated more but didnt remember the rest of it as i was so immersed into my regrets.....OTL
If you were to hear the actual conversation, you'll know that Cy is really a good debater...

i slept at 8 yesterday night with the lights on and i woke up at 4 this morning....
What is wrong with my sleeping time....OTL
I feel so wide awake now.......*regrets.....

Happiness meme day 6

2009-04-09T21:00:00.002+08:00

- got to spend time in i-zone (com lab)

-did abit of research on physic concept

- is now interested in lightning~

-got another storybook to read (sad family love story)

is not happy becuz a lecturer happily announced the most important final exam is on the 2nd of november...
with a lighter tone he said it'll end early for science students on the 11th while others from 15th onwards.
oh...thanks so much for making me nervous.

shall look more into lightning~
'''(O<>O)'''/

happiness meme day 5

2009-04-08T12:53:00.003+08:00

hahaha....
shall rush this in 5 mins......

- wear a white polo shirt to college

-ate homecook food again (dinner leftovers)...because i hate feeding my stomach too much exp food

- stayed wide awake for lessons

- going to have garlic bread and chocolate milk for tea time after classes.

-wonders what to do after classes...

i think thats all.....
I wont be on tonight due to late classes and piano lesson tonight...
I bet once i get home i'll go straight to bed.
Bye~

Happiness meme day 4~

2009-04-07T21:48:00.003+08:00

I skipped a day....T^T
Yesterday was happy too but didnt have the time to blog it.
so anyway....
Today extra happy...

- woke up earlier than usual (my dad wants to hv breakfast with mom b4 going to work...)

- ate kenny ro...ro.....rogers....errr....i forgot how to spell it. kinda regret cuz its EXPENSIVE!!!! but but but.....i went with the whole class.

- MY FIRST DAY WEARING A SUPER WHITE LAB COAT!!! AND I OWN IT!!! KYAAA~

- I PLAYED WITH THE MICROSCOPE TODAY DURING BIO CLASS!!!! KYAAAA!!!~
(shall upload pics later...someday......when the sky is about to fall....)

- my first attempt in using the big taylor student's photocopy machine...by photocopying 11 copies of 12 pages maths...............

-spent 10 mins figuring how to photocopy 2 sided.

- gave up and prints anyway...(even though its 20 cents more......who cares...)

- get to have an evening nap for half an hr....

-almost finishing the story book....

- gets to eat errr....fish eye egg! >D (is that what you call anyway...? D>)

Yes, happy happy...
=.= now continues with research......OF THE PARACHUTE!!!~

...tagged.

2009-04-06T11:50:00.004+08:00

1. The person that tagged you is:
Moco...moco......mocoCHANG

2. Your relationship with her is:
Husband and wife...sometimes it will be mother and daughter...i have no idea why. -.-

3. Your first impression of her is:
Super duper hyper person...im serious. it was form 2 back then.

4. The most memorable moments with her:
errr.....yes....happy hour. *not going to comment more about it >D

5. The most memorable thing she has said to you is:
i think all of the things she said or rather advises are very memorable.

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:
... she's my 'wife'.......hmmm...maybe i'll turn hyper too?

7. If she became your lover, what should she improve at:
... ... ... ... ...her cooking............OAO?

8. If she becomes your enemy, what would you do:
...i'll disappear into the darkness........OAO??

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
becuz im stupid enough to be enemies with her.......=.=????

10. The most desired thing you want to do to her now is:
i decided to change the ques from 'for' to 'to'........REVENGE!!!!!

11. Your overall impression on her:
A caring person...

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself
..............................errrr..............???

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
.......................................eeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr................???

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
hmmm.........i don't really have 1 now....never thought of it? erm...but if its someone i look up to will be Jesus.

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
err....thank you. :D

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you (they’re tagged and they can’t tag you back): (1)Bunz (2)Shane (3)Tianz (4)elrinx (5)Wani (6)potter (7)jac (8)Ezz (9)shukri (10) whoever that i don't know have read this...

17. Who is 6 (potter) having a relationship with:
errr....i don't know...D>

18. is 9 (shukri) a male or female:
... ... ...female >D

19. If 7 (Jac) and 10 (someone) were together, would it be a good thing:
...i juz hope they match and get along well thats all.

20. What is 2 (shane) studying at the moment:
D: errr.....music.

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3 (tianz):
On DA...shes always on DA and not msn...OTL

22. What kind of music does 8 (ezz) like:
all kinds??? not sure....

23. Does 1 (Bunz) have any siblings:
Yes...a sis and a bro

24. Will you woo 3 (tianz):
OH YES!!!! I MEAN I AM WILLING TO!!!!!! ....but i prefer 'him' to do it...if she's a guy that it.

25. How about 7 (jac):
*wonders?? jac o.o

26. Is 4 (Elrin) single:
......are you???

27. What's the surname of 5 (wani):
Chang? wait...did she enter the chang family????

28. What's the hobby of 5 (wani):
.........doing durex assignment? D: im juz jk!!!!

29. Do 5 (wani) and 9 (shukri) get along well:
errr....they dun know each other well.....so....

30. Where is 2 (shane) studying at:
somewhere really far away from malaysia!

31. Say something casual about your eyes:
...they come in pair. D<>D do you actually like white?????

35. Are 5 (wani) and 1 (bunz) good friends:
hmm....they might be.....

36. Does 7 (jac) like 2 (shane):
... ... ... ...errrrr....in a friendly way.......i think so. D>

37. How did you get to know 2 (shane):
when she was on the verge of fainting, i RESCUED her!! >D

38. Does 1 (bunz) have any pets:
yes...atleast more reasonable than elrin who hv a zoo...
3 dogs a hamster

39. Is 7 (jac) the sexiest person in the world:
ahahahahah!~ she sure is. *winks

you're probably wondering why i have time to do this. i'm having an hr break but 10 mins is left.
so......i'm juz gonna stop here.
those i tag....
you cant escape...............*haunts........

my bro finally shows some boy sense....

2009-04-05T22:55:00.003+08:00

Waits for the water to boil...

Mum : (address to me)....please watch the fire...

Me : hm.

Mum : See whether it is boy(boil).

Me : Hm.

Bro : What if its a girl?

Me : ...*stares........

conclusion...my bro's finally a grown teenager *sniff
=.= becuz i think only guys at the certain age becomes lame......they say lame stuff.....
OTL.....

Change of mind...Happiness meme is still on

2009-04-05T16:21:00.002+08:00

wasnt really happy earlier but...i decided that complaining about life isn't that great.
especially when you're in a bad mood....you tend to look at life in a negative way.
Thats wat it says in the newspaper yesterday.
AHAHAHAH!!~

soo....
going to look for a suitable study table in Ikea soon...
I'm happy cuz it means i get a place study now.
And....might...might go to have a look at laptops.
and it means i hv more freedom to chat and do my stuff in a more private way. mayb.

it rained today...again...
it made my mood worse actually....
T^T i thought i loved rain!!!

im editting photos...
which means that im a little out of sight!
and why when im online...other ppl didnt...
grrr...i wished that i can on9 the whole day.......
*flips table.........

okay...................
i'm getting moody....
btw...the book that i borrowed was quite interesting.
happy~

Happiness meme!! i'm still happy!

2009-04-03T20:52:00.004+08:00

I just realized that i have unconciously written atleast 2 sentence similar to moco's Happiness meme three. D> this is the edited version.

No...serious...i'm still happy.
rather than the neutral mood....guh...

Okay...
I ate luncheon meat + fried egg + maggi mee + soup = rm 6.90
Oh and a glass of iced hong kong style milk tea = rm 2.90
...well...its not exactly cheap but its the cheapest in the menu. I'm not kidding!
BUT im happy cuz i get to eat luncheon meat + maggi mee and drink my favourite milk tea!!!!!!!
All in one hour of lunch time...

after classes after 2.30 pm (we end early on fridays)
I joined an anime screening for an hour and a half.
Samurai champloo was screened...it was funny but...errr....really need to rate it XXX.
no, its not =.= porn. but erm...it's slightly gory...and...................gah!
Conclusion, i joined the anime club.

Oh i forgot to mention, during the anime screening(it was pitch black relying on the LDP for light source)...Mr. R our college director of student affairs "storm" in the theater...Stood and watched along with us for 2 mins...and it was right at the part where the main char was chopping the enemy into half.
Mr. R : ... ...
Us : ... ... ...
Mr. R : *stares at us...
Us : stares back...
Mr. R : *sigh...*walks out the theater room...
HE HEAVED A SIGH!!!!!
I THINK I HAD THE HARDEST LAUGH IN MY LIFE!!!!!

Haaaaaa........after that i manage to do an hour of revision for physics in the EXTREMELY quiet library. another happy thought.
Back home....
...i cant online because =.= im being monitored constantly...
even when im typing this much of words, my mum kept asking me whether i'm online...OTL
oh ya...my dad spoke a miracle...>D
We might go look for a laptop on weekends...i'm not expecting that he'll really keep to his promises and i'm feeling guilty of buying it so soon. i need it but another few thousand rm will fly away.........sigh...

(/o.o)/ __[COM] *tap tap tap

Happiness meme starts today

2009-04-02T13:04:00.008+08:00

actually this is no difference than my journal
except it is suppose to be about happiness rather than spiritual recall.
So yes, happiness meme starts...today...right now...

Today, i met a really hot guy with cute geeky glasses
I mean REALLY hot....
And i "accidently" bump into him.
He smiled at me when i apologized.
And so.....like most girl would react.....blush some more.
Happy~

Posted by Raefeli at 6:37 PM 0 comments

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OKAY OKAY!! I know that im not taking this seriously. Juz FYI...All those stuff are fake! i doubt anyone will actually believe...right??? right...??

Well...
I'm glad that i get to eat my moms cooking today...for lunch in college.
its the leftovers from last night and...cold due to the WINTER condition in the classroom.
its still tasty and anytime better than the shopping complex food.
Another happy thing that happen was....
THE LIBRARY HAS A SHELF OF FICTIONAL BOOKS!!!
you know...the harry potter type of books? theres a few decent EXTRA hard to understand yet interesting books like eragon. theres twilight too...but i was late to grab it...all was loaned. ok thats not so happy...
i'm happy about this because...T^T its been a long time since i've read an interesting book other than the christian material. I fail to understand philip yancey's level of english. I was tempted to read a romantic sad story...but something else caught my eye! The book cover is red and black and 5 children like characters drawn with glares and stone expression entitled "the genius squad". i have no idea why i chose that book...i guess i love red too much.

hmmm.............i started practising on the piano now....practising...not playing. Im happy...and i played an emo song.....my bro was irritated becuz he was in a bad mood and i had to play that song. Im HAPPY. >D
so ya.......happiness meme ends here.
See how long will it last. wished its forever.

oh...i don't know so much about hand signs other than the...few very common ones. i was told that when you clench your fist with only the 2nd and last finger sticks out...that sign when you raise it up high is used by heavy metal band worship the devil...okay to me its juz some people made it up and brand it as the devil sign and then it spreads....for all i know...its juz fingers sticking out and some remain clenched. And i think you've mistaken the one that was in the photo...its a spiderman like sign except its raised up high? difference is...its with an extra finger sticking which is the thumb. and its a sign named awesome by some friends in camp and it spread. people have different views of all the hand signs...juz that when ppl populates it...it becomes an icon. Majority of the ppl view it as that doesnt mean i have do the same.

Make it go away...

2009-04-01T18:37:00.004+08:00

Everything is just so messed up.
My whole day is just so messed up....
I feel like crying to feel better but i can't...something is just stopping me from doing it.
Then it gets dizzy and cramp.
It's like you can't breathe at all....
I so wanted to take a knife and stab the heart thats making me so miserable.
I so wanted to cut my brains out just to shout at it what is wrong with you today!!?
It just keep flashing back flashing back things that i want it to go away.

And after this stupid rant, what i gain from it?
Getting more depress? making ppl around me miserable too?

I don't worship my parents, i honour them.
But i'm still what i am, a selfish, unrespectful, dishonest child.
I've fought so much with them to have everything to go my way
How else would i get to go out with all of you, how else did i get to do what i want?
everytime i ask permission, the answer has to be a yes.
I was so selfish to the extend i called my father who was in the middle of a company meeting in another country juz to beg him to let me go ACGC and a friends farewell party. This incident nearly got me disowned. it was late at night when he finally allowed me.
This is how selfish i am.
All this while im only causing pain to my family...
So how is it fair to my parents if i side my friends all the time...
I'm sorry i've written such a stupid rant earlier...i'm juz depress.
i only want you all to believe me that i've done my best to be present
If you think its not enough then i have no more to say.

Life's a pain......

2009-04-01T00:42:00.002+08:00

God didn't say that life is gonna be easy...He only said that it's gonna be worth it.
How worth it can it be?

I'm tired of communicating...
I'm tired of having to tell whatever to whoever...
I'm tired of being sensitive to everything...
I'm tired of fighting with my parents for the sake to be with my friends...
I'm tired of keeping all these emotional thoughts inside...
I'm tired of people not appreciating for what i did...
I'm tired of crying again and again for something...
I'm tired of saying anything...because it brings no meaning to you at all...
I'm tired of trying to say something useful...because you'll think its not...
What's the point of talking to anyone...

I'm really tired........
really really tired...........
If i was alone...without friends, will i be happier?

Girlfriend/Boyfriend meme

2009-03-30T19:43:00.008+08:00

Must do it only if you currently have a girlfriend/boyfriend.
Be honest.
No secrets.

1. Are you going out with anyone?
>///<>

2.How long have you been going out with that person?
hmm...its our 3rd anniversary next month on the 16th.

3.How did you two end up together?
My father introduced him to me. My father really did. at first i thought he wasnt really interesting and juz plain boring. I thought that this relationship wouldnt last but hey...look at us now. still glued tightly together.

4. Have you ever gone out with anyone else in your life before that person?
Nah. He's my first.

5. And the one you've had the longest relationship with?
He's the one.

6. What colour best describes your lover?
White and HOT *zsssttt red.

7. Any interesting memories?
um yes. He met an accident and got severe head injury.

8.Do you feel like cheating at all?
Yes...apparently i want to be with his cousin.

9. Anything you want to say to your current lover?
erm...i'm sorry for hurting you for the past few years. i promise to love you more.

And the girlfriend/boyfriend meme is all about mobile phones.
He's the love of life...haaaaaaaaa~

'I' thingy?

2009-03-30T19:09:00.003+08:00

I AM: an idiot....
I WANT: a laptop PLSSSSSSSS!~
I HATE: being helpless
I MISS: my joyful days with friends
I FEAR: of being left alone
I HEAR: absolute silence
I WONDER: about many things
I REGRET: being an ungrateful person
I AM NOT: married...
I DANCE: like a penguin...OTL
I SING: even though i suck at singing. who cares!
I CRY: to feel better
I AM NOT ALWAYS: around for my friends...that i feel ashame
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: A LUMP OF RUBBER!~ ......im making it up.
I WRITE: with my right hand
I CONFUSE: people with my real hair and my wig. >D
I NEED: to be a better person.
I SHOULD: be doing my revision now.
I START: this sentence with an 'I'
I FINISH: my dinner faster than my bro.
I LOVE: everything thats happening in my life...praise GOD
I REMEMBER: that LING IS LEAVING SOON!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ T^T

This is such a waste of time. >D

feeling very sick now....

2009-03-26T20:04:00.002+08:00

gah...
i have 5 more ques of maths....which contain a-0 number of ques...
an ESL presentation due by tomoro.....
and i hv no idea what to write about job crisis....
i shall visit the stupid google and find out...........

what keeps me frm finishing all this is.....food poisoning.....
do you know how pain it is when it last for 3 days straight???
it all started with a small gastric pain.......

i haven even visit the my college's student portal....
i haven even do my planner....
gah..........
help~..............................

Am I guy or a girl?

2009-03-20T17:27:00.002+08:00

This is fun!!~
^o^ stealing moco's tag is fun!~
Come kuro son....lets do this tag!~

Your Boy Side:

[x] You love hoodies. (Hoodies are cool!~)
[x] You love jeans. (I love jeans...jeans are cool!~)
[ ] Dogs are better than cats. (...cats are cuter!! but still i love both)
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (well...often occurs in mild injury)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture. (They still are...)
[ ] Sad movies suck. (they so do not!!!)
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid. (i still have the box in my storeroom)
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (We as in my bro and i shares it)
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (>D)
[x] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice. (My dad do this part of job in the family)
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. (ya like moco said : SLEEPOVERS ARE FUN!! D<)
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[ ] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth. (errr....i think i do...)
Total = 13

Your Girl Side :

[x] You wear lip gloss. (cosplay...)
[ ] You love to shop. (when its the things i like)
[x] You wear eyeliner. (cosplay...)
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink. (pink are cute!! >D)
[ ] Go to your mom for advice. (sometimes...but i prefer to dad)
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black. (i love black...D<)
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. (Self apply!! it is fun when you try rainbow colour shades or alternate colours....)
[x] You like wearing jewelry. (I need to wear them or not i will feel that something is missing)
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. (gymnastics...it was a long time ago)
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories. (sometimes)
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. (=A= my mom have the whole shoe rack to herself)
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it. (its the other way around...i like ppl putting make up on me >D)
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored. (recently i rarely do it...i wonder why?)
Total= 13

...13 vs 13....
so....i have balanced hormones...............
I'm a unisex???? HEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHH!!!!?????~
shall i do another picture post???

Showeroke!!!

2009-03-20T02:35:00.008+08:00

HAAHAHAHAH!!~

it's not exactly a shower-oke but juz plain maga karaoke thats all.

It's a farewell party for the RBS pals who are going for the NS.

Consider it a picture post since there are not many words to say about it.

oh...and my very first karaoke session....

Venue : Red box (sunway piramid)

They grabbed the centre stage so they could sing emo songs.......XD

For a moment, i thought Calvin was holding a microphone?!

I see an... ...awesome sign.

Jia Yein rock the hou-i mean room...

We had a little chat session while waiting to get home.

OAO!!! *gasp! Calvin caught me taking a photo of him!!!~

Really gonna miss you guys.

My life is 69% happy

2009-03-19T23:07:00.004+08:00

Like i said...i'm bored.
Sorry moco...
Yes...i stole ur post...
so did ur son D<

[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend. (surprised?....)
[ ] You have your own room. (i share it with my bro)
[x] You own a cell phone. (lazy to message or call so dun bother)
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player. (...i'm glad its free)
[x] Your parents are still married.
[ ] You have more than 2 best friends. (i don't put it as best but close)
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
[x] You dress how you want to. (I'm lala i noe...no need to say it again)
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week. (i recently did and got grounded T^T)
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month. (...im a very emo person...)
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to. (i like depressing songs...or rock but never heavy metal...my parents dun even noe what songs i listen to...)
[x] Your room is big enough for you. (Even with my brother)
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[ ] You have been to a concert that you've liked. (i rarely go concerts...even if i did...it was free)
[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace. (hahahahaa.......)
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace. (They spy on me. They don't care as long as i'm not stupid enough to give out my personal info)
[x] You get allowance. (Still is)
[x] You collect something normal. (i used to collect stamps? and ice cream sticks that can claim prize!!! its normal becuz every1 do it!!!)
[x] You look forward to going to school. (college...i am actually looking forward to go COLLEGE!?)
[x] You don't wish you were someone else. (I'm content with myself)
[x] You play a sport. (I have been told off as 'ganas'{which means violent) in a camp...by juz playing captain ball)
[ ] You do something after school.
[ ] You own a car. (sigh.......*looks into the horizons. and sighs sumore)
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You are happy with your appearance. (errr....i am?...)
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life. (...i would like you not to repeat that sentence)
[x] You have friends. (...........this ques is weird....)
[ ] You know what is going on in the world. (more aware?)
[ ] You care about so many people. (I'm a selfish person)
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You know more than one language. (=.= i speak engriiiish)
[x] You have a screen name. (not a....but MANY!!! no fishlips! =.= *glares)
[ ] You own a pet. (my fish....my fighting fish......my micheal.....)
[x] You know the words to 5 songs. (...err ya....im REALLY happy knowing the words)
[x] You don't have any enemies. (I'm really not sure about this..........)
[x] You are a generally nice person. (......generally....)

Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is _69_% Happy".

Wah??? im shocked...im THAT happy????? how come?
But serious...in the beginning of this test
I thought i would get like...40++
...so...my life is full of butterflies and pretty flowers...
wow....goes to journal about this! AHAHAHAHAHAAHH!!~
Ya so thank God for my 69% happy life.

What type of NERD are you? 'O-O'/

2009-03-19T22:23:00.002+08:00

My wife and son enjoyed doing this so will i...
partly because im awfully bored.

ANIME/MANGA NERD

[ ] You watch anime. (Stopped for quite some time)
[x] You read manga. (like DUHh...or not i won't be doing this quiz)
[x] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes. (I do but recently i'm broke...sob)
[x]You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise. (oh ya man i OWNED it =.=)
[ ] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[x] You have cosplayed. (...)
[x] You have done so in public. (...=.= if not? at home a? so vain...)
[x] You have been to an anime/manga convention. (... ...=.=...)
[ ] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[x] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew. (believe it or not...i actually did...well..."long" time ago)
[x] You enjoy drawing anime.
[x] People you know knows you as the 'anime' person. (Many that do not know me well often stamp the word 'anime' person on my forehead)
[ ] You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled. (...man gah?)

ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 9

ART NERD

[x] You like art.
[ ] You actually consider yourself an artist. (...below amatuer)
[ ] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[ ] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before. (THEY WERE REALLY EXPENSIVE!!! but useless....)
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts. (a few times)
[x] People actually ask for your drawings. (my cousins)
[ ] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or "pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[ ] You have considered a career as an artist. (what if 'had')
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles. (my mom will kill me if she sees this post)
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[ ] Your drawings have been framed.
[ ] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go. (not to the extend to the toilet too...)

ART NERD POINTS: 6

MUSICAL NERD

[x] You play a musical instrument.
[x] You play more than one instrument. (my guitar is rotting...stil practicing)
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument. (I’m horrible, but I still love it a lot.)
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[x] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[x] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music. (i SOOO want to try it but......*sigh....)
[x] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.

MUSICAL NERD POINTS: 7

VIDEO GAME NERD

[x] You play video games. (AHAHAHAHAHAH!!!)
[ ] You own more than 4 different video game systems. (I don't...my brother do)
[ ] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day. (...you won't see me in school if i did)
[ ] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3 Player.
[ ] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released. (=A= thats like...OBSESSED)
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends. (right....)
[ ] Your gaming system is in your room.
[ ] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it. (LOL!!! AHAHAHAH!!! Digital devil saga was awesome...)
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

VIDEO GAME NERD POINTS: 3

COMPUTER NERD:

[x] You use the computer every day. (Ya...for now.)
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[ ] You go into random internet chatrooms. (I'm too lazy to chat...)
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer. (I shud stop doing it?)
[x] You use computer faces >>>> ("-.-)_ [COM]
[ ] It is hard to go a day without using the computer. (i've spent almost a month without it)
[ ] You spend time in online forums.
[ ] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[ ] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[x] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[ ] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.' (with deep concentration i caaaaannnn~)
[x] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online. (omg as in o my gosh...=.=)
[ ] You can type really, really fast. (That is why you dun see me in MASS CONVO!!!)

COMPUTER NERD POINTS: 7

*GASP!!....................
shall i do another test?
or shall i wash my wig now.....
lazy la......
i'l go do my journal.....
after i've done the other test...then wash my tsuna and miku wig...
and STYLE IT! D<

When i fall, i fall real hard.

2009-03-17T22:58:00.002+08:00

I've just registered into a college.

Gonna start an "express" course on the 23rd of March.
I have doubts on whether i can cope in this course.
And i can't afford to only pass the subjects let alone fail it...
I've spent WAY to much of my father's money...
And if i score atleast 90% TER then i can get scholarsip for my uni course.
So i've made a commitment to not participate in any activities that will distract me from my studies.
My dear friends that knows me very well and hv read this post...
Pls pls PLS hold me accountable...
So that I would not fall AGAIN...and even stumble others.
Keep me in check...whether i'm holding on to my words...my commitment.

I thank you all for this...

o.o...O^O

2009-03-12T19:29:00.002+08:00

I'm bored...

What shall i do...

I'm taking the personality test now....

Headache....

help....

sigh...........